i wonder what it was like from an outside perspective
did it look as messy as it had felt
it had started with me falling for one and one only
then i started finding others attractive
but i would tell myself that i wouldn't
i wouldn't like them
i couldn't
but then my attraction towards those others had became stronger
i couldn't restrain anymore
i couldn't say no to who i truly was
i wish this was something that didn't need to be said to the world
i wish i could keep it to myself and others who wouldn't judge
but i know that one day it'll have to be said
and it'll have to be told that i'm not for one
but two types of people
possibly even an endless amount
s. g.