I was glad to be back in Korea and spent the afternoon cleaning the apartment and cooking dinner, waiting for Jinyoung to come over to my apartment.
N-Young
I'm on my way back.
Do you need anything else?
No. Just you.
I can drop by the mart to get some drinks?
Beer?
Alright.
I always get drunk on you though.
Okay. I'll get some beer.
I laughed at how mean Jinyoung was being, ignoring all my additional comments and texts all the time.
I left my phone on the counter and continued cooking. The smell of kimchi filled the kitchen as the stew started bubbling, mixing in with the bulgogi I already dished out.
I turned the heat down low for the stew, cleaning up what I could while waiting for Jinyoung to reach.
My heart leaped when I heard the doorbell ring, my body rushing to yank the door open when I calmed myself and opened the door slowly.
"Jinyoung" I smiled, stepping aside to let him in.
"Hey Jackson" he greeted back, letting me hold his free hand. The bulging bag in his other hand caught my eye, the bottles of beer sticking out the top.
"It's too much" I shook my head and took the bag from him, loading the bottles and cans into my empty fridge anyway.
He shrugged and bent down to help, his body leaning against mine that I had to take a step back. I ended up leaving him to it and scooping out the food, not knowing how to be so near him without grabbing him closer yet when I missed him so damn much over the week.
We sat on the living room floor to have some beer after dinner, the tv murmuring in the background while we chatted and caught up. We almost finished the beer surprisingly, the last 2 remaining bottles unopened and sitting on my coffee table.
I was really getting drunk on beer and him, his proximity making it hard for me to keep my hands away. His hair was longer, his fringe covering his eyes that I kept brushing it to the back and side, wanting to see more of his face.
I opened both bottles and handed one to him, clinking my bottle against his and taking a swig. The two of us silently stared at one another and drank our beers, the sips we took seemingly like a competition rather than anything as we downed our beers. I realised Jinyoung's cheeks were red from the alcohol and reached up to brush them lightly, unable to sit this far from him anymore.
Jinyoung leaned back against the sofa as I crawled towards him, my eyes fixed on his face. I watched as his lips parted slightly, his pupils dilating as he stared at me in a daze. I lifted him up onto the sofa, his eyes fluttering shut as I hovered over him.
I pressed my lips against his lips urgently, needing and missing the taste of him.
I groaned as he tugged on my hair, his arms circling around my neck to pull me closer. I balanced against the back of the sofa using my forearms, not wanting him to feel my situation and weight.
I pulled back when he tried to pull me closer, lifting my head to see his half lidded eyes and flushed face. His expression drove me wild and I couldn't help but groaned from the back of my throat, straightening myself to stand upright instead.
"Fuck" I muttered, running my hand through my hair. We're too drunk... for anything.
Jinyoung reached for my belt loops and tugged me towards him, his fingers clumsily trying to unbutton my trousers. I lifted him into my arms to stop him, resting my forehead against his shoulder for some support.
Jinyoung curled his arms and legs around me, his hand tugging the hair on the nape of my neck to tilt my head up to face him.
"I want you" he whispered, his lust filled eyes staring into mine.
"Fuck" I cursed, squeezing on his thick thighs.
"Yes. Fuck"
"Nyoung... " I groaned as he started placing kisses on my neck, my brain fried as I was not used to him speaking like that at all.
I carried him to my bedroom and released him onto my bed. I took a step back, trying my best to clear my mind as much as I could with my painful erection straining against my pants.
"We're drunk. I don't want you to regret this in the morning" I finally sighed, leaning against the wall facing my bed.
Jinyoung sat on his knees in the middle of my king sized bed, the grey sheets wrinkling around him like a nest. I felt my saliva pool in my mouth as he sat there staring at me, his hands quickly tugging his shirt off to reveal his abs to me.
I swallowed convulsively, unable to tear my eyes away as he stripped down to his underwear, his eyes on mine the entire time, reading my expressions.
"Fuck" I muttered, tugging my shirt off and pushing him to lay flat on the bed.
I slipped my tongue into his open mouth, his sweet taste mixed with the bitterness of the beer making my head spin. My hips ground against him, the sweet sound of his moans filling the air as I sucked on his neck and shoulder, kissing my way up to his lips again.
I nibbled and sucked on his bottom lip, flipping him to lie on his left. My head spun and I got a moment of clarity as he faced away from me, I sucked in a shaky breath and slid my arm under his head, tugging him backwards into my chest with a sigh.
"Tomorrow. If you don't change your mind" I whispered, pressing a kiss to the nape of his neck.
