Alone[ON HOLD]

By _PJ_XX

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"I let it hurt until it can't anymore" All she ever wanted was a life worth living. Always being the villain... More

Author Note
Sage Samara
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
The Five Aesthetics
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Brothers Aesthetics
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35

Chapter 1

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By _PJ_XX

I sat on the rooftop of my house looking at the vibrant city lights of New York. 

What would happen if I just fell? No more pain, no more worry. Death.

Even if I did, I would survive. Death is the one thing that will always escape me. 

I remember a time were jumping off buildings would bring me excruciating pain, I didn't think I would be able to live. Now I jump off of buildings double this height and it feels like normal everyday activities.

It's a part of who you are. 

Shut up. 

I'm only in New York for a few days to deal with some business, and then I have to go back to Spain. I normally send people here for little jobs like killing a few people, but I needed to get away for a bit. I've been feeling more suffocated than normal. Coming to this house gives me an opportunity to clear my head.

The house that I'm staying at is the first house I ever bought and even though I don't come here often, I've never had it in me to sell it.

I see the rain slowly start to fall from the sky. I tilt my head up, letting the raindrops hit my face.

It's around 3 in the morning and I am exhausted. I have been up and working every single day because everything's been so busy. I climb inside of my house through the window and close it so I don't get rain over the floor. I would normally leave it open, but when in America it's not safe. People are out to kill me.

Kill them before they can touch you.

I walk into my bathroom and get ready for the night ahead of me. I change out of my wet clothes and into a sweat set. I climb into bed, keeping my gun close under my pillow.

^Sage's Bedroom

***

My eyes shot open, sweat streaming down my face, my breath is heavy. I trace the tattoo on my wrist. BREATHE. I do this until I start to gain full control. I had another nightmare. Nightmares are a daily occurrence for me, I know they are going to happen and yet I never get used to them.

Gain control and move on.

I sit up grabbing my phone from my nightstand to see the time. It's 6:30 AM which means I got three and a half hours of sleep. That's a lot compared to normal.

I have tried sleeping pills, teas, methods. Nothing works.

 My body has become so used to pills and drugs it's almost impossible for me to be affected by them. I owe it all to him. He killed what made me human.

It will save you when the time comes.

Now that I am up, I should go work out. 

To be an assassin you have to always be training, learning new techniques, and staying in shape. Sure it's a pain in the ass, but you don't become the most skilled assassin by doing nothing. 

I get myself cleaned up and make my way to my gym. I have a gym in almost all of my houses, it's one of my necessities. 

^Sage's at-home gym

***

After a few hours of working out, I was drenched in sweat. I needed to improve on my skill work, everyone wants to be the best and I need to make sure they know their place. I know I shouldn't overwork myself, but when I train I forget about everything else, and that's all I ever need.

I see my knuckles beginning to bruise because I didn't wrap them when I was punching. I never do. Your hands won't be wrapped when someones trying to kill you, it's a waste of time and it's just stupid. 

I head to my room to go get changed because I feel disgusting.


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