wtf is wrong with me? why do I cry when I'm embarrassed over things I shouldn't.. and why does that situation where it happend circles in my head days later. I feel so embarrassed. They probably thought that I wanted to make drama just to get attention, but I only was mad about myself for managing nothing. My crush was there and this is fr sooo fckn embarrassing. I understand how people don't like me. I would hate me if I where another person who knows me. disgusting.
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Poetry-thoughts of myself that keep me awake at night -things I need to tell but that I can't tell anyone