"I'm hard" he grumbled slightly, rubbing his butt along my erection.
I grabbed his waist to still his hips, nipping his shoulder lightly to stop him from grinding against me.
He moaned in response and I squeezed my eyes shut, my tight grip on his waist probably bruising him soon. He tried to grind against me still, his arm reaching backwards to tuck me nearer to get some friction.
He tried a few times before giving up and grabbing my hand from his waist to shove it into the front of his underwear. I groaned as my palm brushed against his hot erection, my fingers aching to curl themselves around it.
Jinyoung wrapped his hand around mine, curling my hand around his member and started to stroke himself, his little moans filling the air.
His pumping sped up and I slowed, straining to stop him from continuing despite enjoying the show thoroughly. He let out a whine in protest when I managed to get my hand to stop moving altogether, his erection throbbing in my palm.
I tugged him closer to me, my left arm splaying across his chest to hold him tighter to me before grinding my erection against Jinyoung. I earned a gasp from him, his left hand reaching up to hold mine while his right flexed restlessly against mine.
"Kiss me" my voice came out raspier than it usually was, my control wearing so thin over how much I wanted him.
I felt Jinyoung tremble in my arms, his erection twitching in my palm as he tilted his head as much as he could, to face me.
I nibbled slightly on his lips, our kisses getting more urgent with each passing minute. His taste and lips drove me higher, everything about him imprinting themselves onto my mind.
My palm was wet with his precum, Jinyoung whimpering softly while trying to get me to continue stroking him, his hips grinding against mine to get some friction.
I release his erection and flipped him to face downwards to tug his underwear off when I hesitated, unsure if I should continue but one look at his bare round ass and I was gone.
He stuck his butt higher, arching his lower back and I placed a pillow under his stomach, giving him more support. I planted my body between his legs and dove down, licking him open. His gasping moans were music to my ears, driving me to dive deeper into his luscious ass.
His legs tightened around mine, his toes curling against me when I stopped, sitting up to see his hands tangling themselves into the pillow at his head.
He grumbled slightly, lifting his head to stare at me with his half lidded eyes full of lust. I stripped my pants and underwear off too then, watching his eyes as they flickered down to my erection, his eyes widening and his fingers twitching slightly.
"I want to taste you" he whispered, staring intently at my erection still.
"Today is just from me to you" I replied, bending my body over his and kissing him senseless.
He fidgeted when my erection brushed against him, tilting his ass higher towards me. I kissed him slowly and deliberately, taking my time as I slowly dipped on finger into his warm hole.
Jinyoung gasped and stilled, his kisses stopping and his arms shaking with the effort to prop himself up. I stroked him hole leisurely, slipping another finger in as he widened. I worked my way to getting him comfortable to my size before slipping all my fingers out with a squelch.
"Nyoung"
I flipped him around to face me, his eyes wide as he gazed up at me. I kissed him, stroking my tongue against his, his arms clinging tight around my neck, his fingers tugging lightly on the hair at the back of my head.
"Look at me" I whispered, wanting to see his face as I entered him.
I lined myself up to his hole, pressing down on his crown lightly, letting just the tip enter. My arms strained from the effort to go slowly, my eyebrows furrowed as I stared down at him.
Jinyoung's eyes rolled backwards before trying to focus on me, his mouth opening into a large O. His forehead was lined with sweat, his red cheeks and lips making his face ridiculously good looking still.
I pushed slowly until he sucked me in whole, gripping my erection tightly from the base to tip. My arms trembled from trying to stop myself from pounding into him while Jinyoung twitched to get some friction.
I started slow, enjoying the feel of his walls surrounding me to snugly. Jinyoung moaning as he got used to my size, his eyes fluttering shut as he gripped onto my hair tighter.
I tilted slightly with each pump, trying to find his sweet spot and earning a loud moan from his when I did. Jinyoung flushed redder as I hit the same spot, his eyes snapping open to stare at mine, his arms gripping my biceps tightly.
I reached down to stroke him, my wrist flicking with each grind of my hip. It wasn't long before Jinyoung thrashed under me, needing the speed for release.
I started to really pound into him, stroking him in time and chasing after my own orgasm.
"Fuck Nyoung you're so damn sexy" I groaned, his muscles bunching together as he came hard over us, his grip on my cock tightening to a fist.
I jerked my hips one last time and pulled out, coming hard on his stomach, our come mixing all over him.
"Fuck" I mumbled, tugging on my fringe at the way he looked, thoroughly fucked and satisfied. My cock twitched despite coming, rearing to go again just like that.
