Save Me (XXXTENTACION Love St...

By XXXBREZZYGAL

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"You can't save me Liah! No one can!"Jahseh cried as he held the gun on his temple "Jah Baby,please! Don't d... More

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LMFAOO YO I WAS SCROLLING THROUGH MY SNAPCHAT AND I SAW THIS💀

I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER WHAT I SENT HIM BUT HE EVENTUALLY OPENED IT AND I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW😭







Liah pov

"No, I'm not doing that" I said

"Okay then, I guess I'm not undoing it then, the fuck?"he scoffed

"Kentrell-"

"Come and see me and I promise I'll undo it"He said

"How do I know you're even telling the truth?" I asked, I looked at Jahseh and he was staring at me

"I am telling the truth, I honestly just want to see you baby... and I know you wanna see me too"

"I don't want to see you Kentrell"

"Well you don't have a fucking choice now do you?!"he yelled

I heard him sigh deeply "fuck, I'm sorry I just really miss you...please come and see me and promise I'll undo it..."



Jahseh pov

Around 5 minutes later I saw Liah walking towards me and putting her phone in her back pocket.

"what did you say to him?"

"I asked him about the ritual and if he could undo it, that's it"

"You were talking to him for a while Liah, what else did you say to him?"

"Nothing Jahseh...that's all I asked him, he started to talk about other stuff but I wasn't paying attention to him"

"About?"

"Just about how he missed me and stuff like that" I shrugged

"Look baby, I promise that I'm gonna get him to undo this fucked up shit...okay?"I grabbed her chin making her focus on me

"Yeah, I hear you Jah"she nodded

>>>

9:00 am

Liah and I got home around 30 minutes ago. She went straight to the bedroom because she was tired.

I hate how this situation is affecting Liah, even though she claims to be okay...I know she's not.

I sighed deeply and turned off the TV. I got up off the couch and walked in our room. I walked in the room to check on her and saw that she was under the covers. I climbed on the bed and laid next to her.

>>

3 hours later

I rolled over feeling the space next to me empty. My eyes literally popped opened, I quickly sat up.

"LIAH, YOU IN THE BATHROOM?" I yelled

No response

I threw the covers off me and walked in the bathroom. I ran out the bathroom and checked around.

I searched the whole apartment..she wasn't here. "no no no no no...FUCK"I quickly grabbed my phone off the coffee table, calling Liah's phone.



"Hello.."she said

"Where are you Liah?!" I yelled

She sighed deeply "I'm sorry I left without telling you...but I'm fine you don't have to worry-"

"You left? why would you do that Liah?!"

"Just know I'm okay"she mumbled

"Liah, where are you? I'll come get you right now-"

"I took your car Jahseh"she sighed

"What? to go where?"I was really confused at this point.

"To um visit my mom"she said

"Why didn't you wake me up, I could've taken you"

"I know, but I'm fine Jahseh...I'll be back later"

I scratched the bridge of my nose and sighed "How late?"I asked

"Around...6 o'clock"

"THATS 6 HOURS FROM NOW!"

"I know but we do have a lot of catching up to do ya know?"she said, her voice sounded happy but it was shaky at the same time

I shook my head and closed my eyes. "you're lying to me"

"what? no I'm not-"

"I hear it in your voice Liah, I can tell...why are you lying to me Li? are you in trouble? do I need to-"

"I'm not trouble just don't worry about me okay?"

"Liah, don't tell me not to worry about you! fuck, I just got you back.." I said

"I know, Jahseh I know"she mumbled

"Kentrell could have somebody watching you right now and you gon' tell me not to worry?" I questioned her

"I'm fine...look I'll call you back later"

"NO, Liah don't you fucking hang up this phone, where are you goi-"

I heard 3 dull beeps indicating she hung up.

"What the fuck bruh?!"


Toya's pov

I chuckled softly "yeah I remember that...we was some fast ass little girls girls growing up"

Deborah nodded, while laughing "yes, we were..."

I looked at my phone seeing that it was vibrating.

"Hello?"I answered

"Toya? is Deborah with you?"Jahseh said

"uh yeah why wassup?" I asked

"Liah with y'all? she said she was coming to visit her mom"

"Nah, she's not here...unless she's on the way"

"I highly doubt that...I knew she was lying to me"Jahseh mumbled

"What's going on Jahseh? Is she missing again?"

"I got it under control Toya..."he then ended the call

Deborah frowned "what's wrong?"

