Jacob pov
I sigh, getting up to brush my teeth,knowing today is just like any other day.
After brushing my teeth,washing my body,I stood in front of the mirror,looking at my body.
I hate it.
I hate me.
I stood there thinking about what other people told me.
"Go KILL yourself"
"Your worthless"
"Your never going to amount to anything"
Even my own mother.
They were all right, I sigh snapping out of my thoughts and picked up a razor,that layed
On my dresser everyday,in the same spot. This is my routine everyday.
Picking it up, I held it up to my wrist, slashing.
Slash
I hate my self.
Slash
I should KILL myself.
Slash
I don't deserve to be on earth.
I closed my eyes as I felt blood run down my arms. I smiled a little. I open my eyes to find my mom looking at me.
Jm: so your cutting yourself now,what happened to burning yourself ? (Smirks) your worthless, hurry up and get out my face before I really make you bleed.(walks out)
I put my clothes on for school,grabbed everything I needed and left.
I didn't cry when my mom said that to me, I was used to it.
Since my dad died she changed a lot,she started beating me,choking me,and even tried to drown me, at first I cried,but now I just Don't care.....
