1st person POV. (Y/N)
The lovely breeze dances through my hair, I take a sip of the orange juice I got from breakfast. I sit out on the balcony because I felt uncomfortable in there with the team after they found out who my parents are.
The balcony door opens and I look over, it's Loki.
"Hey, " I smile.
"I was sent out here to tell you that the team doesn't care about your parents, they won't talk about them if you don't want to," Loki says and I nod and look back at the view from the balcony.
"Thanks, " I say and Loki takes it as his cue to leave.
Loki and I had talked a bit after I told him about what I was upset about yesterday, we were really starting to fill up the requirements to being friends.
I don't hear the door open again and notice Nat when she is down beside me on the bench.
"I've got some exciting news!" She tells me and I'm quite afraid to look at her, I'm afraid I'll see disgust in her eyes.
"Yeah?" It doesn't take all my courage to look at her, but much, when I look in her eyes she looks like herself, maybe she's showing some empathy.
"Tony just came to tell us that we're going on vacation!" She beams and stands up, handing her arms out to me. She drags me up when I take her hand. She tries to run with me inside but I return to the bench retrieving my glass.
"What do I need to pack?" I yell out into the hallway, all the doors are open so I wait for the answer that should come.
"One of everything?" Sam answers me, but he sounds unsure so I walk out into the hallway finding Tony.
"What should I pack?"
"Swimsuit, a bunch of clothes, take your essentials, uhh- some shoes? Different kinds of jackets?" Tony counts.
"How long are we going to be there?" I ask Tony one last question and he answers that we're going to be there for a week unless something major comes up. I jog back to my room ready to complete packing my bag.
The team is in three cars, the drive is filled with singing and a bunch of fun. I have never had as much fun and been as happy in my life.
If I wasn't singing with Tony, Thor, Loki, and Rhodey then I was looking out the window. I sat in the right-back seat, with Loki in the middle and his brother in the left-back seat. In the front Tony is in the driver's seat and Rhodey in the passenger seat.
Sometimes, accidentally, my relaxed hand would slide so it would touch Loki's thigh when Tony would make a turn. It started to, not exactly become uncomfortable but, I don't know, I haven't got the word for it. Loki would look at my hand then at me and that's when I pull my hand away, then I'd smile at him. This happened about five times on the ride, I don't know how.
"Okay, we're here!" Tony exclaims when we drive up a small driveway, the cabin was hidden inside a big forest. It was the basic wooden cabin that every moderately rich family would own.
"This looks great!" I say when Tony parks the car and we get out.
"It looks like we're first, let's get our bags inside," Tony says and while we wait for the others to arrive we take the bags out of the car as Tony suggested.
"Oh, God!" Nat yells when I just finished bringing my bag inside. I run out, I decided that I was going to try and forget that they know about my parents, maybe things can go back to how things were before.
"What?" I ask Nat while the others out of their car get out, Bruce, Wanda, and Vision.
"Banner drives so slow!" Nat laughs and stretches out her body.
"We thought we'd be driving for hours to get here, " Wanda says.
"You guys I'm sorry, I was going on the speed limit," Bruce says quite quietly, and we laugh.
"Bruce, they're just joking, it's alright," I tell him and then they start unpacking their cars.
"Y/N, get in here!" Tony yells.
"Coming." I run inside where most of the bags are gone.
"Take your bags, you're putting them in your room," Tony says and I follow him with two bags on my back. Tony shows me to a room, it's pretty small but has a double bed and other 'necessities'.
When Tony leaves me to get settled in, Loki joins me in my bedroom and leans on the door frame.
"Guess we're neighbors," Loki says, indicating that he's in the room beside me.
"I guess so, lucky me," I say and smile at him, he laughs and tells me we're about to start playing some board games.
I join the team in the living room and when we've played for a bit Bucky and Steve finally join us in the cabin.
"Where have you been?" Nat laughs.
"We stopped by the store on the way, thought we'd need some more supplies," Bucky says and as he finishes Steve walks in with two, up to the brim-filled bags of food, drinks, and candy.
"Steve, while you're in the kitchen, could you bring us some glasses and, I don't know, any kind of liquor," Tony yells to Steve who's in the kitchen taking up out of the grocery store bags.
Steve doesn't answer but when he comes out, he brings glasses and wine.
"Couldn't you have brought anything more fun?" Tony asks Steve who places the stuff in front of Tony.
"I didn't see anything else," Steve says, sarcasm hinted in his voice and obviously joking, or at least to the people who've gone into the kitchen, where a whole counter is filled with booze.
Tony starts filling the glasses with wine, barely filling all the cups. When I'm handed a cup I look up and see Tony looking at me strictly.
"What?" I question.