"I honestly don't know"I shrugged, I called him again but he didn't answer

"Jahseh said Liah was suppose to be over here I don't know...he didn't say much" I added

"Call her"Deborah suggested

I nodded and went to Liah's contact. My call was immediately forwarded to voicemail.

"She didn't answer"I said

"Maybe she's on the way now.."Deborah nodded

"Yeah maybe..we'll see"I said

>>>

Jahseh pov

I just remembered something, once Liah was back in Florida I took her phone and shared her location with me....I hope it's still on.

I quickly went to checked her location and saw that she was on...Florida's Turnpike?

"where the hell is she going?"I exited out of the location and called her

She answered just before I was about to hang up. "Jahseh I told you I'm fine-"

"why are you on Florida's Turnpike? That's a long ass road and it's too much traffic for you, where are you going?" I asked

"I'm not on-"

"Stop, stop lying to me...what are you lying for huh? you don't gotta lie to me Liah just tell me where you're- wait a minute....Liah are you, are you going to see..K-Kentrell...is that what he was saying to you on the phone?"

"What no, I just needed to get some fresh air..."

"So first you were visiting you're aunt and now you're just getting first air..stop lying and tell me-"

She cut me off by hanging up the phone. I shook my head and scoffed "This can't be happening bruh...ain't no way she's going to see him"I refuse to believe that she's going to see a man who abused her  physically, mentally, sexually and emotionally.

There's no fucking way..


Liah pov

It's been an hour since I spoke to Jahseh. I know I shouldn't have hung up on him but I honestly didn't know what else to say or do.

For the past 10 minutes I've been sitting in the car, parked in front of Bradford county prison. I shouldn't have came here alone but I really just want him to undo whatever the fuck he did to me.

I opened the car door and got out. I walked towards the entrance door and opened it, immediately seeing someone standing there.

"can I help you?"she asked

"I'm visiting someone" I said

"ID please?"she asked

I reached in my wallet and gave her my ID. She looked at it and asked "who are you here to see?"

"Kentrell DeSean Gaulden.." I said, she glanced at me smiling, handing me back my ID she said "Oh yes, he just added you to his visiting list...do you have anything else on you other than your wallet?"she asked

"No" I answered

"Okay, please take off any jewelry that you may have on and place it inside here"she said before taking out a small plastic bag..I looked at my promise ring Jahseh gave me and slowly slipped it off placing it in the bag along with my wallet.

"Alright, step through the metal detector"I step through and it made a 'ding' sound.

