Hҽαtɧҽr 【Sєqυєℓ】 ➸ ᴛᴀᴇᴋᴏᴏᴋ

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❝I still remember, the start of December
You in my sweater, I thought it looked better
On you then it did me,
Only if I'd see how much you like me
But my eyes catch hers❞

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I still remember, it was the start of December. This month is special for me because it's your birthday month and also because you and I first met during this month, years back in middle school and now we became amazing friends.

December brings the coldest time of winter and I didn't want you to stay any longer out in the cold. So, I rushed from my PE class to catch you up in the playground where you would always wait for me before leaving.

I smiled at your thought and fiddled my hands in my pockets to check the chocolate bars. I got your favourite ones that you always loved and I would love to see you munch on it so cutely.

I rushed to the playground, just to find you sitting on the bench with a diary on your lap that you later slid into your bag.
You brought up your hands closer to your mouth to warn them up, ah I really made you wait so long.

I sat down beside you silently but you quickly shifted your gaze at me, I wondered how you could always now I was around.

"Hey, have you been waiting all this while?" I asked you and you flashed your adorable smile at me, you stared at me with those adorable round eyes that I swear were cuter than anything else in the world.

"Yeah..." A mere word left your mouth. So cute through that pout.

Your adorableness had always had me stunned.

I couldn't help but smile at you, wanting to squish those cheeks of yours but I somehow controlled myself and just smiled widely which your lips reflected me too.

The snow flakes began falling down as we both shot a glance up at the sky together. I  was suddenly reminded of the chocolate bars and I pulled them out from my backpack that I never tried to forget, knowing how much you love it.

Watching you smile always had my heart so full and I always tried to cherish you because you became my friend when there was no one by my side and I could never thank you enough for that.

You made my life complete when we first met, eventually becoming inseparable friends that we joyfully continued throughout the years and now sometimes I would want more than that.

Yes, I always had been in a haze of thoughts. You're too good to be true and I wanted us to be more but then again I would bring my thoughts to tranquility because I gained you out of the blue but I couldn't risk losing you too.

And I made my heart believe that I would never think of you like that ever again.

We were friends for years and I didn't want to lose that, knowing my days would be so dull without your presence around me but sometimes I would wonder what if I'd say my heart out, would you think bad of me?

We are secret sharers, I would share everything except for the rush in my head that I never wanted you to know. I was confused, a lot confused about my preferences, about my real choices. I wish I could bring my problems in words.

I stared at you as you smiled, taking a bite of the chocolate while looking at me with your crinkled eyes.

I looked at you munching it cutely until you finished. You then stared at your hands, playing with the wrapper that you never threw and I wondered what you did with them.

Then you suddenly sneezed so hard, maybe it was because I let you wait for me in the cold winter for so long.

I swore I felt so sorry when you sneezed again, it shook all of your body up. I couldn't think of anything better and repeatedly muttered 'bless you' to you.

I could see your limbs shivering so I quickly pulled my sweater out, making you wear it and you let me do it for you.

You held it close, you were really feeling so cold.

"Are you okay now?" I asked, shifting closer to you to see if you were okay.

"Yeah… I am." You whispered.

I turned to you, after noticing your hands that were exposed. I held them in my hands, pulling your sleeves to hide your hands under the sweater paws out of which your cute fingers poked.

I smiled at how they disappeared into the long sleeves when you made cute fists. Your subtle details had my heart fluttered.

"It looks better on you than it does me." I said so genuinely.

It suited you so much, cream shade polyester on your honey skin and it was loose so you looked way more adorable than you actually are.

I saw your cheeks getting red, oh how cute could you be.

"R-really?" You asked while rubbing the sweater paws together.

"Of course, everything suits you and this probably does more." I said truthfully and you remained silent, maybe you didn't believe me but to me you always were the best and most adorable person I have ever met.

The cream shaded polyester sweater was wrapped around your small frame and it was just a different feeling of how you would accept my things. A sense of belongingness to you spread my chest wider in pride. I always thought of you and I loved how you always acknowledged it.

It was all wonderful. Even as friends. We were just amazing until she walked by.

And my eyes landed on her, reminding me of her proposal of the day before and I didn't give her an answer yet.

I watched her passing by in a daze. I didn't know how our lives were about to change.

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Hello~~

So guys, this book is parallel of the previous one but with Jungkook's perspective so you guys know better what he actually felt that Taehyung couldn't see.

Hope you guys enjoyed!