Lightning Only Strikes Once...

By bedazzled_by_books

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When Lexa dies, Clarke climbs to the top of the tower and is struck by lightning and sent back in time to the... More

Chapter 1: Well This Was Unexpected
Chapter 2: Teenage Hormones Suck
Chapter 3: You And Whose Army
Chapter 4: Playing With Knives
Chapter 5: My Motives Are Classified
Chapter 6: Muscle Memory
Chapter 7: Who's The Boss
Chapter 8: The Weakest Link (Or Not)
Chapter 9: At The Beginning With You
Chapter 10: Get A Room
Chapter 11: Extreme U-hauling
Chapter 12: To See An Old Place With New Eyes
Chapter 13: The Adopt-A-Skaikru Program
Chapter 14: Polis Brutality
Chapter 15: Like One Of Your French Girls
Chapter 16: Reassigned to Antarctica
Chapter 17: Cold Calling
Chapter 18: Pawn Promotion
Chapter 19: I'd Like To Phone A Friend
Chapter 20: Choose Your Battles Wisely
Chapter 21: A Failure to Communicate
Chapter 22: Weakness Is My Strength
Chapter 23: Someone To Watch
Chapter 24: The Third Wheel
Chapter 25: Rinse and Repeat
Chapter 26: Have Dread Will Travel
Chapter 27: Expert Advice
Chapter 28: Seken Chances
Chapter 29: I Vote For Televisions
Chapter 30: In the Closet
Chapter 31: Just Hire A House-Sitter
Chapter 32: A Line in the Sand
Chapter 33: Dressed To Kill
Chapter 34: The Games We Play
Chapter 35: Good Cop, Bad Cop: Grounder Style
Chapter 36: Going Fishing
Chapter 37: Kane and Able
Chapter 38: Not Only the Good Die Young
Chapter 39: Perchance to Dream
Chapter 40: Sorry's Not Just a Word
Chapter 41: Not the Couch, But Close
Chapter 42: No Refunds
Chapter 43: The Chains of Command
Chapter 44: The Sudden Stop
Chapter 45: Get the Message?
Chapter 46: To Bring a Gun To a Knife Fight
Chapter 47: Shoot the Messenger
Chapter 48: On Like Donkey Kong
Chapter 49: Sky City
Chapter 50: Sparks
Chapter 51: Lock and Unload
Chapter 52: Nuclear Families
Chapter 53: Just Don't Blow It
Chapter 54: Calm Before the Storm
Chapter 55: A Girl Worth Fighting For
Chapter 56: One Weak Spot
Chapter 57: The Ultimate Cure
Chapter 58: High On Life
Chapter 60: Levelled Up
Chapter 61: All Fall Down
Chapter 62: Time to Heal
Chapter 63: Taking Stock
Chapter 64: Kos Kongeda
Chapter 65: Total Emancipation
Chapter 66: Separation Anxiety
Chapter 67: Like Father
Chapter 68: Think of the Children
Chapter 69: The Swerve
Chapter 70: Launch Codes
Chapter 71: Crash and Burn
Chapter 72: The Rest Is History
Chapter 73: The Real Deal
Chapter 74: Better Off Dead
Chapter 75: Passive-Aggressive Warfare
Chapter 76: Afterlife
Chapter 77: A Cold Day In Hell
Chapter 78: Enemy Territory
Chapter 79: What You Are In The Dark
Chapter 80: It Takes A Village
Chapter 81: Family Reunion
Chapter 82: Ahead of the Pack
Chapter 83: Gunpowder Treason and Plot
Chapter 84: My True North
Chapter 85: Throw The Book At Them
Chapter 86: Playing House
Chapter 87: We Did Start The Fire
Chapter 88: Broken Homes
Chapter 89: A Song of Ice and Arson
Chapter 90: Blind Date
Chapter 91: First Impressions
Chapter 92: Can't Go Home Again
Chapter 93: Hunted
Chapter 94: Convalescence
Chapter 95: Shot In The Dark
Chapter 96: Railroaded
Chapter 97: Embrace the Unexpected
Chapter 98: By The Book
Chapter 99: The Imprint We Leave
Chapter 100: Gonakru Prefer Blondes
Chapter 101: When The Music Stops
Chapter 102: Where Your Loyalties Lie
Chapter 103: On Thin Ice
Chapter 104: Bucket List
Chapter 105: Worst Hike Ever
Chapter 106: The Way We Choose
Chapter 107: The Path Less Travelled
Chapter 108: From Bad To Worse
Chapter 109: Digging Yourself Deeper
Chapter 110: The Thawing
Chapter 111: A Gut Feeling
Chapter 112: Breathless
Chapter 113: The Second Army
Chapter 114: The Strongest Stitches
Chapter 115: Bedrest
Chapter 116: Passing the Torch
Chapter 117: Homecoming
Chapter 118: An Offer You Can Refuse
Chapter 119: With This Dagger Sheath
Chapter 120: Rules of Engagement
Chapter 121: A Fate Worse Than Death
Chapter 122: Lexa's Lecture
Chapter 123: Love Is Not Blind
Chapter 124: Family Ties
Chapter 125: Polisticians
Chapter 126: Take It On Faith
Chapter 127: A Gift Horse
Chapter 128: Reunited
Chapter 129: Flying Blind
Chapter 130: Diplomacy For Dummies
Chapter 131: Bonds
Chapter 132: Our Story
Chapter 133, Epilogue: To Ascend

Chapter 59: What Monsters Fear

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"She's lying," Emerson rages. "Kill her or I will." He raises his gun but Cage forces his arm down before he can fire.

