Fluke's POV
I'm here alone at the studio since everyone went outside to have lunch and have a break, I do not have the appetite that's why I just stayed here.
It's been 3 days since my encounter with P'Tay, I cried that day whole day and P'Note was really worried asking me what's wrong but then I just stayed silent. I cried thinking of my conversation with Namtan the other day and my talked with P'Tay, my emotions just build up that's why I cried all day.
I knew that P'Tay thinks that way because of what Namtan has been spreading about me that's why he said those words, but I felt that maybe they are true after all, that I do not belong here, eversince I came in GMM, I only felt sadness and heart aches, well I was not supposed to be here to begin with.
About ghostships, P'Note just really likes to comments and likes post that has my name in it and also he's really fond with ghostships, he said it's like playing with fans, one time P'News scolded him jokingly to stop retweeting about ghostships because OhmFluke's ship is deteriorating but we all (OhmFluke and their managers) just laughed about it since we saw nothing wrong with it, it's the fans imagination and freedom after all, and it is normal with a work like us but I did not know some might see it as a bad thing not until I had that conversation with p'Tay.
I also felt hurt when he said that I just used my fans, my fans is the most important thing to me 2nd to my family, they helped me grow, they teach me things, I learn from them, they helped me with everything, they do everything for me and I would do the same for them, I never ever thought of using my fans to climb my way up. What is given to me, I'll gladly accept it wholeheartedly.
Eversince that day, I just avoided everyone even Fiat and Pluem, I just thought that maybe I really do not belong here and since I'll be leaving soon, I have no reason to be closed with them and also not to make P'Tay more mad at me so I avoided them specially P'Tay and Namtan.
I just hope that this will be all over and that I'll leave GMM soon, to be back to my normal and peaceful life.
"What are you thinking?" I got startled, I did not notice Fiat is already here beside me, looking at me.
"N-nothing"
"Why are you avoiding us? Everyone? My friends were asking me about you, they missed your foods too"he said staring at me
"I-i-i--"
"Is this about P'Tay and Namtan?"
"H-how do you know?" I bowed down and avoided his eyes
"I saw the way they look at you even before but I just stayed silent but then now I'm really sure something happened to the three of you"
"I-it's nothing Fiat, I swear"
"Don't lie to me Fluke, I met P'Mild the other day and he asked about you and got the slip of his tongue, he mentioned about your contract. Why did you not tell us? We could of have helped you" he said, sad and worried.
"I'm s-sorry, I just don't want to bother and burden you and Pluem" I said tearing up, all the emotions of sadness, hurt, confuseness and love that I receive from my friends building up making me tear up.
"You won't be a bother to us, never, you are our bestfriend Fluke, you could tell us everything, you can always trust us, remember that always. I was already doubting when I heard the news about you signing a contract in GMM we thought it was not true until you were introduced because we knew you loved to be a freelancer but we thought that maybe you wanted a new environment, a new thing you can explore that's why you already signed a contract and we did not question it not until I met P'Mild and he got busted that's why he told me everything. How about now? We can help you,"He said calming me down, wiping my tears.
"No, it's okay now, I already talked to P'Louie" I talked to him about the details and also that if things goes right, I'll just stay here until the fanmeet
"P'Louie is really kind but I'm sad to know that you'll just stay here for 2 months, I thought we'll be together for a long time but I want you to be happy, what makes you happy will make us happy too."
"Now tell me about Namtan and P'Tay and be honest to me" he said sternly and I pouted at him but told him the truth, all of it.
"That's why you're avoiding us?" he asked and I nodded
"I'm kinda mad though that you also avoided me and Pluem"
"I-im sorry okay, it's just that I don't know what to do, I just thought it's the right thing to do" I said about to cry again, worried that I really made him mad
"Okay, okay. Don't cry na~ I was just joking" He said wiping my tears
"But, you avoiding them won't solve anything and this is not the Fluke that I know, the Fluke that I knew will do everything to make them see what he truly is, what is really true, to not give up"
"But, I'm scared that P'Tay will be mad at me more" I said sighing
"Hmm, P'Tay is a kind man Fluke, he was just brainwashed by Namtan, you should show him who you truly are, not just him but everyone who thinks you were different"
"Do you really think I can change it?"
"Ofcourse, you already started, when you brought snacks everyone liked you, I even heard some talking how funny and kind you are and also how clumsy you are hahaha but they said it is cute" he said teasing me and I pouted
"Haha, don't be mad now, we can help you and about Namtan, just let her be, just ignore her and she'll stop eventually, we will also help keep an eye on her. Maybe that's why I don't really like her from the start even Pluem"
"I'll ignore her, I just felt hurt because I treated her as a friend" I said, sad.
"You treat everyone as friends, it's because you are too nice" he said ruffling my hair
"I want you to get out of this building completely cleared out, I don't wanna taint your name, you are too pure in this world and Namtan spreading totally the opposite thing about you never sits right with me that's why we'll help you clear your name" he continued
"Thank you Fiat, I'm really greatful to have you, all of my friends behind me, supporting me" I said smiling to him totally greatful
"That's what friend should do and oh I forgot maybe that's why I received a message from Earth in your 1st 2 days here"
"Huh? Really? What did he say?"
"He said 'Please take care of Fuke and don't let Namtan the Bitch near him', I just read it yesterday, I missed it because it was covered with a lot of messages about work"
"Really? He said that? Hahaha Earth seriously" I laughed but greatful with what he sent to Fiat, he's really worried and cared about me.
" I think I get it now what your fans always says, he really seems your twin haha" He laughed along with me
I felt like the burden inside my chest was lifted after my talk with Fiat, I'm glad to have people around me that takes care of me, I hope to have them together beside me, always.
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Author's Note !!
I don't know if Mild and Fiat are close or knows each other but in this story, they are closed, they met through Fluke and became bestfriends just like that😅 and also Earth and Fiat are friends here since they met in "The Harvest Season" (which is true, I don't know if this show is the first show they met each other but I will use this as a reference in the story) (a show from Studio Wabi Sabi =you can watch in their yt channel☺=) and then knew that Fluke is their mutual friend so they became friends also just like that again hehe
And oh, I did not include Pluem in this conversation because I really think Fiat and Fluke are the most closed with each other ( do not even know if Fluke and Pluem still contact or friends with each other), I really think the 2 of them Fiat and Fluke became really close friends even after Grean Fictions but maybe I might be wrong too. But still, Fiat will tell Pluem of what they talked about in this chapter, all of it and they'll help him onwards. Just wanted to clarify because someone might ask why Pluem is not included.
Sorry if the conversation with Namtan and Tay is a little lame, I don't know how to write a heavy or angst scene/confrontation. I really wanted it to be heavy and really emotional like a very heart aching scene in Fluke's side but this is what my power can only make, so very sorry.
Remember that this is a work of fiction, all the things written here are just a work of my imagination, except for some basic facts about the artists that the fans may already know.