"Nothing, just, we allow you to drink because you're almost twenty-one, but, that doesn't mean that you're going to get hammered so, you're not going to be getting drinks through the whole night. Okay?" Tony asks me, he sounds fatherly but not in his voice, just his words.
"Sure." Answer and on go the board games.
The next few days are insanely fun, we played a bunch of games and drank, I drank maybe a little less than they if not as much, people kept sneaking me drinks, Tony didn't notice too often. In the mornings we'd get in the hot tub and after that, we'd play some outside games that'd range from volleyball to swimming competitions in the lake by the cabin, catch the flag, sometimes no powers included other times with powers, we'd also just go on quite walks.
But that happened in the day, in the evenings and nights we'd play board games, drinking games, dance, talk while drinking and other stuff, it was a pretty alcohol-filled vacation, which I wasn't complaining about.
It's now one of the last nights here, I think we're going back home in two days and I'm going into to the hot tub alone, or with Loki, it was pretty weird, I asked if anyone wanted to go back in the hot tub and Loki said yes before everyone else refused to join us.
I think he didn't want to be alone with me but didn't want to be rude, so he didn't back out when the others said no.
I walk out of the bathroom that's right in front of my bedroom in my two-piece navy blue swimsuit.
I quickly grab a towel and walk out to find that Loki's already in the hot tub.
The air outside is cool and I feel goosebumps rise on my skin. I get in the tub of hot water soothing me and making the bumps on my body disappear. I look at Loki and he looks pretty good in the light of the moon.
"What are you staring at?" Loki says.
"I-" I try to say something but fumble with my words and end up laughing. I had had a bit to drink but I was just a little buzzed.
"How much have you had to drink?" Loki questions me.
"I've only had four beers, relax," I tell Loki and he smiles at me.
We stay silent, sometimes we look at each other and other time we look out into the nature around us. The team is still partying inside and we listen to the muffled music, I start murmuring the lyrics to the songs and Loki raises an eyebrow.
"It's a song," I explain to him when he looks at me for a long time wondering whether or not I am an idiot.
"We should play a game." I end up coming up in the silence that's between us.
"What kind of game?" Loki asks.
"I don't remember if we played it one time at a party, but it's called truth or dare."
"Okay, how does it work?" I then explain to Loki what you do and he accepts playing the game. Before we begin Thor stumbles out of the cabin with a bottle in his hand.
"Loki, would you like some Åsgardian mead?" Thor asks Loki, he sounds kind of drunk.
"Thor, can you get drunk?" I ask surprised.
"Only if I drink big amounts of alcohol or mead!" He tells me.
"I don't think so," Loki answers his brother.
"Thor wait for a second, Loki truth or dare?" I begin the game having an evil plan in my head, it's not that evil though.
"Dare?" Loki answers me unsure of what he's supposed to answer.
"Take a drink." I dare Loki and he rolls his eyes.
"Do I have to?"
"Yes, it's the rules of the game."
"Y/N, you're an amazing person!" Thor beams handing the bottle of mead to Loki's extended arm.
"It's really no problem," I say while looking at Loki take a drink, he glares at me and swallows the liquid, and Thor laughs walking back into the party.
"Now it's my turn," Loki says and his voice sounds mischievous. "Truth or dare?"
"I think I'll try your dare."
"Strip down." I laugh at his suggestion.
"Are you serious?" I ask when he looks at me without smiling or laughing.
"Yes."
"Okay?" I start by going out of the hot tub, I feel kind of cold but ignore it. I untie my top and slide it over my head, I'm turned towards Loki so I see his eyes, I slip my bikini bottom off and he allows himself a look at my chest.
"What are you looking at?" I ask him, not afraid to show my body.
"Nothing, " his eyes break away moving to my eyes again. I climb back into the tub, this time it in any clothes.
"Truth or dare?"
"I'll take a truth for now."
"Why'd you make my undress?"
"I thought it would embarrass you," Loki admits, then he asks me, "Choose, truth or dare?"
"Truth."
"How many people have you been with?"
"I've been with three," I answer him and see his eyes glance back at my breasts.
Before I can ask Loki what he chooses he tells me he wants another truth.
"How many women have you been with?" I ask Loki. He smiles and looks up to the sky, probably remembering some things.
"Why'd you care?"
"It's just a question I've asked almost everyone in this game."
"Three." He answers and I'm quite shocked at the amount, I'd thought he'd had been with more women.
"Three unlucky women." I joke.
"Oh really? Why'd you say that?" Loki questions, he sounds quite offended.
"I just think that you may be a bad kisser."
"I think you might want to try for yourself before you start speaking about what you do not know anything about." Loki stands up in the hot tub and soon he's standing over me.
