i've decided to sort this by weeks so ye, i'll update whenever i have progress
🖤12/6
today at lunch i got some cheetos. tried eating said cheetos but they were disgusting. my friend tried one out of curiosity and she said it tasted fine. also i smell random people or things out of no where. i swear it smelled like peppermint mocha for a minute in the library, no idea where that was coming from lol (no one else smelled it). my appetite is now gone again, i can now live off of cookies and pizza rolls. tis not healthy. my left eye started itching today, no ring yet tho. i've been feeling really low on energy. i used to not be able to fall asleep by 1 am but now i'm feeling exhausted by 10 pm. i've been getting very dehydrated and i've taken a liking for coffee. my lower back hurts still. so yeah. mini rant, i hate how long the chimera ant arc is in hxh. like it's 61 fucking episodes. i'm on 18. like bruh. anyways, have a random panel from a comic im making
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🖤12/7
today i had orange chicken for lunch. it was disgusting so i only ate a few. my lower back has been hurting very badly, and i don't feel well when i eat. i have a headache. i'm very tired so yea imma go to sleep now~
🖤12/8
hello~ i'm updating this a day late since i was busy studying for exams yesterday. just gonna clear something up- whenever i eat it makes me feel sick, like low on energy and slow, the thing that makes me feel nauseous is the taste of the food. some kinds of food, like fried food and things like microwaveable stuff make me gag the second i pu it in my mouth (it's literally so disgusting) but things that are sweet, or fruits or meat are decent. they taste a bit weird but i can eat them. i'm at that weird stage where i'm hungry, but i can't eat some foods and everything tastes weird. anyways, my lower back where my kagune will be is red, and my eyes are both irritated now. now onto me ranting about how life sucks haha- i was attacked by spiders in my sleep so i'm assuming there's a web near my bed. am not happy. also idk if i'll be able to update this every day cuz i'm busy studying for exams. oh yeah and the appetite being gone is part of the results-
🖤12/12
Hello! so i haven't been able to listen to the subs the past few days cuz my phone was dead on 12/10 and i was too worried about spiders in my room to remember to turn the sub on on 12/11 so not much change in progress. ANYways- something cool happened today!! not ghoul related but still mythical related ig? so i was at my friends house celebrating hanukkah and we were playing dreidel. we got like really competitive- and it was taking forever to end so i decided to try something out. i would hover my hand over the dreidel and i guess kinda will for it to be gimmel??? (if you don't know, that's the best thing it can land on) and i felt kind of a warm tingly sensation between the dreidel and my hand (my hand was a foot away) and sometimes my fingers would unintentionally twitch?? and it kinda felt like there were strings connecting my hand and the dreidel. every time i did that it landed on gimmel. every. time. and that's how i got all the chocolates! yeah ik that's technically cheating but- anyways, idk if this manifestation or energy manipulation or fuck it maybe it's nEn lmao (pls help) anyways have a good day don't die i am going to try some more stuff out with this weird ability some time, byee!!
