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"Not to be rude but why can't you take your on medicine" I said opening the bag
"Because I can't physically put the medicine in my mouth it's just hard to explain" he said as I helped him take his medicine

I got a scarf and wrapped it around his head to cover his eyes.

"Girll what is you doing" he said
"Just follow me"I said holding his hand walking to the living room

"Amore give me the keys" I said whispering to her as she gave them to me

"Ight now let's go outside"  "hell nawl it's cold out here" he said "boy hush" I hugged him to make him warmer

"Take it off now" I said as he took it off and gave him the keys

He took the scarf off his eyes and picked me up to hugged him

"You got a nigga bout to cry out here" he said in my ear for only me to hear

We just sat there and hugged while Kash and Amore recorded. "We bout to go somewhere go get dress" Hell said

Amore

After I got done getting ready I sat down in front of my vanity mirror and did my eyebrows and lips

After sitting there I felt cramps in my stomach but I wasn't on my period.

Maybe it's because I haven't eaten yet I thought to myself . So I went to the bathroom

I pulled down my jumpsuit and my panties and blood was everywhere I used the toilet and heard a plop sound drop in the water . I couldn't believe it. I had a miscarriage.

"JAVARION COME HERE"

"Girl what's wrong with you" I heard him say before he walked in

"Why it's so much blood" he said
Javarion

I didn't know but that one morning I did throw up and I haven't been having my period

"Wait so you pregnant" he said confused

"No I was , Javarion I had a miscarriage" I said crying realizing this was real

He sat there in silence then got up and ran some water in the tub. I looked him in his eyes and I could tell he was so hurt.

I got up even though my it felt like somebody was punching me in my area and got in the tub

"What's going on in here" Amore said barging in "Amore come here" I said trying not to cry

"I was pregnant and-" "I can tell what happened by all the blood you don't have to say it" she said

She got a cup and got the unborn baby out the toilet and left out the bathroom

(Ik that's nasty but if I had a miscarriage I would want to bury him or her)

"Heaven I can't stay here . I need to go back home to clear my mind. I can't just sit here knowing that I could've had a child. If anything happens just know I love you" he said giving me a kiss

"Wait why you talking like this goin be the last time we talk Javarion" I asked him

"I don't know Heaven , this is just too much fa my brain to process right now. I just need for you to say you love me back" he said holding my hand

"I love you Javarion , please don't do anything stupid. And please come back , promise me you'll be back"

"I promise I'll be back London" he before walking out

I sat there and cried because if anything both of us needed to get through this as a family and be there for each other.

I got out the tub and wrapped my body in a towel , locked the door and layed in the bed. I'm honestly ready to go home but we got one more day scheduled in this Airbnb.

I watched tv and decided to take a nap
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6 hours later

I woke up and went downstairs. Something was just telling me something bad happened. So me being me I turned on the news

Officials have reported Javarion Hell Blade has been gunned down and pronounced DEAD by policemen during a highspeed chase. The news lady said

"Omg" I heard Amore say with her hand over her mouth

"He promised me he would come back Amore" I said falling to the ground crying

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