Because of this belief, he found something he liked, learned to control himself, and turned himself into a normal person.
The 16-year-old Gu Qingyan's emotional cleanness is Zhang Bai's paper. In the environment of M, the children's big family has long been in love. Gu Qingyan can't do it at all. Although his contact fear is controlled, his instinctive dislike is too close to touch, such as kiss and sex.
Gu Qingyan could not imagine being with another person.
He set up a hotel in Fangyi City and found a job in the film and television base. He was prepared to live in a foreign house for a while but did not want to meet Luran.
Gu Qingyan met the 20-year-old Lu Ran in the crew.
Seeing the other person's first sight, he knew that he was so excited. Gu Qingyan understood that he couldn't understand Quyang's love at first sight. When you saw that person, the heartbeat was uncontrolled and the adrenaline rose.
Gu Qingyan has always thought that this kind of thing is particularly stupid at first sight. This feeling is inexplicable. He does not believe that there is such an uncontrollable feeling.
But when this thing really found out on myself, I knew I had a flag. It turns out that this kind of emotional heartbeat is not controlled.
But he didn't care. He took control of his heartbeat and removed his gaze for the simple reason.
It is impossible for him to fall in love with anyone. He can't stand the intimate contact.
And he has more important things now, he has to learn to play well, and then go to his little brother.
Until he heard the gossip of the group's group performance, knowing the name of the object of love at first sight, Lu Daxiao, the successor of the future of Star Entertainment, Lu Ran.
In the next few days, Lu Ran will still come to the crew because Star Entertainment recently held a star in this group as a male one. Gu Qingyan always secretly looks at Lu Ran, and Lu Lu grew up differently from childhood and became more handsome. It looks cool and handsome.
Gu Qingyan's eyes always linger on each other's body. He occasionally listens to the crew's gossip about Luran. He knows that Luran is reading the best s in Fangfang City. His little brother is so powerful. He is like a little fan.
He gradually realized that his feelings were called secret love, but he was not prepared to clarify. He only wanted to secretly like each other. He did not want to cause trouble to the other party. Although he heard that he did not like women, he It is a gay.
Until then, he once enjoyed lunch in the corner of the studio alone. He met Lu Ran and the female Erlin, who wanted to show his love with him. The beautiful female star said that she wanted to be with Luran, even if she had a one-night stand.
Then he heard that Luran drove the other party away. I don't know why there was a kind of inexplicable happiness, but Lu Lu found that he had caught the bag.
Lu Ran always knew that there was a little dragon in the crew when he liked to stare at himself. He noticed that the other party had a beautiful peach eye.
In the first dream of Luran, he dreamed of a pair of beautiful peach eyes. He always thought that it was Yan Qiubai's eyes. The eyes were very beautiful, and the tears were very beautiful!
Because Yan Qiubai has a pair of beautiful peach eyes, they have been familiar with each other since they were a junior high school. There is still a university in the middle school but Yan Qiubai went abroad.
Luran thought that he might like Yan Qiubai because of his beautiful eyes. They have known each other for a long time. Yan Qiubai's character is simple and cute. Yan Qiubai's looks are clean and look like humans and animals are harmless.
When he found out that he liked a man, he struggled for a long time. He also tried to fall in love with a woman. Unfortunately, he couldn't do it. He always remembered the beautiful peach eyes of the tears in his dreams. He felt that he must be a konjac. It is.
Later, Yan Qiubai went abroad. He regretted why he didn't confess earlier. Perhaps they had already been together. He and Yan Qiubai now maintain a kind of ambiguity, and no one has broken it.