I care so so so much, but I'm afraid of show it off.
Sometimes I have to cry, because maybe they think I don't even try.
At nights where I am lonely I can think about you only.
Everyday I fall down on my knees because I just think about how much I hate being me.
I guess I should go to sleep now before I jump out of my window :D
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thoughts
Poetry-thoughts of myself that keep me awake at night -things I need to tell but that I can't tell anyone