You are in the White Room, the White Room is where all characters of Jujutsu Kaisen set aside their differences to help you in which case they are helping you cope.
Weather your having a rough time, sad feelings, or just feeling lonely they set aside all problems to help you out. Project White Room procced to the operation (Y/N) (L/N).
You sat down on a giant couch in the middle of nowhere, nothing for the eye to see.
Only whiteness all round, it felt cold and empty but held soo much at the same time. The coldness of the place left you in shivers as you grabbed the white blanket off the couches arm.
You quickly wrapped it around yourself as you sat in the middle of the couch staring at nothing.
Nothing and nothing and nothing, nothing scared you because if there was nothing to think about then your mind would find things to think about.
Those thoughts you pushed to the back of your mind clouded your better judgment. You shook your head hoping that would do something as you leaned your head back so you were staring upwards only to see white, nothing again.
You felt the stinging of tears coming to your eyes as you said out loud with a broken voice, "Dont cry... Dont cry. Dont cry. Dont cry. Dont cry. Dont cry. Dont cry... I.. I.. I want to cry."
Your body listened to your last pleas as you shook slightly before the tears you held bad quickly flooded out, clouding your vision almost immediately.
As your body shook, you put a hand to your mouth to cover the loud sobs they tried to let out, scared someone might hear.
Your cries were muffled by your hand as your nose quickly clogged up making you unconsciously sniffle so you could breath. After you felt the way tears continued to fall you brought both your hands up and used the back of them to wipe your tears while you cried quietly.
This was needed, you needed this is wasn't healthy to keep your problems bottled up but you needed to look strong for others though you were the broken one.
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I-Im sorry." You said to yourself repeatedly, still wiping away the fresh tears that continued to spill over your eyes.
A hand gripped your wrist lightly making you stop wiping your tears and quickly look over to to person the hand belonged to.
"Let it flow freely." He said as you blinked to see Gojo there with his blindfold off and staring right at you.
He was crouched right next you with his hand holding your wrist while the other one held his blindfold before you looked back up to him saying, "Let it flow freely, it's ok. Were hear for you."
Your tears didn't stop as your frame shook silently before you slowly pulled your hand away form his and said, "I'm sorry I cant. Your not real, I'm alone, I have to deal with this alone. I'm not a burden. I-I-I-I I dont want to be a burden to anyone. I don't want to feel so... so broken."
You looked down to your lap where your hands laid with tears falling onto them without a care as you felt him rub circles on your back.
Suddenly you felt the blanket you had wrapped around you seconds ago being pulled up since they fell off your shoulders at one point.
The person put the blanket back on your shoulders before you felt a hand on your cheek wipe away your tears as you leaned back to see Nanami there.
His thumb wiped away a tear off your cheek softly as he said quietly, "Your not dealing with this alone (Y/N)."
You just shook your head as you chocked on your saliva before you sniffled loudly.
His hand moved off your cheek as you felt someone lean on the cushion you were on only to feel someone lay down on your legs and wrap their arms around your waist, holding you close.
You moved the blanket out of the way to see a blur of pink hair knowing it was Itadori as he mumbled into the blanket, "Dont hold it in, please. Were hear for you I promise."
The tears slowed down a bit but continued to fall as you cried out loud, your breathing was uneven and ragged.
You felt someone push on your chest lightly reminding you to breath as they said, "In and out, calm down (Y/N)."
You pushed him away seeignit was Suguru, acting irrationally. But they still came back before you weakly pushed someones chest only for them to grab your wrists and say, "Dont shove us away were not leaving either way."
You hiccuped as you slowly looked up to see Sukuna now standing there with both your wrists in his hands as he sighed.
He bent down to you before he let go of your hands and lifted you up making Itadori let go.
The couch squeaked a bit from a weight before you were placed back down, leaning against something soft.
You looked up once Sukuna walked back a bit to see Panda behind you as he said, "I'll be your giant pillow for now and they'll be your support."
You felt two dogs lean against either side of you knowing what they were so you refused to look up.
You stared at your lap with the tears continued before you heard Fushiguro say, "Take your time."
You took in a big breath to calm yourself allowing your tears to stop falling with no control before you felt someone's hand mess up your hair.
You looked up to the arm contecting to Maki seeing as her hand was on your head. Everyone saw how puffy your cheeks were from the free fall of your tears and your puffed up cheeks.
You heard Maki say looking away, "Your not a burden to us."
Once she said that you hear the all to familiar line, "Tuna Tuna." Come from Toge who you just now noticed was standing next to her wih a warm smile on his face since his collar was down.
You sniffled a bit seeing as your nose was still clogged before you said making the tears cloud your eyesight once again, "Why? Why help me? I'm just a person who loves you guys, I cant do anything other than watch your show wishing I was apart of it."
You huffed trying to breath normally as you felt someone sit on top of your legs as you looked up to see Toji.
Toji looked down at you with a frown before he shoved you into his chest holding you with one arm as he said, "It brings us joy to see you love all our flaws, your wishes to be with us."
You felt someone grab one of your hands as he said, "It brings up happiness that your still breathing and loving us with all your heart."
You looked over to see it was Gojo before you felt your other hand be grabbed so you looked over to see Itadori as he said, "We love how you watch us with stars in your eyes."
Sukuna looked over Toji's shoulder making eye contact as he said, "You give us a reason to move on with our lives."
Toji let go letting you look around only for you to look over to Suguru saying, "We love how you admire the way our lives rotate."
Feeling a new presence you look over behind Gojo to see Choso as he said softly, "If you breakdown well never run. Well be the light in your darkness."
"Roasted Salmon Roe." You heard Toge say as Panda translated, "Your our light in the darkness so let us be yours when your in your darkness."
You wrapped an arm around Toji and Gojo since they were the closest as you let your cries out.
They were right, they are here for you. They never left, they didn't betray you, they didnt lie, they didn't hurt you, they STAYED.
They make you feel whole again, they mended your broken heart, they love you for who you are, they love you will all their hearts could give you.
If you were down they were there, and if you broke down again in the future they would come running back to mend you back together again everytime no matter how many times they'd have to do it.
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I now theres times where we feel like this, hell I do too. I wanted to make a scene where you could come to if you felt down, anime never leaves. It was there when I felt terrible and now I have Jujutsu Kaisen which makes my day everytime I do something related. I want you all to know that your not alone if you need someone to talk to, let your silent pleas go, I'll listen. You wont be a burden to me, I won't share what I hear, I want you all to know that even though you feel alone, I care even if your a stranger. Ever since you guys have started reading this book I felt obliged to make you happy no matter what.