When Did This All Start?- Tsukikage/Kagetsuki

Worth it?

POV- Kageyama
Why out of everyone was he here! I don't want his sympathy! I don't want him to date me because he feels bad.... I just wanted to be enough....

"What are you d-doing here?" I ask trying not to cry in front of Tsukishima.

"Hey King.... I-I....." Tsukishima started speaking but was struggling to continue. I look up and see that he's looking downwards like I was before. Suddenly I see tears dropping onto the floor. Tsukishima was... crying?

"W-why are you... um crying?" I ask although it was probably to much on a front on approach. Tsukishima just looked at me and hugged me.

I was happy to feel his warmth radiating onto my skin again, I haven't felt it in a while, but this sadly also reminds me off my strong feelings for Tsukishima and I start blushing but hug back.

I rub small circles around his back as I feel tears drop onto my shoulder.

"I shouldn't be the o-one crying. Kageyama.... I-I when you saw yams and I... we really weren't dating or doing anything anyone closer than best friends would! I swear Kageyama please beleive me! I can even call yams if you want." Tsukishima whispered.

I was shocked... I messed up.... it was all really a misunderstanding! But then again that doesn't help me.... Tsukishima still doesn't like me.....

"Why did you need a hug? I know you're not a very affectionate person..." I asked.

"I told yams about what happened between us.... after we stopped being fuck buddies I realised that I caught feelings for you... I-I know your probably thinking 'why didn't you tell me'. Even though I knew you loved me I-I was scared of being neglected again..." Tsukishima softly said.

Tears were falling from both of our eyes. Tsukishima.... loved me too?

I really love him! I do.... but how can I trust him when he already broke me once....

Is it...

.....Really....

......Worth it?