"Gamma rays destroy electronics, if you're wondering why all your computers are freaking out," Clarke says helpfully. "And you can easily check if it's a bomb, if you have a close look at it. I don't bluff."

"Check it," he snaps at Dr Tsing, jerking his head at Raven's device. She hurries over, still nursing her wounded hand.

Clarke looks over at Octavia, whose entire face is now bloody and bruised. "O, are you okay?"

Octavia spits out some more blood and croaks, "Worth it. Though I will say she tasted awful." She lets out a hoarse laugh as blood trickles down the side of her face.

"I said to tell them everything as soon as possible," Clarke comments, still keeping a wary eye on the rest of the room. "Not get yourself tortured."

"More believable," Octavia says, looking like she's trying to smile. "Plus, I wanted them to think I still had useful information they might be able to get out of me with some more effort. If they thought I told them everything I knew they might have killed me." She has a point, Clarke admits. However, she's not too thrilled with how injured Octavia is, and she suspects Bellamy may well actually try and kill her over this one.

"The laser stamp on the metal says it contains uranium," Tsing says, face paling. "And it does look like the kind of metal they used for the outer layer of nuclear missiles."

"That's what we built it from," Clarke says. "We had a missile up on the Ark, so we brought it down with us. I just knew it would come in use."

Cage curses. He raises his own gun and points it at Clarke. "Disarm it, now," he snaps.

"You won't shoot me unless you want everyone here to die," Clarke says calmly. "You aren't protected down here. The entire Mountain will collapse in on itself. Your guards, your scientists, your children, you... if I let go of this trigger you're all dead."

"Clarke," Abby whispers, looking shocked.

Clarke manages to give her mother a crooked smile. "Hi, Mom. I love you."

"I love you too," Abby replies, but she's staring at Raven's device in mingled fear and horror as she says it.

"You'll kill your own people as well," Emerson says fiercely. "Not just our families, but yours."

"That's a lie," Abby says immediately, trying to sit up but stopped by her restraints. "They're dead, they're all dead, even Thelonious is dead ..." she breaks off into a sob.

Emerson walks up to her and hits her with the butt of his gun. "Shut up," he says viciously. Clarke can't stop herself from flinching. Then he looks at Clarke. "She's wrong," he tells Clarke, trying to keep his voice level. "More than a dozen of your people are still alive."

"You wouldn't keep any of them alive," Clarke says softly, looking at him. "Don't forget, Carl, I know you too. I know exactly what you're capable of, just like you know what I'm capable of. So tell your boss that I'm absolutely capable of blowing us all to hell if I have to, won't you?"

"He's telling the truth, actually," Cage says, his mouth twisting. "Some of our people have... misguided sympathies. The younger ones of your people are being protected by them. You'll kill your own people's children too. There's a dozen of them still alive."

Clarke shrugs, careful to keep her thumb on the button. "That doesn't matter. A dozen lives versus all the ones I could end if I just let go? Not a very good deal. Plus, you'll kill them anyway."

"Maybe not," Tsing says, raising her hands as if to show she's harmless, although Clarke knows she's not harmless at all. She's pleased to note that Octavia's vicious bite is bleeding copiously. "We could keep some alive, let them live here, raise them. It would be useful in case the bone marrow transplants aren't as permanent as they seem."

"I'm not going to disarm this so you can keep children as cattle," Clarke hisses. She glances at her watch. How much time will Lexa need? As long as possible, presumably.

"Then how about disarming it to keep your mother from agonising pain," Cage says, a trace of his former smugness coming back. "I saw your reaction before when Emerson hit her." Emerson moves out of the way as he walks to stand next to Abby and holds his gun against her knee. Clarke's mother shrieks and thrashes, trying to get away, but Cage easily keeps the barrel of the gun on her kneecap even though his eyes are trained on Clarke. "Kneecapping hurts immensely, you know."

Clarke just stares at him, working on keeping her face stone, her eyes cold. "Not as much as having your bone marrow forcibly removed. Like you did to dozens of Sky People."

The soldiers around the room are having quiet conversations with each other, though their eyes remain fixated on Clarke and the trigger she holds. She suspects they're coming up with strategies to grab her while keeping the button down. They must know how difficult that will be to do, though – and they're used to obeying orders, so they're waiting to see what Cage wants them to do. Clarke wonders what kind of idiots would willingly follow someone whose strategies were as psychotic and short-sighted as a typical Bond villain.

One of the soldiers touches a hand to his nose, which has started to bleed. He frowns at his bloody hand in confusion, then wipes his nose against his sleeve, apparently deciding the nosebleed is either random or fear-induced instead of something more serious.

