Can I love you?

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(y/n) have a boyfriend and live her best life on Highschool. All show perfect until a new English teacher com... Daha Fazla

The new teacher
Miss Howard
Detention
6pm
Supermarket
What is that?
Nothing is okay
This mean nothing
Thinking
I can't stop
Why do you care so much?
Is all okay?
Party
Party 2
I cant wait anymore
25 minutes
Copy room
Decison
Thinking
Corridor
Break
Don't flip out
What happen?
5 months
Hurt
Stay
Every moment
Rain
First Break
Graduation party
Years
Coffee
Missing you
Morning
Stars
Jealous
Family
10 hours left

Make sense

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Your pov:

The alarm of my phone ring and wake me up. I hate getting wake up so but it help not, I have to stand up. I close the alarm and sit up, rub my eyes to see better. I looked over and was surprised that Billie was awake before me. Her side was empty and no sign from her. 

I stand up and grab a few clothes that I bring with me and take them on and make me ready for the day. Today I have some appointments and one call to do. The job was not always easy but tell me one who is easy.  

I get the stairs down and see Billie in the kitchen, drinking from her cup and with her handy in her hand. 

I walked behind her, not making a sound and placed my hands on each side of her waist and press her back against mine front. "Stop always  sneaking at me, or one day I will die because of the heart attack you give me when you do that. Remember, I am not so young anymore", "but also not old" I smirk and kissed her exposed shoulder up to her neck. 

"Don't put yourself down.  I love you how you are, remember it" I whisper in her ear lean a bit forward and kissed her cheek. "But unfortunately I have to go now" I sigh. "Now? So early?" her head turn to my side and our noses almost touched. "I need a few things in my Hotel room. And then I go shower there and make me ready for the appointments", "but you come back today in the evening, do you?" she ask a bit scared, making sure we would see us today.

"I can't promise you, but I do everything I can do to make it". A soft but also sad smile cross on her lips as she heard my words. "Don't be sad, be happy. I love your smile even more" I make her blush at my words and she smiled and looked away from me. I lift her chin up with my finger and give her a quick kiss on her lisp. "I text you. Have a good day, Miss Howard" I say the last part a bit more seductive and kissed her again and walk back to the sideboard where my car keys are.

"Love you" I shout to her. "Love you too" she reply, making me smile and I close the door behind me.

The whole day I have to work. Appointments and paper work and later two important calls. 

I sit in a coffee and look at my clock. It was 10am and I was thinking what Billie do right now. I was so deep  in my thoughts that  I don't hear that someone was talking with me. Then I lifted my head and looked at a man. He look really shy and smiled a bit at me. He wear a glass and a checkered shirt. "I-I'm sorry can I sit here?" I smiled at him. "Of course" he nodded his head and sit on the chair right in front of me. He take a pen out and some notices and start writing then down.

I looked at the papers he write there. I guess that this is some study work.

"Do you study?" he looked up at me. "Yes actually I do. I study natural Science. And you?" "I work for a CEO in New York. But I'm here for a few weeks for some appointments and to visit my family" "so you live here", "yes you can call that so" I smiled at him. "What's your name?", "Oliver and you?" "y/n
. nice to meet you Oliver" I give him my hand and he take mine and smiled at me.

We both understand us very good and he also told me a bit about natural Science. But I didn't understand so much about that. He was very kind and it was nice to talk with him. As we was talking one girl comes toward us and tip on his shoulder. Oliver looked up to her and I saw his cheeks getting a bit red. I smirk to myself and look down on my papers to continue do them before I have my appointment with a client in a half hour.

"So see you then Oliver" the girl say and I see in the corner of my eye that she is smiling at him. "Y-yes see you then" Oliver stutter back and she leave the coffee.

"So you like she, do you?" I smirk at him and make him blush even more. "N-no I don't we-we are friends". He try to get out of this situation, but not with me. "Yeah always the 'we are friend' excuse. You are a terribly liar Oliver and don't dare to lie to me again" I point with my pen on him as I say that. He gulp and nodded his head. "Good and now tell me a bit about that 'friend' of you" I take a sip of my coffee and hold eye contact the time I drink.

He told me a few things of her that she is a friend if his friend and that they two was sometimes out together but never as date. I told him a few things he can do because he really like that girl. "Look I don't know she but she look really kind. Don't be shy, ask she out. You will never know if she like you too when you don't ask she for a date. Don't be shy man". "Do you have a boyfriend?". I laugh to myself and he look a bit confused why I am laughing.

"No I don't have a boyfriend" I take a break and he open his mouth to say something but I cut him off." But maybe a girlfriend" I smirk and raised my one eyebrow at him. His mouth closed and he look at me. "Why maybe?", "We didn't talk about that really", "but you love she" "of course I do, and she love me also" I smiled at the thought of Billie. "Then why maybe", "Because I said you that she and I didn't make cleat what we are". "Then you should do that" I raised my eyebrow at him and have a serious look on my face.

"Look y/n I like that girl and I didn't say it her. And you have your girl, you love and she love you too so make it clear what you want. Because now, you act a bit shy", "say again I am shy and we have a problem" he laugh at my answer.

I look on my clock. "I'm sorry Oliver but I have to go now" I stand up and pack my papers in my back. "Maybe we see us again?", "maybe" I smile and give him a card. "If you need something, just call me". He take the card and give me a smile and I smiled back. I turn around to go, before I turn back to him. "Look Oliver, you are a good man, but a bit to shy. In some situation don't think about what had can happen when you do some things. Just do it and don't be afraid to do it. I was it and it was a mistake and I don't want that you do the same mistake. So go to her and ask she" I give him a wink and walked away to my car.

