Kpop Imagines/ Oneshot story

C.L.O.W.N : The Act Of Making You Happy Even If I 'm Not

(a/n: this part is inspired by chapter 18 of purple rose written by Amnesical_Universe)

2 years ago...

"let's break up." he said.

They say, those three words feels like a knife slowly piercing unto your heart and a sword unto your soul.
You'll feel nothing except for a throb inside you.

"Does she make you happy?" I asked nonchalantly holding my emotions inside me.

"You'll find someone better than me.. Maybe not now but soon... For sure." He said with pauses in each part showing his uncertainty.

"Okay... If that's what makes you happy...." I replied and smiled bitterly at me.

Just then, his phone — which is placed at the table rang, revealing his new girlfriend's caller I.D.

"Hello love... Yes... I'm on my way..." He said then hung up.

"I'm sorry... I have to go.... I'm sorry..." he said once again before leaving me....

I follow him with my gaze until he reach his car and drove away....

"Remember... When someone left you... Don't cry over them... D-don't c-c.... Why?" I mumbled as my tears starts to trickle on my cheeks.

I can't hold it anymore. So I grab my bag pulled something from it at inilapag ito sa lamesa.

"pisting yawa ka Ki! Regalo mo punong-puno ng pic natin tas iiwanan mo ako?! Anu yon?!" I cursed.

I can see some people were staring at me but I don't mind them...

"Anlakas pa ng loob mong dalhin yung babaeng yun nung cheer dance competition..... Ano gusto mo palabasin?! That she is better than me kase fine arts student siya at ak—" na cut off yung pag momonologue ko ng mag-ring yung phone ko.

"Sir?"

'yatap nanaman ako netoh'

"AHLEERA! WHERE THE HELL IS YOUR PORTFOLIO OF THE FAMOUS CLASSICAL COMPOSERS" Bulilyaw ng music professor ko.

"sige po sir...papasa ko na po..." mahinahon kong sagot at saka ko iend.

Napabuntong hininga na lang ako at saka tumingin sa camera.

"Hay naku! Bwiset na araw toh!" sambit ko sabay tayo at dampot nung camerang nasa lamesa.

Pagkalabas ko sa cafe, agad kong ibinagsak sa semento at inapakan yung camera..

"Babye!" i said at saka pumunta sa pabalik sa school.

———

"uy! seryoso ka ba? Mag shishift ka ng course? Sira ka ba?!" my friend Lea– scoffed at me.