why me? whats the Problem? other people habe it much worse than me! why do i think this way? why do i want to die? why do i think about Selfie harming all the time? why do i want to kms? whats the reason? i cant get out of my bed. i can't clean up my room. i cant shower. i cant do normal things. i just lay in bed and think about everything and after i slept i'll forget everything i made the day before. this is how my life goes by. i started lieing to my friends about not having time.i das i busy, but in truth i just can't convince myself to get out of my room. this is the worst. I don't wish anyone to feel the way I feel. I can't cry. I can't laugh. I'm just emotionless. a day feels like 5 min but a day also feels like a whole week. can't describe. there is nothing, literally nothing I really enjoy anymore. and all I've written down here is how i feel.. I feel like everyone thinks I'm overdramatic, but i just tell how I feel.
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Poetry-thoughts of myself that keep me awake at night -things I need to tell but that I can't tell anyone
