Ryujin's POV
I saw Yeji feeding my son some ice cream
I sighed and approached them
I grabbed my purse and opened it
"How much for the ice cream"I said
"That will be 5 kisses Doctor Shin"Yeji said
I glared at her
"Dont worry mommy I'll pay for it"Sungjin said and kissed Yeji 5 times on the cheeks
"I meant your Mommy but thats acceptable"Yeji said and smiled at Sungjin
"Thank you for the Ice cream and for saving me Aunty"Sungjin said and smiled making me smile too
My son's smile is one of my happiness
Its also the reason why Im staying with Soobin
Because my son loves his father so much
"Just call me Yeji buddy"Yeji said and fist bumped with Sungjin
I didnt notice I was staring at smiling at Yeji
Not until my sin called me out
"I didnt know Mommy has a pretty smile"Sungjin said
Yeji's POV
He never saw his mother smile?
Geez what has Soobin been doing(yeah try saying that 10 times)
"Trust me she has the prettiest smile among all women"I said and wiped the ice cream on Sungjin's mounth
"She does!?"Sungjin said excitedly
Damn this hits hard
"You never saw mommy smile?"I asked
Sungjin pouted and shook his head
"Sungjin-"
"I see her smile but I can tell its fake"Sungjin said
I looked at Ryujin and she looked away
Are those tears in her eyes?
"Can I talk to mommy for a second?"I asked Sungjin
He smiled and nodded
I held Ryujin's hands but she quickly pulled them away
"Lets talk please"I said
"What are we going to talk about"she replied
"About what your son said,Ryujin that isnt good,all your son's life he's been seeing your fake smile,this could affect your son's future"I said
She didnt speak
"Ryu-"
"Baby Im sorry please"Soobin said and quickly hugged Ryujin
I cleared my throat
"Baby please Im sorry"Soobin pleaded
Ryujin's POV
I honestly cant talk to Yeji right now
What she did 11 years ago was still painful
I cant show my son how much Im inlove with the woman who saved him
I cant imagine how painful it will be for him if I continued the divorce
So even if I dont want to
I forced my self to hug my husband
Even if its against my will
"Lets just talk at home"I said and forced my self to kiss his cheeks
I secretly glanced at Yeji and she hashly bit her lower lip and looked away
Yeji's POV
Dont cry Yeji
Not infront of her
I released a shaky breath
"Excuse me"I said and left as my tears started to fall
I ran to the rest room and locked my self in
I turned on the faucet and washed my face
Before sobbing completely
Yeji you idiot
If you didnt drink that night this wouldnt happened
I looked at my reflection
I scream and shouted all my anger and pain and started punching the marble sink
I didnt mind the the pain and my bleeding knuckles
I didnt mind anything
I just punched the sink imagining its the man who raped me and the main reason why I lost Ryujin
I want to kill him
I want to end him
I want him gone but I dont even know where he is
When I couldnt punch the sink anymore
I shakingly fell on the floor and looked at my bleeding and broken hand
When will the pain stop....
When will you forgive me my Ryuddaeng....