Heavy

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Heavy

Deep

Dark with a glistening shadow

Profound

When I sigh the air feels so deep

When I inhale to take in my world

To calm my mind

To appease my soul

To Breathe

I'm left

EMPTY


Alone

Not a new word

Not a new feeling

Not a new desire

But a new experience

A new view and weight

This time I feel no warmth from my solitude


Sanctuary

It was bold

It was solid

Breaking

Dissolving is more like

The walls are bleeding to the floor

The foundation won't shake

There's no wind

There's no stone

Just alone


Again Heavy

So profound

My chest rises with unsatisfied release

Why won't it fill?

Maybe if I hold it

Sinking is what it is

Caving in with every disruption

Releasing is what I want

To cast it out with heavy stones

To break is shackles and let it run wild

Run away from it's capture

Become lost in it's own right


I throw your leash

I spit at your feet

I turn my back

Close my eyes

Cover my ears

I ignore you!

Leave me

There is no love in where you reside!

Leave!

Be cast away with your sorrow

Leave


Its heavy

It's Profound

It's EMPTY

Depression

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