[[im in a good mood; triple update!]]
Patrick: singing; you had a YouTube channel and Patrick loved to post videos of the two of you singing on there.
Pete: writing; you loved to help Pete write new song lyrics for the boys. sometimes, you'd write the lyrics about him.
Andy: trying out new vegan restaurants; he had convinced you to become vegan a few months ago, so the two of you went out looking for new places to eat during tour breaks.
Joe: cuddling; the two of you would just sit on the couch and cuddle. you'd run your fingers through his hair while watching a movie.
[[hey guys i need to tell you all something.
ive wanted to tell you all for a very long time;
i love you guys so much. you are amazing. you deserve to be happy. i would give the world for you to be happy! please don't ever hurt yourself, you mean the world to me. thank you for existing. i need you. i care about you. keep existing]]