"Sky People? What a charming name," Cage says, his smug smile widening. He clicks the safety off. Abby looks at him, eyes wide and terrified. "Do 'Sky People' love their parents, or are you too much like the savages for things like that to matter to you?"

"Do Mountain Men love their parents?" Clarke retorts. "Where's your loving father, Cage? Dead? Locked up? Or was Dante smart enough to realise that his son was going to stab him in the back and get out before that happened? He must have thought you were losing your mind, talking about time travel and space stations. Or did he finally open his eyes enough to notice that you'd lost your mind long before? Did he realise how empty, how worthless, how pathetic and sociopathic you'd always been?"

Cage's smile fades momentarily. "You don't know anything about my father," he growls. The noise of the gun going off in the confined space is deafening, so much so that it takes a couple of seconds for Clarke to register Abby's agonised scream.

The scream fades into a constant whimpering and breathless sobbing. Abby thrashes against her bonds for a moment and then lets out another wordless exclamation of pain as she jostles her leg.

"She has another knee," Cage says pleasantly. He moves his gun slightly to the left.

"No, no, no!" Abby screams, her face white and taut with pain. "Please! No! You don't have to -"

"You bastard!" Octavia yells hoarsely at Cage, teeth bared like a wild animal. She lets out a snarl of fury. "You're going to die, you miserable, weak, pathetic little mokskwoma , you -"

"We have a volunteer," Cage says, walking around the chair to point the gun at Octavia's knee instead.

Abby lets out a broken little sob. A red tear slides down her face, unnoticed by the others. Blood is swelling up from her shattered knee. Meanwhile, Clarke notices that Emerson has been subtly edging towards the door. To go get more people, perhaps, though what they can do to help the situation she has no idea. It's probably best not to find out.

"Stop moving," she orders him, then turns back to Cage. "This is all pointless," Clarke says clearly, not looking at her mother's face again and definitely not looking at her blood-covered pants leg, though she feels like throwing up. "Because I can't disarm it anyway."

"You what?" Cage glares at her. "What kind of plan -"

"All of us walk out of the Mountain," Clarke says clearly. "You, me, my mother, your people, Sky People, Tree People and Ice People if you've left any of those alive."

"And what?" Emerson says snidely. "You'll leave the bomb here and blow it up?"

"Exactly." Clarke tightens her grip on the trigger. Her hands are starting to become slippery with sweat and the fact that they're still tied isn't helping at all. "We all live. Mount Weather doesn't."

Clarke blinks, and for a second she sees her father standing in front of her instead of Cage. She nearly sighs in relief. The standoff has been going for quite a while now. Lexa's team made it inside, and without any kind of coordinated attack against them or any effective leadership, they must have made it through easily. The only remotely competent people are in this room, arguing over what to do about her.

She recognises the feeling of jobi nuts, the strange lightness and fear mixed together, the way everything's starting to glow a little. It's not good that they seem to be affecting her faster than the others, though. The last thing she needs right now is to start losing her grasp on reality.

"It's a nuclear bomb," Tsing says. For a second she looks distracted, taking a step back from something only she can see. She inhales sharply. "The trigger mechanism wouldn't work from a distance, not through all our levels of protection. We... we wouldn't be able to get far enough. We'd all die of radiation poisoning."

"It seems fair that you would die of radiation poisoning," Clarke says. "But I could leave someone here holding the trigger. That would solve the problem."

"I..." Tsing puts her hand to her head. "What's happening to me?"

A soldier next to her frowns and reaches out to stabilise her. "Doctor?"

"Gamma rays destroy people as well as electronics," Clarke says, giving them a vindictive smile. "You might want to decide on what to do fast. Radiation poisoning is an awful way to die, I've heard."

"This isn't radiation poisoning," Tsing snaps, "We burn in radiation, we don't see things that aren't there."

"But now you have my people's bone marrow in you," Clarke says. She holds back a cough, the smoke from the jobi nuts curling into her. "So you don't burn. You get to die the slow, painful way, like us."

Cage takes several steps back from Raven's device. "Is this possible?" he snaps at Tsing.

"I don't – no!" Tsing says. She struggles against the soldier's grip, looking at him like he's a monster, before coming back to herself. "Sorry, I – no. No. Radiation wouldn't affect our brain first, that's not how it works."

Clarke wonders what Tsing sees when she hallucinates. In her experience, the hallucinations seem to be about what you fear, what you want, what you haven't been able to work through. What would someone like Cage or Tsing experience? Someone so lacking in empathy, that the darkest thing in their world has always been themselves. Maybe for the first time in her life, Tsing is seeing something scarier than herself. Or maybe what she's seeing is herself.

"No, it's not how it works. Firstly, it would make our organs shut down," Clarke says helpfully. She finally allows herself to give in to the desire to cough, amazed it's taken this long to affect her. Her coughing fit goes for nearly a minute before she straightens. No one's taken the opportunity to try and move closer to her. They're all staring, horrified, at the floor, now covered in the blood she just coughed up. She manages a blood-stained smile at them, doing her best to remain standing. "So it seems to have started for me. How are you all feeling?"

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