Conflict (Y/N Rogers {Female reader})

Chapter 13

Y/N POV

I got a text from Peter. I pulled out my phone.   (Y/N - normal      Peter - Italics) 

Spider boy

Where the h*ll are you?

you said you would be home in a week

sry dude

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I really wanted to tell Peter what was going on but I knew if we wanted the truth I would have to hide it from him

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we r just catching up with old friends

kk   

__________Peter POV_______

I really wanted to tell her about what I was about to do but she had to stay in the dark. I knew she loved her dad, and I might be fighting him tomorrow

___________Y/N POV__________(sry if this is rly confusing)

do u know when u will be back

umm probably a week or two

________Peter POV_________

I hated lying to her. But I was sorta glad she wouldn't be back so she could never find out about the airport

_________Y/N POV__________

k i gtg 

ill miss you❤️ 

Ill miss you too❤️

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( im extremely sry if that was hard to follow)

Y/N POV

I put down my phone and frowned. I am a spy. I am a professional lair. Yet it hurt me so much to lie to Peter. I put down my phone and put my head in my hands. It was hard enough not to tell him what I am. I'm a monster, I killed people for years, I'm not even 15. I lie to him everyday and it kills me.

Bucky:"Dude" Buck said putting his left hand on my shoulder. "what's wrong" I looked up from my hands.  

Y/N:"Nothing" I lied..again.

Bucky:"You're a terrible liar, you know?" he chuckled. "You know you can tell you me"

Y/N:"Fine. I have to lie to my best friend about who I am everyday and it's killing me" Bucky looked down. "I know, I know, I'm a spy, It's my job to lie. But it's different with Peter..."

Bucky:"Just tell him your Steves daughter. I'm sure he won't be mad"

Y/N:"No. He knows i'm his daughter...he doesn't know who I am...he doesn't know i'm a murderer, an assassin...a monster"

Bucky:"You are not a monster Y/N" He looked up at me. "Tell him. If he really cares about YOU, he'll still be your friend"