𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐞𝐫 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲 𝐓𝐰𝐨. 𝐖𝐜: 𝟏𝟔𝟒𝟎
𝐌𝐚𝐲 𝟐𝟑, 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟖
𝐒𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐲𝐚𝐡 𝐖𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐬
"F-fuck!" I cried when he kept hitting my spot
"Aren't y-you going to get that?" I asked In between my moans when we heard his phone go off for the hundredth time making me roll my eyes
"Naw.. shit!" He groaned pulling me in for a kiss
"S-stop." I mumbled pushing him away
"What?" He asked annoyed
"Answer it." Was all I said heading to the shower
"Where are you?" I heard her as in Eliana ask
"Out why?" He mumbled
"I-I'm sorry for the way I acted a few days ago it's just that.. I-I'm jealous of her okay, she's given you two amazing sons and ever since we were kids you've always chosen her over me and if you choose her again that means I've wasted ten years on someone who doesn't love me b-but after some thought I've realised you don't love me and I knew this."
"Eliana what are you trying to say?" He asked and by his tone I knew he was panicking
"I-I can't anymore. I've basically raised those boys I took them to every game, I made sure you was okay through everything and it's like I'm not enough and I'll never be enough." She said and I felt a type of way and I couldn't understand why
"I love you and you know this."
"No you don't after all I was always just the back up plan.. wasn't I?"
"Eliana.." He trailed off
"Exactly. Goodbye Jade, I will always love you." She said before she hung up
"You gonna go?" I asked
"Naw... come here."
"For real?" I asked not sure I wasn't use to this
A few hours later
"Why are you still here?" Ashton asked Jade
"Is this your house?"
"No but it's my mother's who you are supposedly just friends with." He sassed back
"Ashton shut up and sit down." I mumbled sharing out some food into each plate
"Thought you'd never learn how to cook?"
"I have three kids take out wasn't it." I said grabbing a water and a drink for everyone before sitting down
"I can't believe you're doing this."
"who is your mother?" Jade snapped
"Her but Eliana is the women who made sure I saw you at least once a week and made sure that our relationship stayed strong even though it was strained because of your irrational and irresponsible decisions." He snapped and the table was quiet for a second
"Go to your room!" I screamed done with his shit
"Fine." He snapped leaving and clover followed right behind him
"I'm sorry." I mumbled but he looked deep in thought which scared me
"You're gonna leave aren't you?"
"Don't be stupid." He mumbled helping me clean up the plates
"Go to your room bud." He said to Jake and he nodded leaving
"He was just upset."
"I don't care you've clearly been raising them to be spoilt but I'm back now."
"I know." I mumbled
"I'm not mad at you." He whispered making me feel a little relieved
𝐄𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐧𝐚 𝐑𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐬
"What's wrong? Is your eyes hurting?" Nova asked hugging me when she saw me crying
"My eyes just hurt a little." I lied and she kissed both of my eye lids
"Better?"
"Yes, thank you baby." I laughed hugging her small body and I felt myself about to get emotional again
"Mommy where is daddy?"
"He's with nana and poppa." I lied because I didn't know where he was but I had an idea
"Oh okay I can't wait for him to come home."
"Me too."
I can't believe he did this to me again, you would think after all Shaniyah's done not only to him but to his kids he'd see that she wasn't any good but nope some old Jade.
"Mama your phone."
"Thank you baby." I said answering it
"Hello?"
"Elle it's me." I heard Ashton's voice through the other line and he sounded stressed
"What's wrong coco." I said calling him by the nickname I gave him years ago
"Dad is so mean."
"He's just going through something." I was mad at Jade but I wouldn't encourage his son to hate him
"Why do you still defend him?"
"What do you mean?" I asked pretending to be confused but he saw right through that
"I don't want to hurt your feelings and I don't want you and dad to break up because then I won't see you as much anymore but he's no good for you."
