The Beautiful Tragic Us (Eren...

By vanillasunlight

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"Mikasa, I'm ready to leave everything behind for you. I love you." "Eren..We can't be together.." His tears... More

Author's Note
Chapter 1: The Wedding
Chapter 2: Please
Chapter 3: Where It All Began
Chapter 4: Curiosity
Chapter 5: The Knock
Chapter 6: Reborn
Chapter 7: Talent
Chapter 8: Overreacting
Chapter 9: New
Chapter 10: Rivals
Chapter 11: Good night
Chapter 12: Gut Feeling
Chapter 13: The Day
Chapter 14: Someone
Chapter 15: Reward
Chapter 16: Kiss
Chapter 17: Don't want
Chapter 18: Learning
Chapter 19: Just The Two of Us
Chapter 20: You Never Know
Chapter 21: Dinner
Chapter 22: Movie Time
Chapter 23: Fear
Chapter 24: Only One
Chapter 25: Heaven
Chapter 26: Capable
Chapter 27: Act like it
Chapter 28: Ackermans
Chapter 29: Don't
Chapter 30: After Party
Chapter 31: The Chase
Chapter 32: Baby
Chapter 34: She's Gone
Chapter 35: Divided
Chapter 36: Fate
Chapter 37: Dress
Chapter 38: Want
Chapter 39: Euphoric
Chapter 40: Again
Chapter 41: Game Over
Chapter 42: The Gift
Chapter 43: Heartbeat
Chapter 44: Alive
Chapter 45: Last Night
Chapter 46: The Search
Chapter 47: Training
Chapter 48: The Second Time
Chapter 49: Offer
Chapter 50: Unplanned Wedding
Chapter 51: Manners
Chapter 52: Flashbacks
Chapter 53: Family
Chapter 54: Babies
Chapter 55: The Bag
Chapter 56: What If
Chapter 57: Remember
Chapter 58: You Think
Chapter 59: An Owe
Chapter 60: Avenge
Chapter 61: Annoy
Chapter 62: Protect
Chapter 63: Elders
Chapter 64: Ring
Chapter 65: Trust Me
Chapter 66: Turmoil
Chapter 67: Worries
Chapter 68: Puppet
Chapter 69: Thank You
Chapter 70: Part of Me
Epilogue
Author's Note

Chapter 33: Never Let Go

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Mikasa's POV

"Eren? Do you mind if I touch your..." I pointed at his abs as they tempted me earlier.

I can't believe I went horny because he got turned on and I did the same. Eren stopped  just when I was about to be on top of him.

"It's yours babe." He chuckles and I hid my blush as he grab my hand and put it on his flat chest.

Shit. So hard.

He removed his shirt earlier as he said to me that he is so sleepy. I cooed and laughed at how cute he was. I understand how tired he is today. The man just had game earlier and I did dance so we both are really exhausted. Thankfully, it's done.

He was able to place my dress back earlier and I blushed in embarrassment. He fucking saw my boobs. But what's done is done and it's not even the first time!! I mentally slapped myself for acting really weird.

We cuddled together for a few minutes with random kisses when he suddenly didn't move and started snoring.

"How cute." I giggled as Eren stayed near my neck hugging me.

I caressed his hair and kissed it. I didn't know we can go back to this after all those times. That sure was a huge stressor.

"Sleep well, my angel." I said as I joined him in dreamland.

The alarm on my phone rang and I heard him slowly move.

"Eren..you better sleep well in your room now. I'm sure today is a rest day." I said as I kissed his forehead.

"Five more minutes please." He said as he continued hugging me.

"Don't worry I'm just here on the other side of the door okay. I'm not going anywhere baby." I said and his eyes shut open as he faced me.

He had the widest grin on his face as he rose up.

"I love you. You too, you must rest." He says and I nodded.

He pulled the covers for me and wore his shirt back before heading towards the door.

He mouthed I love you as he closed the door and I chuckled. Idiot.

"I love you too stupid." I smiled as I close my eyes once again and slept.

"Mikasa, your dropped this in my house. I'm really sorry. You don't understand we didn't do anything wrong." Historia cried as she handed me my bag.

The bag where I placed the doll I made for Eren. Holy shit. Did they open my gift???

I panicked as I shyly accepted it. I smiled at Historia.

"I understand now Historia. Thank you." I smiled.

"Historia what are you two talking about? Why did Mikasa ran away last night? You all are acting weird lately." Ymir crossed her arms and the other nodded as well.

"What did I miss? Mikasa what??" Armin who was all the time asked.

"It's okay now. I just left my bag because my stomach suddenly hurt that time. I'm so sorry guys. I just went home instead." I smiled shyly.

Gosh! I hate lying to my friends but they will find out if I speak more.

"But you just came in that time?" Sasha added and I mentally noted to give her food again so she won't speak up.

"Yeah, you always say that. I'm starting to wonder you all are hiding something." Ymir went to Historia and pushed her towards the cafeteria.

"You really shouldn't be concerned about it guys. It's done." I laughed nervously. I looked at Eren and saw him pouted.

"The way it should." Ymir looked at me and Eren. I stiffed but smiled anyway.

God! So this is how it feels to be a fucking liar. I don't want it.

There's a reason why I wasn't able to give Eren the doll I made until now so I guess I will save it for the right time to come. I don't have to rush, I'll just let time pass by.

Months went by and we kept our relationship private. Jean would still try to hit me in school and all the other boys but Eren would start to get overprotective he would most probably pick up a fight if I'm not around. Sometimes I'm worried on what he can do if I'm not with him so I made sure to stay by his side.