I carried him to my bathroom as his eyes drooped, looking so exhausted and thoroughly fucked. I held him tight in my hands as I washed him up, his head lolling against my shoulder as I carried him back to my room.
I tucked him into my bed and crawled in beside him, tucking him nicely into my side and chest, enjoying how perfectly he fit in my arms.
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I woke up to a shy looking Jinyoung, his fingers tracing the muscles on my chest and arms quietly. My goosebumps rose and I hugged him close instead, kissed him hard like my life depended on it, our morning wood clashing against one another's.
"I... well I've... yesterday" he started, stumbling around his words.
"Yes Nyoung?" I prompted, steeling myself for a sentence of regret.
"I've never came that way before" he finally said, covering his face with his hand, his adorable red cheeks still showing from the sides.
"That way? With me in you and stroking you?" I asked, tugging his hands away from his face.
"Always after" he said softly, giving me a slight nod and peeking up at my face. I knew then I was a goner, I'll give him this for life if he wants.
I bent over and kissed us both senseless, starting our second round now that we were more sober.
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"I'll drive instead? I want to bring you to my workplace" Jinyoung smiled. I handed him my keys and opened the drivers' door for him before sliding into the passenger seat.
Jinyoung adjusted the mirror and seat, looking slightly nervous about something as he kept moving back and forth.
"You don't have to bring me if you don't want to"
It sounded petty but I meant it, not wanting him to feel so awkward. I should tell him too...
"No no. I want to. It's just... let me explain when we get there" he quickly replied, shifting the gears and pulling out.
He was silent as he drove, his eyes focused on the road as he drove smoothly.
"There's something I got to tell you" he started softly, glancing at me before averting his eyes to the road again.
"I'm in a kpop band..? I act as well. At times. Erm... so. This is the company I work for and at" he told me meekly, turning into the JYP building. Shit.
He pulled into the car park and I grabbed him back from exiting the car.
"There's something you need to know too... I'm erm. I would be working with JYP. My company as in" I tried blurting out as quickly as I could.
"The company you're in?" he asked, his eyes widening.
"My company. I'm the CEO... I just. Didn't know how to tell you. I'm sorry" I frowned, scanning his eyes for a reaction.
He looked back at me wordlessly, nodding and giving my forearm a squeeze before exiting the car.
"Nyoung, I'm sorry" I tried again, exiting the car quickly and chasing after him.
"If I didn't tell you would you have told me?" he asked quietly, looking like he was going to breakdown any second.
"Yes. I wanted to bring you to my office to show you around if I weren't so afraid of losing you by intimidating you" I told him in a rush, holding onto his shoulders.
Jinyoung stared at me, seeing the truth in my eyes and gave me a slight nod, leading the way to the elevators.
The ride up was short and silent, the reception staff quickly standing and bowing when she spotted me. I took a deep breath and switched to my work demeanour, automatically moving to shield Jinyoung from anything.
A couple of staff bowed at us as we walked through the lobby, our strides in sync as we moved towards the other set of elevators.
Jinyoung peeked at me as we waited for the other elevator to head up, his eyes quickly flickering downwards when I turned my gaze at him.
I softened in that moment, nudging him lightly with me shoulder and getting a smile from him. My mask slipped back into place when the elevator opened to reveal the other Jinyoung.
"Ah. Jackson-nim, we weren't expecting you. Have you changed your mind on seeing the sets?" he asked quickly, not sparing a glance at my Jinyoung.
"Yes actually. I would like to see them and have him bring me around" I replied, holding Jinyoung nearer by his elbow.
The other Jinyoung glanced down at my hand with a frown, opening and closing his mouth a few times before saying okay.
I tugged Jinyoung into the elevator and jabbed a random button, giving the other Jinyoung a nod as we ascended to the other floors.
I stuffed my hands into my pockets to prevent myself from touching him, knowing that there were always cameras in the elevator.
"I hope I don't get fired" Jinyoung mumbled, pressing the correct floor as he stood next to me.
"I would hire you in a heartbeat" I replied, turning to face him.
Jinyoung turned to me in shock, his wide eyes staring into mine despite the mask I left on. He dropped his eyes after a beat, stuffing his hands into his pockets as well.
I saw that we were reaching the level and leaned as close as I could to his ear before whispering "as a sex slave".
I stepped out of the elevator and turned to face him, the look I got in response was worth everything, my front dropping altogether as he rushed out of the elevator to smack my chest.
A/N: this is late. I know it is. I'm hoping the long chapter helped at least? I love you all. Thank you for always supporting my ramblings.