I neva wan't to get used to this feelin'
The closer you are deeper the cuts, longer the healin'
Hide in my condition hard to express how I'm feelin'
Visage, the facade no makeup but I conceal my true image
Wounds from the past sorta contours the new vision
Distortion on ones appearance afraid they'll see the incision
God looks at my heart at times its hard to make a decision
I confess
secrets of sin create this heavy weight on my chest
So I smile a lot tellin' everybody that I'm blessed
Even though I can't explain to you the weight upon my chest
Tell me who do I turn to
When everyone who comes around is fake as they come through
You want me to trust you
I know I've done a lot of things some things I can't undo
It's true
They say ask for forgiveness
Still I don't feel im forgiven
@mdesiigns
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Inspired to Inspire
SpiritualA compilation of notes that I have written a few years ago, expressing the thoughts on my mind and what I've been through. I hope it inspires others to keep pushing forward and chase their dreams.