Back For Her

Chapter 72

Ryujin's POV

I tried going to work to day

The lonely atmosphere in our room is making me more depress

I tried doing some rounds in the hospital

Checking some patients

I even tried reading some feedbacks in the conference room

As i walked around I bumped to Chaeryeong

"Glad seeing you out of your room"Chaeryeong said

I smiled

"I needed some air"I said

"Dont stress out too much ok?everything will go back to normal"she said and patted my back

"Thanks Chaer"I said and she pulled me for a hug

"We're here for you"she said

"I know..thank you"I said

She finally let go of me

"I'll see you around"she said and waved before doing her rounds again

I walked around and saw two doctors talking

Oh...its Han and Yeji

I gulped

Dont be jealous....

I sighed as I looked at them from  a distance

I-I'll just wait for her to notice me...

I dont want to do anything that will make her mad again....

I....I might lose her this time....

Yeji's POV

Something's wrong

I looked at my watch

15 minutes

I've been talking to Han for 15 minutes

Usually Ryujin wouldve pulled me away if I talked to him for 5 minutes

I looked around

And there she is

Standing alone

She gave me a forced smile

Is...something wrong? Why isnt she pulling me away

"Hey Han I'll see you around ok?"I said ending my conversation with him

"Yeah sure"Han said

I approached Ryujin

"Hey baby"I said and held her hand

"Hi..."she said softly

"Is something wrong?"I asked

"Nothing..."she said and teied to smile but failed

She wouldve said she's jealous by now...

I looked at her

Is she...

Keeping everything by her self again?...

My heart ached

"Im sorry if thats what you feel...if you feel like Im always blaming you,sorry for making decisions on my own,I just got used to it when I was with Soobin,sorry if Im selfish childish,every shit and harsh words that explains me,sorry"Ryujin replied

"Ryu I think we should calm down she's drunk"Lia said

"Glad you know"I replied drunkly

Ryujin looked at her with pain in her eyes

"Thanks for letting me know..."Ryujin replied

"Ok she didnt mean that-"

"No I mean it Ryujin"I replied

"I know you do"Ryujin said and forced a smile

"You know I didnt mean that right"I said

"Hmm?"she responded

"Those harsh words I said when I was drunk...."I said

She nodded

"Ryu....I...Im sorry for saying that..."I said

"Its fine....truth hurts..."she said

"No...thats not true...what I said that night are just stupid words Im sorry..."I said and pulled her closer

"Why are you sorry...you just said what you felt...its fine Yeji"she said and tighten her grip on my hand

I sighed and decides to drop the topic...its just hurting us...

"Its not baby now?"I tried acting cute making her chuckle

"Youre already forgiven...baby"she said making me smile

"I want cuddles"I said

"Gosh your duality is insane"she said

"What?Im your bottom right?"I teased her making her chuckle

"Really?,you've been acting like a top lately"she said

"Acting top but still your bottom"I said and hugged her

"Clingy"she said

"You love me"I countered

"Hmm true"she replied and kissed my forehead

I hope everything goes back to normal now...

I cant stand the idea of lossing her....

I already lost her once....I wont let her leave me again...

Not after everything...

We've already come this far

It would be such a waste if we turned back