Suicidal thoughts eat you away gradually. Not abruptly.
Before you conclude that you're too far gone, you might as well give this book a try.
A small leak will sink a great ship. So does one suicidal thought that you choose to comply with. Like a downward spiral, it kills you slowly on the inside with each passing day.
To get your bodily disease treated, you need medication. Likewise, to overcome depression and suicidal thoughts, you need constant help. Get the assistance of a psychiatrist or mentor. But if you can't afford one, remember God's always there for you.