I get in and take my phone out to write Billie.

Hey I'm sorry I don't think I can come today. You know, work and so

I look on my phone and then on the clock. Maybe she have a lesson now. I'm sure she answer me later.

I take my phone away and start the engine to drive to the location where I meet the client.

It was half 10pm as I lay exhausted in my hotel room bed. I look up at the ceiling as Oliver words replay in my head. I smiled and immediately I jump up from my bed and take my jacket and my car key and go fast to the elevator and to my car.

It take me 30 minutes to reach her house and I get out and run to her door and ring the bell. I was not sure if she still awake or so. I bite the inside if my cheek as I stand there, waiting for her to open the door.

Almost 10 minutes was over and I don't think she will open now. I sign and wanted to walk back to my car.

"Y/n I thought you don't come over". Immediately I turn around and walk back to the door, I was smiling and take Billie's cheeks in my hand and kissed she passionate.

We pull away and she still look a bit confused at me. "And for what was this?" she bite her lower lip as she look at me. "I just can't give other tips for they relationship and don't do something for my own", "what are you talking about y/n, you confuse me a lot right now" she laugh nervous and stroke a small strand of blond hair behind her ear. "I talked with someone and he like a girl but he is to shy to ask she out and I told him to just do it and don't to think about the bad things what can happen when he do it, just about the bad things when he don't do it. And that he shouldn't do the same mistake like me", "which mistake?", "to don't tell you that I liked you more then I have to show. And I don't can tell someone to don't be afraid to do something when I am also to be afraid to do something". "You still confused me y/n, just say what you mean. About what are you afraid?". I can hear in her  voice that she was nervous what I have to say. "About that, about us. I know that are a just a few days but I loved you before also, but just was to afraid for everything. And I was hurt because I thought you would never leave your husband. But maybe you was also afraid that I would leave you and so I don't know if this all what I say make sense" I take a deep breathe. "But  I don't want to be afraid anymore and think about the bad things what can happen when I ask you that".

"I love you Billie and I don't ever want to leave you again. Maybe it was not the right time but maybe it's now. Maybe just coincidence that we meet again after you leave your husband and I break up with Emma, But coincident or not, I love you and when I don't do that I am afraid to lose you again, and I know that that is not what I want. So do you want to be my girlfriend. I really know it's just a few days but I-" I get cut off with a pair of lips, pressed against mine. I kissed she back and her arms lay on my shoulder and her hands tangle in my hair. "Sometimes you talk to much" she mumble against mine lips. I let out a laugh and a tear roll down my cheeks. "Don't be afraid to do things you want to do. I will not judge you. I would never, I can't judge you, no matter for what" she whisper and snuzzle her face against mine neck. My arms wrap around her waist, pulling she closer to me. 

She only wear her robe and I feel she shiver, but she didn't pull away. She still stand there, her face hide in against mine neck. Her arms on my shoulder and the feeling of her hot breath against mine neck. 

"Your cold" I whisper to her. "No matter, I don't want to end that now" she whisper back, making me smile bright. "But I don't want you to get ill, silly", "your problem" she chuckle against my neck making me roll my eyes playful at her. I lose my hands from her waist and place them on the side of her thighs and pull she up and carry she in back in her house, close the door behind me. "You act like a child when you hold on me like that" I try to sound annoy from it but it didn't work how I wanted. She just laugh at me, making me smile even more and I was thinking I can't smile more. I wanted to place she down on her couch but she hold tighter on me. "I don't let you go" "I don't want to go, no where". She  kissed my cheek and I feel she smile against them. I sit down on the couch with her on my lap. 

"You didn't answer me Billie" I mumble in her ear and tickle her side. She squirm and laugh. Her arms leave my shoulder and she jump from my lap next to me on the couch. "Don't you dare do that again", "or what?" I smirk and raised my eyebrows at her. "You will see" she say harsh and with a evil grin. 

"And?" I ask she again. "You are a silly y/n" "I'm not. I just asked you if you want to be my girlfriend", "yes and I said you that you talk to much" she giggle and comes closer to me, gripping my chin and make me look at her before she kissed me again. "Of course I want, you silly, don't ask again when you know the answer" she closed the gasp between us again and I smile against her lips. "Let us go upstairs, it's late" she say with a smile and she stand up and want to give me her hand. "Are you sure about that?", "oh please not again" she rolled her eyes and sigh. "I'm just kidding" I laugh and take her hand in mine. 

We go the stairs up to her room and I undress and lay next to her under the blanket. Her head lay on my arm and her face against the crock of my neck. We lay so for a few minutes, in a comfortable silence before she suddenly sit up, making me look at her. 

"Get your things and come to me" she suddenly say. My eyes widen at her word. "What?" I laugh and sit up. "You said that you shouldn't think about the bad of a decision, and I don't do it this time" she bite her lower lip and her eyes looked around in the room. "Are you sure?", "yes, you can work here and here is no one who can disturb you and I am on work from the morning to the noon so, there will be no problem". "You know I have to go in a few weeks?", "I know and I want to spend this rest of days with you and when you need silent for your work then I can go upstairs or so I don't know". I sit there and look at, without saying a word. "I hate it when you say nothing, I feel bad now that I asked you". Her head turn away and she nibble on her lower lip, she do it a lot when she is nervous. I grip her hand and invite our fingers together, making she look back at me. "No Billie it's okay, I just didn't expect that" I smile and kiss her. "I would love that" I whisper kissed her cheek. 

We both lay back down, close to each other. I stroke through her hair and we both fall asleep next to each other. 

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