𝚄𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚆𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚛

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I'm not staying in the light; Sorry,
I'm far away from all love and
Desiring love to me.

I'm seeing myself under water.

My legs are freezing gradually;
Hear me please,
I'm calling your name
And praying
Hope you'll get me back
On my land safely again.

But you don't know me,
Maybe I'm not that worthy,
To you.
Yes, you'll never save me.

I'm not blaming you or anyone; Sorry,
We know we can't fight with
Our heart; what it wants,
I'm seeing myself under water.

I know my expectations are false and bitter
Honestly saying,
I'm working harder and harder
To get me out of this hateful situation.

Oh my! still can't help me,
My God please tell me
if I'm that worthy
To you.
So I'll find my hope.

Don't think I'm the same.
I'm not in love with your money,
Drugs can't either make me happy.

All I want is definitely,
Only you.

But being with you
Is miles away from truth.
Don't worry,I know I don't deserve it.
May you grant my one wish?
I promise it's my very first and last
Because I'm on my way to death.

No,I don't like death.
I want my life to alive again,
Leaving behind all this pain.

Look,
My arms are shaking,
My legs are too weak to stand,
Under water feels cold
And darkness makes you out of life.
My lips are not frozen yet,
Wait,my eyes are geting heavy.

But I'm still waiting,
Under Water.







[256 words]

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