"And how should I try that? I'm never going to kiss you." I feel my heart beating a little faster and my breath becoming shallow. Loki bends down to come closer to my face.
"How about you try kissing me, it's the only way to find out," Loki whispers into my ear and it sends a shiver down my spine.
Loki looks into my eyes, waiting for me to make a move.
"I dare you to kiss me," Loki says.
I look into his eyes and I give in, I mean it's just a dare.
My lips collide with his, Loki's hands cup my cheeks, and his tongue starts asking for access to mine, I open my mouth allowing him in. We break away and I look at Loki, breathing quickly. He sits back down in front of me.
"Now, you can tell me what you think."
"My next action should be an answer," I say and stand up, my waist still covered by water but my chest exposed. He looks at them while I walk to him, I sit down on Loki and start kissing him again.
Loki responds quickly, his hands follow my spine up to my hair, he tugs on it slightly so it doesn't hurt. My hands are on his chest. Our lips become synchronized and we try catching some air when separate for the few seconds we aren't kissing. Loki pulls away.
"Maybe we shouldn't be doing this." He says.
"We don't have to have an actual relationship, we can be friends with benefits." I try to suggest but it doesn't do any good as he doesn't know what that is.
"What is that?" Loki asks for an explanation.
"It's where we're friends that have sex, no feelings involved," I tell him still sitting on his lap, naked.
"It sounds good to me," Loki says pulling me back into a kiss.
His kiss travels to my neck and I take the chance to look at the cabin seeing that the lights are turned off and the team most likely gone to bed.
"Loki, let's go inside, " I say.
Loki stops kissing me and looks at the cabin, back at me, and nods. We wrap our towels around ourselves and I take my bikini with me inside. Like I thought the team is all gone to bed, we sneak into the hallway and I'm going into my room and Loki into his.
"Where are you going?" I ask Loki.
"I was- never mind." Loki closes his door and walks into my bedroom.
Loki looks around my room and when he turns to me I drop the towel that hides my body. Loki's eyes look me up and down and he bites his lip. He walks toward me and I stand still waiting for him to come to me.
Loki puts his hand around my neck guiding my head to look up at him, he leans but doesn't kiss me. I raise myself to him and kiss him. Loki's other hand goes to my waist. He starts taking a step toward me but as I'm up against him I back up, and I do until the wall stops me from backing up anymore.
My lips open up to his tongue, he explores my mouth and while his tongue entwines with mine his hand is going up my back then back down to grab my butt. I accidentally let out a moan and I feel Loki smile while kissing me.
I turn my head, kissing Loki down his neck to his collarbone. Loki picks me up, holding my ass while transporting me to the bed. He lays me down and kisses my neck, in between my boobs, my abdomen until he reaches my pussy.
I moan as soon as his tongue starts twirling around my clit, my fingers pull on his hair, and my thighs start pressing against his head, he pushes them down and holds them there while he plays with my pussy.
My moaning starts to become many and louder, Loki looks up at me, releasing my thighs he climbs back on top of my pressing his bulge against me.
"I want you," I whisper, Loki looks at me he doesn't say anything but I'm sure he heard it.
He gets up and walks out of the room, I'm confused but when he comes back holding up a condom I don't question it.
I pull down his swim shorts and he opens the condom, handing it to me. I've never put one on a guy before but I take it and it's easily done by sliding it on while holding the tip.
When I back up to the headboard I notice how big his dick is. I take a deep breath when I lay down on the mattress, getting myself ready for him.
He gets on top, kissing my neck, he starts to suck, wanting to mark me, but I can't let that happen as people might find out.
"Loki, we can't do that," I whisper.
"Sure, " He answers and moves back to my mouth. "Are you sure you want this?" Loki asks for my consent, once again.
"Yes," I answer him, making it clear that I am okay with this.
He nods and slides himself into me, I moan and he looks at me making sure I'm okay. He then starts pumping in and out, I moan and he gently covers my mouth, muffling the sounds I make.
"Oh my God, " I mumble under my breath when Loki starts speeding up, leading his hands to my hips. I look into his green eyes, and he looks back into mine. His forehead on mine he starts circling my clit while still pumping in and out.
"Loki, I'm gonna cum." I moan into his ear, and he smiles.
Loki starts making noise with me as we finish, his last few humps are deep and I feel great after finishing.
Loki drops himself beside me and immediately starts cleaning himself up, I also clean myself up. Loki then stand up bending over to get his things.
"Where are you going?"
"I'm going back to my room."
"Alright," I answer him, not offended by his actions as we aren't a thing.
"Goodnight Loki." I smile at him when he opens my door.
"Goodnight Y/N," Loki answers me and exits my room leaving me to turn to my other side and fall asleep.