Y/Ns POV:
After Me and Nat finished up with dinner, we make our way back to our hotel and get into bed for around 10pm.
I open my eyes slowly and our room is so bright,it must be early. I look over to my night stand to check the time on my watch to see that it's only 6:03am. I then turn over to check on Nat only to see that she's not there. Why on earth is she up at this time? I grunt and roll back over and put my face into my pillow. "You are so fucking lazy" I hear a voice say whiles lightly giggling. I put my head up from my pillow to see Nat standing there in just a towel. I stare for a few seconds and then put my head back down without saying anything. "Y/N seriously?! Come on get up. I don't want to be late for the beach." Nat moans whiles walking over to my side of the bed. I look up at her to see that she is now standing right in front of me. "Call me crazy, but I'm pretty sure the beach is open all day long. How can you possibly be late to it?" I say whiles just barely opening my eyes. "We need to get a good spot in the sand before it gets too packed Y/N." Nat says. Still standing there in a towel. "Ok ok I'm getting up" I say whiles standing up and heading to the bathroom.
Nats POV:
I can't remember ever going to the beach, but I'm not telling Y/N that yet. So this is extremely exciting for me. Not going to lie, I would much rather be going to beach with someone other than Y/N, but I guess we'll see how it goes. "Why are you taking so long in the shower?!" I shout whiles towel drying my hair. "Natasha I've only just got in" Y/N shouts back. I go into our room and try and pick out what swimsuit to wear. I would love to wear my bikini but I'm afraid of getting judged because of my scar on my lower waist from when I was shot 5 years ago. Bye bye bikinis. I think about it for a second and then come to the realisation that the only person who will actually see me up-close is Y/N and I'm pretty sure she's too scared of me to judge me, and if anyone at the beach stares me down I can easily shoot them in the head. I mean, I am the Black Widow after all. I decide to wear my black bikini. "Shit" I say to myself. My denim shorts are in the bathroom where Y/N is showering. I need them to put over my bikini bottoms whiles actually travelling to the beach, and Y/N takes forever when using the bathroom, I can't wait because I need to decide if I want to wear them shorts or my black ones.
"Hey Y/N" I say whiles lightly banging on the bathroom door. She's not answering, she can't hear me. Great. "Y/N!" I shout impatiently. "What!" She shouts back. "Are my shorts in there?" I ask. "Uhhh I don't know" She replies. "I really need them, like now. Can I come in and get them?" I ask again. "Oh hang on!" Y/N shouts whiles turning the shower off. "Ok come in quickly" She says.
Y/Ns POV:
I jump out of the shower and put a towel around my naked body. Nat slowly opens the bathroom door. "Hurry up" I say. She walks in and glares around the bathroom looking for her shorts.Wow. I think to myself. I can't help but stare, she looks amazing.
Nats POV:
Y/N was definitely checking me out, but I pretend not to notice.
Y/Ns POV:
I stare for a little longer until I realise I'm freezing and I'm soaking wet. "Ok have you got them yet?" I impatiently ask. She stares at me. "Yes. Chill." She says before smirking and walking out. And she calls me unorganised?!
I dry myself and blow dry my hair. My wound has heeled,kind of, so I hope I can feel comfortable in a bikini. I put a navy blue bikini on and stare at myself in the mirror for a while. I don't like what I see. "Y/N are you ready yet? You've been in there for ages." Nat shouts through the door. I don't reply. "Y/N? Hello? Are you ok?" She says but now knocking on the door. "I don't think I want to go anymore" I quietly say hoping she hears me but then again doesn't so she doesn't get mad. "What? Why?" Nat says before opening the bathroom door and walking in. She stares me up and down. "Do you think we could leave it for today?" I ask. Nat looks up at me. "I don't understand. Y/N I swear to god if this is about your body then you're kidding right? You look amazing and if you don't think so then you need to get your eyes checked." I look down. "Look." Nat says whiles pointing out the scars on her body. "It's normal" She says. All of a sudden I feel safe around her.
Nats POV:
I can't believe Y/N is beating herself up about this, as much as I hate to admit she looks hot! I honestly never knew how insecure she was. Pointing out my scars to her was the only right thing to do. I wanted it to comfort her, and hopefully it did. "Well what are we waiting for then let's go" Y/N says whiles smiling. I smile back at her.
