Because of you

My Tawan

"Why did you stop?"he asked.

"I'm sorry Toy. I-I really am,"I lowered my head not daring to meet up his eyes.

"Oy New I was just kidding OK? I don't need to know the reason as long as it's makes you happy,"he put his hands on my shoulder and I gave him a small small.

"Thanks."

"Stop it already. Now we should hurry cause we're already late. They must be waiting for us."

We walked for a while and finally found them.

It was a beach side restaurant. The sounds of waves were clearly heard from here.

"Hey guys sorry for being late,"Toy greet them.

"It's OK. Ah New finally you remember us huh?"Tay said as if nothing happened yesterday.

I raised my eyebrow. He was smiling awkwardly. I took my seat where Tay was on my left side and Toy was on right.

"Is he dead or what?" Toy pointed Joss who sleeping without caring the world.

"Well he didn't get enough sleep so..."Tay shrugged his shoulder.

Toy nudge him but he didn't respond. Now he took a glass of water and directly poured at him.

"SHIA!!!" Joss abruptly stood up while jerking off those drops of water.

"What the.....,"he stopped midway when he saw Toy.

He took some tissues and started whipping his face. Strange, he didn't say anything to Toy?

"Hey New. Finally you shown up huh,"Joss said

"Yeah,"I stretched my neck.

"Good to see you men,"he patted on my shoulder.

"But you doesn't seemed like good today. Who made you spend a sleepless night?"Toy asked Joss.

"How about it's you,"Joss folded his hand.

Me and Tay looked Joss surprisingly. Is he serious? Toy cleared his throat out of embarrassment because I could clearly see his ears turned into red.

"A-ah am I that handsome. Well all thanks goes to me then hehehe....,"Toy tried to act cool in front of him.

For some unknown reason,this situation turned into awkward one.

"Oii stop flirting with each other. Or I'll lose my appetite,"Tay tried to ease this awkwardness.

"Y-yeah lets order something,"I added.

The rest of the time went smoothly. Joss and Toy get back to themselves again. I was really grateful to them that they didn't bring that incident. I personally don't wanna talk about it. I won't lie but I really missed them a lot.

"The sun is about to set. Let go to the beach. It'll be really great to see from there,"Tay said while admiring the sun.

"What's the new about it. It's sun who is meant to be set,"Joss was started giving us his logical lecture.

Tay and Toy glared at him. I just laughed at him (Joss) looking his expression.

"Joss i think it's better if you  not talk about your logic."I advised him.

"Yeah you're right. Let's see the sunset,"Joss didn't wait for us as he started walking to the beach.

We all went there. The wind is so wild but still so peaceful. The little waves were touching our feet. Me and Tay were walking side by side where Toy was ahead of us and Joss is tailing behind. Tay was taking some pictures of his camera. Every time he's the one who started to talk first but this time I started.

"You like photography?"

"Alot. Wanna see?"

I nodded. He came close to me with his camera and I got stiff. My heart. Oh my heart stop beating like this. He gave me his camera and I was really shocked.

"Ahhhhh Tay delete these pictures. How could you took my picture instead of others?"

"Why can't I? You're not stranger that I have to get some permission. And look at these photos,you're looking really good,"Tay was insisting me to take a good looks in my own photos. And honestly,those came out so good. But how am I supposed to say that 'yeah I'm looking so good'.

"Still delete these."

"I won't. It's my camera. I'll decided if I want to delete or not,"he took he's camera and put it in front of me.

"Stop it,"I put my hand to block my face.

He just laughed and started taking pictures of the sun. It was already half set and the colors of the sky were changed into purplish. I looked at Tay and then the sun.

"You know you kinda represent of the sun,"i said what I've in my mind.

"Ah I didn't get it Newwie,"he asked me confusingly.

I chuckles at him and said,

"After the darkness of the night,it is the sun who brought lights all over the earth. The rays of it made everything livable just like you did."

God knows where I got the courage to spoke like this.

"But how could I brings the light all over the earth. After all I'm just a human."

Ah this boy. Why is he so dumbo?

"You know what,just forget what I said,"I gave him my 'so done' look and started walking faster.

He also speed up and catch with me.

"Wait wait Newwie, could you just explain me? How can I represent the sun? As long as I know,the only thing I have similar to the sun is my name Tawan. Cause it's also mean the sun."

I know that his name is similar to the sun. But this guy doesn't know that he brings the light in my life. Although we know each other for a while,but he's presence ,he's smiles,the way he talked to me,the way he worried about me; every single thing he did for me made me wants to live more. Honestly speaking,the feeling I've for him is unknown to me. I don't what's it called. I don't know is it reliable or not. But I don't want to give any name of it. I just want to go with the flow.

But one thing I know for sure,he's that sun of my life. Even if it's too early to gave him this spot in my heart. He's my sun. He's my Tawan .

"Guys let's have a group picture ,"Toy shouted from afar.

"Ok we're coming. Let's go Newwie. Oii Joss come fast you lazy head,"Tay took my hand and pulled towards Toy.

We climbed to the big rock. We all faced the sun and mesmerized by it's beauty. Tay put a timer on his camera and came back to us. We all puts our hand on each other shoulder (A/N: The positions of them Tay>New>Toy>Joss).

"Oii Joss why you have to be so tall? My hand can't even reach your shoulder,"Toy was whining.

"Why you have to be so short? It's feel like I'm standing with a Lilliput,"Joss bickered back.

"What did you......,"

"Not now guys,"Tay cut Toy knowing that where it'll lead.

Even tho Joss was annoyed by Toy,little he did lowered his body for Toy. We all enjoyed the rest of the scenery. It's a great experience.

We should spend some time with those peoples who really worried for us. Not just shut yourself because you of your insecurities. I'm really great full to god that I've my friends who is always care for me. And the one for whom my heart beat uncontrollably.

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(A/N): I'm late this time. Sorry for that. Hope you guys like it.
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