Every time I close my eyes
I still see myself begging
Asking for you to come back
I've been battling my heart
My mind and even the world
Finding signs of what's best
To get hold of you
Or to let you go
I don't know
My mind is messed up
Thinking irrelevant things
Trying to make impossible possible
How long would I be like this?
But every time I try to forget you
The universe is giving me reasons not to
Biding my goodbye to Saturn
You will always be my astronaut
I'll never be your wife stuck on the moon