We finish up getting ready and head out of our hotel to catch the bus. It was still really early so none of us were hungry for breakfast just yet. As we get on the bus we decide to sit at the back to avoid being recognised. We take our seats and within 3 minutes of being on the bus, Y/N has fallen asleep and her head is resting on my shoulder. I'm not surprised, I did force her to wake up extremely early. I take a book out of my bag and start reading it, we're going to be on here for 1 full hour so I may as well get my reading in before Y/N wakes up and starts asking annoying questions.
Y/Ns POV:
"Y/N, Y/N wake up" I hear as I open my eyes and take my head of Natasha's shoulder. Was my head there the whole time? "We're here' She says. "Wait I slept through the whole thing?!" I ask. "It was only an hour Y/N. And it was kind of nice to get some peace and quiet for once" Nat says. We get up and get off the bus whiles thanking the driver. As I step off the bus after Nat I can feel the sun coming down on me hotter than before. "Look it's right over there" I say as I point to the ocean in the distance. "Well come on then what are waiting for" Nat says and grabs my arm as we make our way across the busy road and to the beach.
After searching for about 10 minutes, we finally find the perfect spot on the sand to place our towels down. Well, when I say 'we' I actually mean just Nat. She was very fond of finding a nice spot. She was so excited. "It's almost like you've never been to the beach before" I say jokingly. Nat puts her head down and starts running her fingers through the sand. "It's because I haven't" She says. What?! She's never been to the beach?! "My childhood wasn't as nice as yours Y/N. I grew up in the red room always training to be an assassin so I never had the time to go the beach. Or to go to a fair or any type of festival" She adds. I feel guilty for bringing it up. "Well then you're lucky you came with me, come on" I say whiles grabbing Nats hand and pulling her up from the sand. "What are you doing" she says and laughs. I pull her into the ocean. "I've felt water before Y/N" Nat says whiles she lets go of my hand. "Yes but you've never felt the ocean, and thats a completely different feeling" I reply.
I look over at Nat to see her having the time of her life. I don't think I've ever seen her this happy before a part from just over a year ago when I fell into a lake surrounded by geese and swan.
Nats POV:
I'm having so much fun in the ocean. I know me and Y/N probably look like two big kids right now but I've never experienced this so I don't care. "Ok I'm cold now I'm getting out" Y/N says before running back to the towels and putting one over her. I do the same about 30 seconds after her.
"I'm not going to lie to you Y/N, I really dreaded coming here with you. I was excited to finally go to the beach but just a bit bummed that I had to go with you." I say. "Oh. And why's that Romanoff?" She asks. "Well because it's you. You were always a bit too much for me, too over the top. I used to hate everything about you and everything you did would annoy me. The way you talk too much or the annoying questions you ask. Oh and the way you take forever to get ready and also it's annoying when you laugh at something that's not even the slightest bit funny. But I guess you're alright" I reply. Y/N stares away from me. Maybe I went too far? "Natalia you really don't know when to stop do you? I've tried to be nothing but nice to for this whole trip so far. But if that's how you feel about me then ok." She says. Shit. I did go too far. She didn't need to know that. Great. And She used my birth name so she must be mad.
"Y/N I think you're overreacting here" I say. "Overreacting? Well you try and have someone who barely wants to know you point out everything you already don't like about yourself. It's not exactly something you want to hear" Y/N snaps. "I said used though, I don't really think that way anymore." I say, trying to save myself. "No you shouldn't have felt like that in the first place, I've never done anything to hurt you, yet you hate me because what? I over talk a little?" Y/N says now staring deep into my eyes. I don't know how to reply to that. So I simply just don't. "You're unbelievable Natasha" Y/N says before grabbing her belongings, getting up from the sand and walking away. "Y/N w-wait" I try to shout without bringing any unwanted attention in our direction, she ignores me. I don't blame her. There's no point going after because I don't want to say the wrong thing to her again.
I meant what I said about Y/N, I really did. But that's not how I feel about her anymore. Why can't she understand that? I know I've messed up. I never make mistakes and I can't believe I just made my first one towards Y/N. I thought I hated her, now I think she hates me.
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