sometimes you wake up with the felling that its gonna be a bad day but sometimes you wake up and everything seams so light like you could just give in and everything will be perfect starting now, this is how she felt this morning the warm skin of the body next to hers made her floaty she just wanted to give in and stay there all day, this warmth she could just breathe into it and everything seam to make sense she didn't want to move , she hasn't felt like that in years she always wanted it to get back to her and now that was happening she truly could say she was happy again, she missed it every single day for years but now that's all back to her she was planning on doing everything she could to keep that warmth and that love alive and close to her for another unlimited time , she felt him stir in her bed and the memories all came back rushing through her mind jack had come to talk to her they kissed for a long time until they finally sat and talked about the situation they talked for hours until they were too tired to keep up with it there was no yelling no cursing just a soft conversation about them since he left and since she made herself a totally different life and they talked about Elijah their son. " morning ands" "morning jack" " wait I slept here" "you did" " is it okay? " "yeah but like I said last night Elijah is here youre gonna have to stay here until I get him to school" "its okay ands I respect your choice ill wait here" "thank you ill go wake him up soon" "so that means we have time" "time for what" "this" jack said just before kissing her which lead to a really intense make out session, he took of her shirt and his followed hers to the floor seconds after Andy was about to take off his boxers when he stopped her "you sure you want this Andy" "I'm a hundred percent sure" "I just dont want you to regret it" "I wont I promise" she got them off of him , and he took hers off. everything lead to them having sex, jack shutting Andy's mouth with his hands so Elijah doesn't wake up to his mother screaming jack's name, after some times they both layed down next to each other breathless " fuck that was good" he said to her "yeah it really was, I have to wake up Elijah, stay here ill text you when we leave you can take a shower" "yeah, you'll have to take one too " " I will at the station ill see you there" "yeah" she kissed him one more time before leaving her bedroom telling him to shush it , she got Elijah ready for school and then drove him there she sent a quick text to jack saying he could get out and get ready to go to work, she knew it would be awkward at work not because of jack but because of robert , she kissed him and he kissed her back but then he asked her to stop leaving she knew he had a girlfriend but he just never stopped her at first she saw he was hesitating of going into his bed since she was cold and not she regretted it everyone would feel the tension between those two and even more since they were becoming friends but this was done and she knew it there was no way they would become friends again not after how bad she screwed up. she got to the station to find everyone there siting at the beanery table except jack who she saw putting his things in his locker they quickly glances at each other and smiled rapidly wiping it away as she approached the team seing Sullivan stare at her his eyes were saying something that she couldn't read from him she saw it once that look but she couldn't remember when. "morning ands" Travis said "morning" Andy got her breakfast in a plate and sat at her place but going back to get coffee "Herrera has sex swagger!" Vic yelled " ahhhhhh" dean yelled after " no.. no definitely not no sex swagger" " we've known you for years Herrera dont deny it" "I swear I dont have sex swagger" " the people who has sex swagger always denies it" Vic said "I second that "dean added to Vic's comment " I hate you both" "why are we hating them both" jack said siting next to Andy "no reason jack" maya said rather rudely "sorry I was just trying to .." "yes we know" maya said again " you know what never mind this seamed like a bad idea I thought maybe coming back here would reunite this family but you all hate me so I'm just gonna go ill eat later" he said getting up frustrated at the entire team " jack come on" "jack" Andy said she was just waiting for him to turn around "what's the problem with you?" "hes your ex husband he treated you like shit and we hate him for it" "of all ive learned since I was here every member that comes here is like family so why dont you try a bit if I can do it you can to now will you excuse me I'll go check on him " Andy got up and ran after him, they were still in Sullivan's eyes sight but no one else he saw her stop him form leaving him turning around so mad that he almost pushed her with his arm but then he saw him calm down and he saw her extend her hands for him to take them and they left for her office. The madness came into him he was mad and he was jealous that's when he understood that he liked her he liked her since their very first glances since the very first sentence she said to him and he never stopped liking her even when he left the night before after she kissed him, he kissed her back but he couldn't do this not while he was in a relation ship and now she was long gone, Andy had calmed jack down in her office an let him leave after, she gets why the team all reacted like that and to be honest she would've reacted the same way if that had happened two days ago but now it was different she would get her family back together hours had passed and it was around time to eat Andy looked up to her office to see Sullivan and Lucy kissing he brought her in his office for lunch she supposed , she went to the barn hoping to find maya and she was there " hey maya" "hey" she said rather annoyed "what's wrong with you did I do something" " nothing ands not everything is about you" "maya talk to me what up" "you slept with jack" she whispered yelled "so what" "Andy that made your life like hell, he broke your heart in any way he can and now youre ready to just forget about all that" "he changed maya he really did and I want him in our sons life and in mine" "Andy" "you know what I'm done talking about this" and she left maya stand there shocked by her bestfriend reaction Andy bumped into Lucy in her way back to her office "I'm sorry" "its okay, hey can we talk for a bit?" "sure come into my office" " is there anything you wanted to talk about" "hum yeah, did something happened between you and robert" " nothing happened why are you asking" "well yesterday he came home just after our date telling me he screwed up big time then was ranting about you I just assumed" "I promise nothing happened between us, we just had a fight and it ended up badly but it will be okay" "okay great thank you so much for being honest" "of course" "have a nice day" "you too Lucy" and she saw her leave she tried her best not to make it apparent that something had happened between the two of them. robert had seem them both in her office and he was scared but even if they both messed up he trusted her to give any of his or their secret away from the team or their loved one not to hurt anyone. shift had finally ended and they could all go back home, Andy had a chance to speak with Elijah today and he agreed to see his father so nothing jack would meet him and Elijah would meet jack she was kinda nervous but she knew it would be okay she had made story for him so he doesn't know he abandon them. She had to get ready but her favorite clothes were at Ripley's because she wore them the last time she went there so she drove there the nervousness being escalading every time shed get closer she would face robert and have small talk with him which she didn't want she knocked at his door instead of taking her keys robert opened the door "oh hey" "hi" "what are you doing here" "just grabbing some things can I come in" "hum yeah" "hey Luke! did you see my black dress?" "Andy" he said getting into the kitchen "you look hot" she said to him "thank you my wife and I thought it be nice to get out today" "you finally listen to me" "yes I did you give good advice ands" "aww I'm flattered" "so the black dress" "yes do you have it" "yes I do you leave all your clothes here Andy" "not true" "Andy sometimes I have your underwear" " not true.. fine its true , but I need the dress now" "second drawer upstairs at your left" "thank youu" "of course" "I have to go ands ill see you soon" "yes tomorrow youre babysitting Elijah I need my drinking time" "ill see you tomorrow have a nice night" "you too" Andy got upstairs and changed there letting her other clothes on Lucas bed like she always does and got back downstairs " wow.. you look.. gorgeous" robert said " thank you, but I'm sure youre girlfriend would hate you for saying that" "Andy please" "no, I dont want to hear it" " just listen" "you've got 2 minutes" "look Andy I made a mistake by leaving we should've talked about it and made peace with it I'm sorry I left like that an dim sorry for what I told Lucy and you had to lie to her I am so so so sorry" " robert you love her that's not gonna change anything do please just let me alone, my family is getting back together and it cant happen if youre in the middle of it" "okay so you didn't feel anything when you kissed me" "I did robert and you did too but you choose her and now I choose him I'm sorry" " Andy please" " two minutes is done , I have to go be good" " Andy please stay" "I cant bye" " Andy.." " robert please you made a decision I made on lets just live like that, I have to lave be good" and she left before he could say her name again and before her heart skips a beat again.
