requested by ssoftsicheng
I used sicheng instead of winwin, because it kind of feels a bit personal but if you want me to rename it to winwin just tell me.
we have a character name as gia in place of y/n. go with the flow.
okay so let's dive into our second idol imagine.
winwin best boy ♡
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Dear Diary,
I am Gia and never have ever written a note before let alone a diary. In this digital world who even keeps diaries these days but since he has gifted me this one for christmas I had to accept.
Have you ever felt so much in love with someone that you would do anything for them? You wonder why? You sit on your bed and wonder why he does not feel the same way.
It all started in the first year of university. I had to forget my bus pass on the very first day of my college life and he just stepped up and paid for both of us. Kind of him, very clumsy of me.
Sharing the same bus route to college kind of helped to become somewhat acquittances but then my brother's best friend Johnny made me a substitute photographer to cover a dancing event. And that's when I fell, fell hard for him.
Sicheng looked so beautiful doing those Chinese dance moves, to top it off he ended with his cute smile. ugh which person in the room could not fall for that.
Mutual friend circles led to us being close. Everyone except we both were too loud and we found comfort in each others calm presence at every loud party.
He only thought of me as a friend but I just can't see him as a friend. Almost all the girls in university have a huge crush on him but it did not matter to me then because he was just not interested in them at that moment. I felt like I was the person he liked sharing things with.
I used to be a person on cloud nine because I was the only girl who was special for him. There was this feeling that I always had for him. But he never felt the same. I tried to just forget about the feeling but it was too overwhelming to forget.
Four years went by and nothing changed neither his beautiful personality or my lovestruck feeling for him. The final year was tough for us to keep up. He went China for an exchange program and our whole communication just depended on texts and video calls.
Last month I told my brother Jaehyun. How much I miss Sicheng and the first thing he asked me was whether I liked him. Of course I denied it but Jaehyun is smarter so he guessed it anyway.
We occasionally sent each other gifts and sovereigns and this time his came with you. I tore open my gift but my bigger gift was already waiting outside the dorm. He arrived sooner than I expected.
Neither of us were too vocal about any of the emotions, but he lifted me with joy as I threw my hands around his neck at our reunion. I really missed his hugs, it just felt so warm as we whispered to each other how much we missed the others presence.
I decided to bunk the rest of my classes for the day because duh Sicheng just came back and I did not feel like waiting six hours to hang out with him. We both roamed on the streets, eating at our favorite diner.
To end the day we visited a lake to stargaze. That moment felt so whole reuniting with Sicheng even though we were apart for one year, it felt like ages.
I felt it was a nice moment to tell him how much I like him. Not like a friend but something more. But before I could speak up he started talking about something which completely devastated me.
He fell for a girl while on his exchange program in China and is now crazy in love with her. He said he felt that warm fuzzy feeling when he was with her. I controlled myself as I heard him say the exact same feeling for someone else like I had for him.
I was internally crying, not able to compose myself at the news. But I acted excited for him, just so that he would never find out that his so called bestie had an undying crush on him.
He said I should help him to ask her to be his girlfriend, says I give him the confidence to do anything. I never thought a heartbreak would hurt this bad.
Today is new years eve.
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The whole world was waiting for the clock to strike twelve but not Gia. For her this would be so much worse that a nightmare.
She could hear the door bell ring on her dorm apartment and Gia knew it was none other than Sicheng.
Gia was feeling weak, she did not want to open that door today, she just wanted make an excuse and stay in but she had already promised.
Next month would be graduation and everyone would be moving to their respective work loactions. Gia and Sicheng made a pact to try applying for companies in the same city, but Gia wanted to break it and stay as far as possible.
The knocks became louder, and Sicheng was calling out from the other side to check if Gia was alright. She wiped a tear and took a deep breathe before opening her dorm room to Sicheng.
'What took you so long Gia? I was scared something was wrong.' Sicheng asked concerned as soon as the door opened. 'Uh no what could be wrong, I was just fixing my eyeliner.' Gia lied. Yes she was fixing her eyeliner which her tears ruined.
'Will it take longer? We need to leave in like fifteen minutes.' Sicheng said as he glanced at his wrist settling down on the bean bag. 'I am done. I feel awkward to be third wheeling Sicheng. I don't think I should be there. It's your moment.' Gia said as she offered him a glass of water.
'No ma'am I need you. Don't you understand me better than anyone else.' Sicheng baited his puppy eyes and Gia gave in. And here they were downstairs, Sicheng trying to hail a taxi to their destination and Gia regretting her decision of accompanying him.
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Gia and Sicheng arrive at an empty rooftop decorated with small lights and minimal flowers. 'What do you think? Do you like them?' Sicheng asked as he bit his lip nervously. 'It's fantastic.' Gia shot him a thumbs-up touching the decorative flowers.
She just turned around to look if there were people around but no there were none, not even that girl who Sicheng had wanted to confess his feelings for.
'She must be running late, you should go check on her. I can wait here.' Gia advised as she fixed the floral arrangement a bit. ' No she is here.' Sicheng whispered in her ear.
Gia stood surprised as she could feel Sicheng's lips curl into a smile as he wrapped his arms around her torso and rested his face on the nook of her neck.
'I like you Gia, I can't bear being without you. That one year was too much and sorry it took me so long to realize how much your presence means to me.' Sicheng confessed.
The following seconds were unbelievable for Gia. She just could not utter anything she hid her blushing face in her tiny hands as Sicheng turned her around breaking the back hug. Gia never imagined Sicheng to be this expressive, not that she was complaining but this side of him was so new to her and it just made her more giddy.
'I know you like me too but I want to hear you say it.' Sicheng smiled as he slowly held Gia's hand and lifted up her chin so their eyes met. 'Who told you I like you?' Gia replied gaining back her composure. The last minute was too much for her but she wanted to really pull his leg.
'What the hell, Jaehyun told me you did. If that was lie, I don't know what I am gonna do.' Sicheng visibly panicked at Gia's stoic expression and she let out a laugh at his condition.
'So the girl you fell madly in love with is me?' Gia questioned doubtfully and Sicheng gave a shy nod. 'Do you even know how sad I was due to your drama.' Gia said narrowing her eyes, she had decided to get fair with him.
'What can I do when you were jealous of yourself. I just wanted to wait until I could give you the best version of me. Just say it Gia, I want to hear it. You know it took me a lot of courage right?' Sicheng pouted as Gia wasn't giving into his charms any longer.
'Fine I will do something which needs more courage and you definitely won't be able to do it.' Gia smirked. 'And what is that?' Sicheng raised his brow.
'This...' Gia whispered as she pulled him closer, placing a kiss on his lips and of course our boy Sicheng appreciated how his now girlfriend was the bolder of the two.
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Dear Diary,
If I want to live a moment again, it would be tonight's. I would wish to re-live it a thousand times.
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happy birthday sweetie, lot of virtual hugs and kisses.
may this year bring you tons of luck and love ˚ ༘♡
hope you enjoyed this little gift from me.