"Fuckers trying to hit on you again. Fucking ugly monkeys." He hissed and I laughed as he looked at me glaring.

"Why are you laughing?" He asks as he tickled me.

"Nothing. You really look so pissed like Goku." I laughed and he mouthed something under his breath and he tickled me more.

Eren has this Dragon Ball collections in his room. He was obsessed with Goku when we were younger that Carla spoiled him with nendoroids she can ever buy. Lucky Eren, his mom love him so much because he is her only son.

We didn't do much on our vacation except to go visit our grandparent's proud mansion. On our stay there, it's always Eren has to be with grandpa and grandma and I will spend my time talking to his cousins.

"Mikasa...I missed you so much. You should've saved my number. We could shopping you know I already have a car now." Louise, Eren's 13 year's old cousin is as enthusiastic as ever.

This girl really wants to be with me all the time. There was even a time where she wore a red scarf like Eren's when I came to surprise me and said I am her idol.

"Mikasa..Just tell me what are your skin care tips. Why is your skin so smooth and white like snow? Not fair!" She was throwing tantrums about everything I have and I just laughed.

"Louise..I don't know either. I just got it from my mom." I laughed as she repeatedly gripped her hair in frustration.

"I hate myself. I am so ugly I want to be like you!!" She paced back and forth thinking.

"Don't say that. You are beautiful." I smiled and she looked at me with hopeful eyes.

"Really?" She looked so amazed as she went to me for a hug.

"Yes. Trust yourself more okay?" I smiled and patted her head. She nodded while smiling.

"Mikasa please play with my doll..This is a new one meet Emily." Kaya, a 6 year old little girl came to me and Louise. I mentally grinned as I remember the conjuring.

Hmmmm

I played with them until I heard someone cleared a throat behind me.

"You sure are having fun right now." I smiled as I went back and looked at Eren. My baby is here.

"How was your day with grandpa?" I sat at the chair under the tree as Kaya and Louise run around.

"It was fine. But I'd rather spend time with you alone." He looked at me and I chuckled blushing a little.

Shit. I'm flattered. And only Eren can affect me like that. I felt my cheeks heat up.

"Wear this for me baby." He pulled out the red scarf again and I was delighted.

"Wear this. Think of the scarf as me hugging you during the night baby. Can you do it for me?" His eyes is full of affection and I felt something tugging within my heart.

I nodded and he suddenly wrapped the scarf around me making me hard to breathe.

"Erennnn! You idiot!" I coughed as he hugged me laughing. Wow he is so amused?! I hit him repeatedly and he whispered soothing words for me for like for the past 15 minutes.

"I'm really sorry baby I just miss you getting angry that's all." He laughed and I hit him again.

"Idiot. I miss you too Eren." I looked to him and he flashed the widest grin.

I intertwined our fingers together and squeezed it. He looked at me and the wind blew.

He is so breath taking. Eren is indeed handsome.

The kids came in running towards us and we both took back our hands.

Every time we spend vacation here, it's like we have to make the most out of our life without gadgets. The Jaegers are concerned with gathering around once a year in this place where Eren's grandparents live.

I have always thought that I could only see something like this in television like how I watched the movies when I was younger with Eren and his parents. I never thought his ancestors are this rich. They could be richer than the Arlert. This place is like in medieval times I have seen in books.

There was a huge garden maze in the front with a fountain in the middle. The workers and servants always clean the whole place daily, they are everywhere in this place. We don't get to speak daily as the rooms are far from anyone. There's also a place where we all put our cellphones and get them once we go back home. This family doesn't like gathering with cellphones in hands, they demand quality time.

"Don't sleep late. I'll see you when we go home. I can't wait baby." He whispers as he went back inside. I smiled. I'm soft for him.

We were on our third year when the teacher said we have a transferred student.

"Good morning everyone. My name is Annie Leonhart. Nice to meet you all." The girl with thick round glasses with hair in a bun said as she bowed towards the whole class.

I swear, for the first time. I saw Armin blushing my entire friendship years with him though he is talking to Eren but the transferred student was sitting beside him. I find it really cute. So our little boy Armin is not gay at all haha! I'm kidding! This two will be a cute couple I swear!

"What do you think of the transferred student Eren?" I asked as we were eating popcorn while watching some TV show, teen wolf.

"She's weird. Why do you ask baby? Are you jealous?" He suddenly became excited as he dropped the popcorn and faced me.

"What? No! I just think that she and Armin is cute." I scoffed as I remembered that he went a little overboard to his acting skills earlier.

He chuckled. If I had taken that, seriously it would hurt me for days I won't speak to him.

"What's that for baby? Are you mad?" He was grinning as I scooted away from him.

"Awwww my baby's mad. So cute." He laughs as he tried to get to me but I hit him with a pillow.

"Shut up." I said and we had pillow fight.

"Oh shit!" All pillows are now on the floor. He will get back to me now.

I ran away from him as far as I could but he caught me just on time before I rain up the stairs. Shit.

I laughed as I tried to get away from him giving up but he pinned me in the wall.

"You're not going anywhere babe." He breathes and claimed my lips.

I responded quickly as I jumped wrapping my legs around him. He carried me towards the sofa and we made out for minutes.

"I love you." He put a hair behind my ear and I kissed his nose.

"I love you too idiot. Don't do that again!" I said and he chuckled nodding his head as he kissed me once more.

Does he ever get tired kissing me? No.

I would never let go of this guy right here no matter what.

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