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Lu Ran, this is the last time I wrote a diary to myself, and I will give myself a conclusion.
Lu Ran I love you, don't regret loving you, I think I will never love someone again, because I use all my strength to love you, you are my dream of young pursuit, far away.
I love you, I want to give you happiness. I wish you happiness in tm, not what I gave, how do you want me to bless.
I love you, love you becomes my habit and become my instinct. I love you, how good if you love me too... I love you...
Luran I love you, you may never know that there is such a person who loves you so much. You may think that we know each other together for only two years, but love is not measured by the length of time.
I try to make myself better, try to make myself smart, try to make you like me, and I am really stressed, but I don't regret any changes made for you, because I love you.
When I wrote the letter, I wanted to tear it more than once. I want to tell you that those words are all fake.
Luran I love you, but I can't see any hope that you fall in love with me. I thought we were all sweet and sugary under glass slag.
I am too greedy, I want too much, I always look forward to and extravagance, always uneasy, I am afraid that one day you tell me that you have someone you like.
I think I am afraid I will not be bless you, I will be afraid that I will slowly become the way you least like it. I know that you have begun to think that I am in trouble, and the problems between us are accumulating.
I choose to believe in you, I believe in what you say. Whether it is a lie or not, as long as it is what you said. But you are talking about more and more lies, even if they are all kind, but you never thought about explaining to me. I am afraid that one day you will not even be able to write a good faith lie, so I decided to go home.
We are all too immature, maybe struggling will only make each other tired, sorry I love you, but I am too tired. In fact, the letter is not my heart, in fact, as long as you and I say that I love you, I will not care about anything, I love you, I love you...
Luran I love you, you taught me how to love, you are so beautiful. I am very glad that you are all my first time, the first time I fell in love with the object, the first secret love object, the first time I wanted to, the first time you occupied me, the first kiss, the first love, the first time . I am very satisfied, I should not be so greedy...
"Dad, wake up... Dad"
Gu Qingyan heard his son's voice open his eyes and saw his son's soft-hearted son feel the heart.
This is the best gift that Luran gave him.
Gu Qingyan never regretted knowing Lu Ran, liked and fell in love with Lu Ran, but it was a pity that he did not fall in love with himself when he was most reluctant in the past. Now he still loves Lu Ran, but he is not a young man himself. Now, people are going to grow up.
When I grow up, I learn to look after me and learn more than just having love. Gu Qingyan is afraid, afraid that Lu will be disgusted with the true self.
Sooner or later, they will have a variety of problems, just as Luran likes to appease himself with a good lie. He also concealed a lot of things from Lu, because he was afraid that when he knew that the real self would reveal a disgusting expression, he fled home in the same year, and he was only a weak and timid person.
He knows that he has always been different from others, his own psychological problems, although he hides very well.
He doesn't like being deceived. Maybe because of childhood, he sometimes feels too sensitive, but he can't control it.
And then when I knew that I had Gu Xiaoying, the whole person felt that the world was fantastic. He was a monster.
Fortunately, it's okay to go home. If Luran knows that he will treat himself like this, a man who can be pregnant?
Will Lu will like it? It shouldn't be. After all, he doesn't like children, maybe even girls don't like it, let alone a man.
(Here, I want to hug the Luran, I don't like children. I don't want to have a surrogate. The main reason for the child is that he wants to have a child who loves two people, but he is a gay. There is no child, so I don't want it. And no child, he can be a well-behaved lover, Luran is a childish ghost who is very strong and does not like to express himself.)