As the three of us fall, I could see Edgar and other knights at the cliff with Selena there as they watched us fall. Knights started to surround Selina as she was bound by ropes. I could see Edgar screaming to people as they held him back from jumping.....
Before I knew it, my skin touches something cold, something wet.
Did we land in a lake? or the sea?
I don't know
all I know is that the moment I did my conscious faded.....I couldn't....stay awake.
*****
I stood in a fully white area alone....naked. What's going on?
Shit....
what's going on?
my memories.....they're....fading?
no....more like altering.
wait....I'm confused
what the fuck is going on?
Suddenly, my mind stopped being fuzzy and cleared itself of uneasiness and confusion.
that.....was weird.
Again, I'm standing in a white space, alone.....and naked
WOULD SOMEONE GIVE ME SOME CLOTHS PLEASE?
"Greetings child"
a voice came from no where and echoed through the white space.
"who's there?" I asked
a green light from infant and above shot towards me and blinded me from my sight.
"What the-"
a woman with white hair and golden eyes was floating in mid air with her loose atire floating around her.
Who....is she?
He eyes shone with sadness and they way she looked at me was the way adults look at a 4 year old when they get hurt.
I immedientely tried summoning some ice into my hand to create a dagger....hm?
Why isn't it working??!!
"Your magic will not work here. This space is your subconscious."
".....So this is a dream?"
"Yes and no."
Well that answers nothing.
"Who are you?" I asked
"I am Jetryl. The god who brought you to this world are you died as Sarah."
"hah~~ Right.....then here's my thanks." And that's when I gave her both my middle fingers.
"Child, I was giving you a second chance at this life."
"this LIFE, is a book. it's fucking stupid."
"Child, your wrong doing wasn't because of the novel. The book was based off a memory implanted into the modern day author. the memories of the named 'heroine' Selina."
"It was your doing?"
"Correct."
I sigh, in this world, that world, everyone is surrounding her. Yes, I admit, I'm jealous. But who wouldn't be.
"Anyway, can I wake up now?"
"Well you should child, it's been a year now."
"HUH?! I've been out for a year? What about my child! is she ok?"
"Josephine....you have no child."
"What?! What are you-"
"You'll know is due time."
"Wait!" The white space started to turn dark and the walls started to crumble, what the fuck is going on!
And that's when I started falling....and falling....and screaming my lungs off.
*Gasp!*
My body sat up as I felt sweat droop down my forehead.
A bed?
what....where am I?
I looked around and checked out where I was. My bedroom?
Hah....
I looked down at my hands and touched my face to see if any changes accrued during the fall....nothing different, which is odd because I should have some sort of scratch from falling right?
that's when I herd the sound of shattering glasses. I turned my head to see Alex standing there with shattered cup pieces infront of him.
"JOSEPHINE!" Alex ran towards me and put his arms around my neck. "You're finally awake!"
I nodded me head slowly.
"I'm...ok. How long have I been out?"
"A year."
I sigh as the response. So the goddess in my dream was real.
"Alex, where's Leslie?"
He frowned "Leslie? Who's that?"
"Leslie! My child."
"Josephine, I don't know who Leslie is. But about your child....when the guards beat you up.....the child died."
*Thump*
what? what the heck are you talking about.
"Alex, what do you mean? she didn't die when I was pregnant, I ran away and gave birth to her."
He put his hand on my forehead and murmured something under his breath.
"I'll call the doctor in."
"Alex....ALEX!"
he walked away and left me here...along and god fucking confused.
"Jetryl! Are you there!" I called out to no one.
Suddenly, white and green foam like substances circled around the area in front of my bed....and then, Jetryl appeared.
didn't think that'd actually work.
"Jetryl, tell me, what is going on."
"Like I said, you've been asleep for 1 year."
"and that one year made Leslie apparently disappear."
She sighs, "Child, Leslie doesn't exist."
...
"Huh?!" I'm still confused.
"After the witch gave the 5 people their memories of the past life, you were locked up and abused by those two knights."
"right, I remember."
"yes, your memories served that you escaped, but in reality, you passed out from abortion and went into acoma."
"...say what! then what happened in the years after?!"
"A dream the witch put in you."
I gripped the sheets near me
"so she's alive. And she played me?!"
omg....Leslie doesn't exist....I didn't find my parents murderer, and I'm still stuck in the time where they regained their memories.
what the fuck....
I couldn't help shivering.
"Josephine, I'm back with the doctor."
I looked at the door where Alex and the doctor walked in by and then looked at the spot Jetryl was at....but she was gone.
The doctor sat next to me and examined me.
"The lady is fine, just some rest will do just well." Alex nodded and led the doctor out.
"umm...Alex, forget that bullshit from before, I just had dreams when I was in a coma."
he nodded is head as he sat down next to me. He took his hand and grabbed mine then leaned forwards and put his forhead on the back of mt hand.
"Josephine. I'm sorry. I over reacted, with the memories rushing back and everything, it just....it was all very sudden. I'm sorry. I made you loose that child."
I nodded my head. "it's.....ok. I forgive you....to some extend."
He was crying and crying non stop....but I didn't know what to do.
I was still in shock at everything I thought I experienced in the last years were a dream.
"Josephine!"
the door slammed open and in came 3 more people. Luke, Edgar and Lance.
They all looked sort of gloomy.....but Luke looked like he was mixed with awkwardness too.
Luke was the first to speak even if he did seem awkward.
"how.....are you"
End of chapter 46
Author: I gotta say, I'm not happy with the story. I should've planned better. I'm kinda looking for a way to end it....and I think I thought of a really bizarre way to do so.
but anyway, I want to ask, how many words should one chap have? in average.
sign: Tiggy
Wednesday 28th July 2021