"alright, you're good to go...follow me"she said

~~~~~

"Sit down right here...he's on his way"she nodded before walking away

I sat down and start to fidget with my fingers. I looked to my right and saw a little girl picking up the visitors phone. "HI DADDY!"she smiled

"Hey baby girl, how've you been?"The man asked

"I'm okay...I miss you a lot Daddy"

"I know baby, but I'll be home soon I promise"he said



I jumped when I noticed somebody tapping on the window in front of me.

"you're here to see Kentrell Gaulden, correct?"The Officer asked

"Yeah"I nodded

He went to the door and said "Come on, Gaulden"

My heartbeat started to speed up once I saw him enter. He smirked and sat down in front of me. He reached for the phone put it by his ear.

I picked up my phone as well and slowly put my ear to the phone. He chuckled deeply "My lil heavy metal...Happy Birthday baby..how are you?"he asked

"I didn't come here to make small talk...you wanted to see me so I came..can you undo this shit now" I asked

"I said Happy Birthday Liah...you're suppose to say thank you"He said

"..Thank you Ken"I gritted

He smiled lightly "Ken? awee you really do still love me"

"Kentrell I'm not here to play your fucking games...I came here..I did my part, now you do yours"

"Damn, we can't talk for a minute?"he asked

"Hell no, are you going to undo the ritual"

"yeah Liah"he nodded

"and how am I suppose to believe that?"

"you're just gonna have to trust me with me with this?"he said

"no, I'm giving you 24 hours to do this"

He shook his head "Imma need more than 24 hours...I need certain things to do this Liah"

"Fine, 3 days..."

"Yeah, that's enough time"he nodded

"Good"I glared, just when I was about to hang up the phone I heard Kentrell's voice  "wait...don't leave me yet"he placed his hand on the window

I smiled and placed my hand against the window..making our hands 'Touch' he smiled back.

"I have to tell you something Ken and it's really important"I said

"What is it baby?"he asked

"No matter if your lying to me about undoing it...there's no amount of voodoo that will make me love you...I'll never love you again" I said

His smiled disappeared as he quickly removed his hand from the window. "You do love me Liah...otherwise you wouldn't be here..I mean you can't stop thinking about me"he chuckled

"Correct, I can't stop thinking about you...but that doesn't mean I love you Kentrell...as of right now you're in my head but Jahseh is in my heart"

His left eye twitched fast before he started blinking a numerous amount of times. "I LOVE YOU! WHY CAN'T YOU JUST LOVE ME?! HUH? THATS ALL I EVER WANTED FROM YOU!"He yelled

"QUIET DOWN INMATE!"The male officer yelled

Kentrell closed his eyes and took a deep breath and clenched his jaw.

"That's all you ever wanted from...me? no that's all I ever wanted from you"

"I do love you"he said

"really? did you loved me when you fucked Toya? while I was in the next room?"

He frowned "Liah, she came on to me I didn't-"

"Take responsibility for once you still slept with her"

"yeah, I did...it's not like I enjoyed it or anything...her vaginal hygiene was a little off that night anyway"he chuckled

"...This is funny to you?"I asked

"It's not funny...I'm sorry but it was years ago...what do you want me to do?"

"I don't want you to do nothing...but I remember that day...I forgave you for trying to rape me and I remember you came over to talk to me...we ended up watching tv, and I fell asleep for at least 4 hours... and when I woke up you were gone"

"Yeah, I left after Toya and I had sex...I couldn't face you after doing some shit like that...but now that you know I'm really sorry"he shook his head

I rolled my eyes "look I-"

"GODDAMN, who is this Gaulden?"I noticed a few inmates walking towards us, but Kentrell kept his eyes on me















One of the inmates stared at me and licked his lips. "How you doing?"The inmate asked me


"Aye man chill the fuck out, she's mine"Kentrell said

"Oh my bad, I thought she was your sister or sum"He said to Kentrell

"I'm not your-"he immediately cut me off

"Can y'all give me and my girl some fucking privacy?"Kentrell slightly raised his voice

"Alright, damn"they all started mumbling under their breath while walking away

"Call in 72 hours Kentrell"I hung up the phone and stood up

"Liah, Liah!"he called after me as I walked out




>>>

Jahseh pov

"Nah, I don't think Liah would go see Kentrell in prison there's no way she'd do that...no fucking way"I shook my head with the phone to my ear. I was calling her for the 40th time and she still wasn't answering.

I then got a text, I quickly looked at my phone and saw she texted me.




>>



It's been over 3 hours...she left me on read and never texted me back.

I heard keys jiggling at the front door. I stood up from the couch, Liah walked through the front door.

"Hey"she said

"Hey? That's all you got to say to me right now?"I asked her

"I'm sorry I left without telling you but-"

I squinted my eyes at her "Did you go see Kentrell?"

She sighed before nodding "yeah, I did"she nodded

"Jesus Christ...what the fuck Liah?!"

"I know but he said if I came to see him, he would undo the ritual"she shrugged

"and you believed him?"

"I'm giving him 3 days and he said he'll have it done then"she said

"I honestly cannot believe you right now...anything could have happened to you Liah"

"but it didn't...and I'm fine Jahseh"

"You went to go see him Liah! that's so fucking naive...what if he uses this in court against you?!"

"Please stop yelling at me Jahseh"she threw her phone on the couch

"I have a right to be mad, you know damn well Kentrell is a liar.. you shouldn't believe a damn word he says to you!"

"Well how else are we gonna undo this huh?!"She asked me

"Trust me I would've figured it out but you could've left that to me baby"

"I leave everything for you to handle Jah, and look where that's gotten me!"she yelled, but it seemed like she instantly regret saying that

I scoffed and placed my hands in my pockets. "Really? you tryna say it's my fault this happened to you? you already know how guilty I feel about what's happening to you.. and you gon' say that to me?"

"I'm sorry that slipped out"

"but it's how you feel though...right?"I asked her

"No, I- look I'm sorry for saying that I didn't mean to...I do know how guilty you feel"

"Right, look maybe you should go get some sleep I know you're tired after that long drive"I said before sitting on the couch

She nodded while grabbing her phone off the couch. I flipped through the channels trying to find something to watch. She exhaled and walked to the bedroom.


"Fuck man.."I rubbed my forehead in frustration

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