"Every couple goes through things"
"Yeah but he's always mean even when he was in prison he'd shout and be rude to you and all you did was sit there and take it. I love you as much as I love my mom maybe even more but Elle you shouldn't stay somewhere where someone makes It clear that they don't want you there."
"I love your dad.. a lot."
"I know but you have to love you first because he clearly doesn't care that his infidelity is breaking you down." I couldn't hold the tears in anymore a thirteen year old could see and understand all this but it's been a decade and I'm still blind to the pain he causes me
"He doesn't love you Elle.. if prison, birthing his first daughter and loving and supporting him through everything couldn't change him why do you think he'll change now?"
"And I know that I might not see you as often but I want you to be happy." He went on
"I'll always be here Coco no matter what me and your father are going through."
"Does that mean.."
"Yes but I'll always be here Ashton I love you as if you are my own and that won't stop."
"I love you too Elle."
"Now go to bed it's getting late." I said and we said our goodbyes before hanging up
It's down! Uh it's finally over after so many years I'm done.. I need to find my worth and let him go
𝐒𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐲𝐚𝐡 𝐖𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐬
"What does it say?" Jade asked
"We have to wait two more minutes."
Two minutes later
Ding!
"What does it say?"
"It says... negative." I laughed hugging him
"Back to condoms."
"I guess so." I agreed
"Ashton said he wanted to go see Eliana and Nova today." It was an understatement to say that things between them have been bad
"That's fine by me." He mumbled
"You know he's just upset."
"Nah what he said was the truth I wasn't a man about things."
"What does that mean?"
"It means I've been fucking over Eliana for fourteen years and it's messed up."
"Why does this even matter."
"It doesn't forget it."
"Where are you going?"
"To go see my daughter." He said before leaving
Later on
"So he just left?"
"Yeah he just left."
"Well you should've known this wasn't going to last long." Dejah said
"What is that supposed to mean?"
"She's been by his side and basically raised your kids." She said making me frown
"I've been doing good"
"Yeah well it doesn't take away what she's done."
"I've got to go." I whispered
"That's fine ill ask kodie to drop off clover tomorrow."
"You and him are back together?"
"We're working on it, bye love you."
"Bye love you too." I said hanging up
𝐉𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐀𝐜𝐞 𝐆𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐧𝐞
"I love you."
"Jade I have my daughter in my hands don't upset me please." She said clearly annoyed
"You're my women."
"Bi- Jade get the hell away from my door."
"What can I do to fix us?" I asked
"Baby go play over there okay?"
"Okay mommy, bye daddy!" She said running off
"Bye princess"
"Why are you here?"
"I want us to be a family."
"No." She laughed
"What's funny?" I asked annoyed
"First of all watch your tone and we're done."
"Done you sure bout that?"
"Yes I don't need you yes I wanted us to be a family and be happy but we can't because you don't love me and I cannot force you too."
"We have a child together, what you gonna tell her." I said trying to petty
"What am I going to tell her?"she asked with a laugh
"You heard me Eliana."
"Oh let's see your father is a liar, cheat and isn't shit. Nova baby did you know that Ashton your big brother was created because he cheated on me. Yeah and on multiple occasions he slept with that women and then came home and slept with me and to be honest I knew but I was so insecure and broken because of him I accepted it all believing that I deserved it and you had an older sibling that I loved with everything in me but unfortunately I lost the baby and you know what he did? he called me while I was grieving and he was having sex with Shaniyah and they laughed and said that I wasn't women enough because I couldn't even carry his child." She said her voice shaking and I felt like shit
"And there there is so much more to tell."
"You wouldn't do that." I knew she wasn't like that
"You're right I wouldn't but I could now get the fuck off my property." She snapped slamming the door in my face.
𝐓𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬 𝐎𝐧 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫. 🖤
(25/06/2023: Me rereading this almost two years later😭 I hate Jade and Eliana is stupid but we movee. If I do a book about Shaniyah being grown up and stuff would y'all read? I've already written a lot.)
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