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Chill days

Shay

I got to my dorm and walked in and it was zaxbys on the table I grabbed it and walked in my room and seen the light was green I ft her

Roomie (Lola 🙃)
Lola
Yes
what boyfriend
She showed the camera to Isaac
I can say that I called it
fuck off Martha
Well Joann and billy enjoy y'all's night
Who's billy
That's my new nickname
What was the first one
Okra
You hell
You shut up and have fun cause it's Friday
Speaking of Friday's there should be somebody swinging by
Okkk
Well have fun
She hung up
Drugs this is what drugs does to ppl don't do drugs kids
Then a hard knock at the door
I opened it and it was rife
"Why do ppl keep trying to make us date" I mumbled
"I just wanna be friends"
"We are just not close friends"
"Can we be close friends"

"No"
"Why not"
"It would be awkward"
"It's only awkward if you make it" he said
"Well I'll make it awkward"
"Ok let's start off simple"
"Naw I'm good"
"Come on"
We walked into my room
And he jumped on my bed
"Omggg"
"Ok so we're going to watch the best 90's movie"
"Sharife I'm not about to argue withchu"

"We all know Denise the menace is the best movie"
"No it's little rascals and Denise the menace is an of brand little rascals and it's just one person at that"
"Bruh little rascals is ass"
"Big cap"

"Whatever I'm not watching denis the menace" I grabbed the remote and turned on little rascals I laid and the bottom of the bed laughing

After the movie
Rife was about to leave
"Alr bud" I fist bumped him
"Wow I'm bud"
"Yea bud" I said punching his arm lightly
He dramatically fell
"So dramatic" I rolled my eyes
"Whatever....... but I had fun tho"
"All we did was watch a movie"
"Yea but your presence made it better"
"Ok ig so"
"Alr bye"
"Bye"
I laid in my bed and heard Lola come through the door
"I hate you"
"You love me"
"Is that why you brought me food"
"yea" I flicked her off
"I truthfully wish we didn't watch that movie"
"Why"
"Cause it reminds me of the happy times and then it's awkward"
"Yea you miss him"
"No I don't actually "
"It's ok for seeing him to bring back good memories and or and ones it means you still have love for him somewhere even if it's teeny weeny  it's still ther"
LBut why after all the hurt and pain and bullshit why won't they just go away"
"So that's why you don't wanna be near him don't wanna talk to him don't wann have the simple human interaction with him it's because you know you still have feelings for him but you don't wanna have them"
"Ding ding ding we have a winner"
"Gurl for as long as I knew Isaac then when I met rife he was quiet but soon he showed he was genuine seemed liked good people so what's the problem"
"Toxicity"
"Y'all were toxic"
"Yes would break up over the dumbest people,things,both of us being petty then it was moments when I felt it was us against the world"
"That's a relationship sometimes it's good sometimes it's bad"
"Well ion want a relationship"
"You do you just don't want a another heart break"
"It's the same thing"
"It's not tho"
"What's the difference between the two"
"One is the fear of all of the love, arguments, commitment and other things while the other is a fear of what happens if things go wrong if it doesn't last but that ok to have a fear of heartbreak with Isaac was the same but just develop a trust with him and go on from their or at the least treat him like a friend you see he's trying"
"Ok I'll try to be his friend"
"Thank god"
"Why"
"You had that boy buggin me all times of the day gurl ion know what gorilla grip wap gawk gawk 3000 you got going on but you got him hooked"

"I mean"
"No stop don't need the images of his Lil man in you fat ma"
"Not little but whatever helps you sleep at night"
"Bitch that's nasty"
"Whatever Isaac"
"Mmmmhummmm rife"
"Suck it Joann"
"Fuck you to Martha"
"Gurl it's dead ass sum wrong with you"
"Naw that's you"