I don't wanna remember anything.
I wanted to forget the past but the past always there chasing me until the end.
What would I do?
I wanted it to end. To end the pain in my heart. My heart that still hurting when I remember what happened. What happened just cause me agony and hatred towards the people who left a scar in me. A scar that cannot be erase because it will always be clear in my heart and mind. Because it just serve as my lesson. My lesson to fight what is worth fighting for and what is not.
I wanted to look on the future and forget the past but how should I suppose to do that?
How should I suppose to end this undying pain in my heart?
How should I suppose to forgive him if he leaves a mark in me that I will never forget?
That's why it still hang in me and in my head if I can still be inlove all over again.
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Love + Hate = 143 Error. Forever Not found.