Crashing Down |L.S|

Chapter 25

Could we ever be enough?

Maybe we could be enough

And it's all right

Calling out to somebody to hold tonight

When you're lost I'll find a way

And I'll be your light

You will never feel like you're alone

I'll make this feel like home

Harry noticed as he strummed the chords, that Louis was crying, resting his head on Harry's shoulder. Louis fought to release this song, and had to go to the extreme of leaking it himself in order for management to agree to release it. It's such a great song, and it's such a shame that it wasn't on an album.

He continued with the next verse, Louis joining him.

So hard that I couldn't take it

Want to wake up and see your face

And remember how good it was bein' here last night

Still high with a little feeling

I see the smile as it starts to creep in

It was there I saw it in your eyes

I was stumblin'

Lookin' in the dark, with an empty heart

But you say you feel the same

Could we ever be enough?

Maybe we could be enough

And it's all right

Calling out to somebody to hold tonight

When you're lost I'll find a way

And I'll be your light

You will never feel like you're alone

I'll make this feel like home

I'll make this feel like home

Maybe we could be enough

It's all right

Calling out to somebody to hold tonight

When you're lost I'll find a way

And I'll be your light

You will never feel like you're alone

I'll make this feel like home

Harry finished the final chords of the song, kissing Louis on the forehead as he placed his guitar on the ground.

"That was beautiful darling. You'll have to teach me how to play. I'll have to know if I want to write my own music..." He trailed off, getting quite quiet at his last statement.

"So you decided you're going to do it? That's great. I'll be excited to hear the music you create. Once I teach you guitar of course." He hugged him, before he got the butterflies in his belly again, deciding that it was time to do what they actually came for. He got up before speaking again. "So the real reason I brought you here-"

"Don't please. I already know. It's a makeup for what was supposed to happen on our anniversary. This is nice, can we just stay and sing all night. I would like that." Louis pouted, patting the tree stump, gesturing for Harry to sit back down, but Harry refused.

"Just let me speak please." He went over to his bag, taking something out that Louis couldn't see before he made his way over to Louis.

"So I know we did the whole thing with the promise rings, but I want this and I think you do too." He got down on his knee, pulling out the small black box, just like he did in the hospital room. He grabbed Louis' hand and began his speech that he had prepared for a while.

"I love you. I always have, even if you didn't feel the same way. The first time I saw you was when we were kids at the battle of the bands. And now we are adults, 23 and 25." He gestured towards himself and Louis. "All throughout One Direction I had feelings, they just weren't very strong. Plus with management and everything that was going on, I couldn't express them to you. The moment that we went on break, you know, I told you. Brought you here and told you everything. That day made me feel amazing and we have been together ever since. You already know, but I was going to propose that night, the night we were both injured. I was devastated, but knew that it was meant to be. Seeing you that way was awful and I couldn't handle it. It brought back my panic attacks which is something I haven't had really since One Direction. I got aggressive at some points, really depressed at others, especially when they refused to let me see you. But that accident and the hospital stay made me realize how much I really love you and care about you. After your mom died, you went into a deep depression and I helped you so much, even when you tried to turn me away. And I think that's when you realized that you really needed me and that I wasn't going anywhere, no matter what happens. I wasn't going to lose you then and I wasn't going to lose you in the accident either. So to signify not losing you, I want to do this." He opened the box, but before he could say anything, Louis spoke.

"I know what you are about to do, but before you do I need to say something too." He took a deep breath before he continued. "I've always loved you too, even if I didn't look like it. I always cared about you. When you were sick, I always made sure you were okay, even if I just stood back and watched. And with my mom's death, I tried to push you away, time and time again. I hate myself for that, always regretting everything I did or say to you during that time. But you stayed, and that just helped me so much, even if I didn't appreciate it at the time. You're right. That was when I realized I really loved you and that no matter what happens, nothing could tear us apart. And yea when I saw you for the first time many years ago, it was almost love at first sight, even if I kept my feelings in for so long. So-" He was interrupted by Harry kissing his lips.

"Just shut up and answer me." He grabbed his hand. "Will you marry me?"

Louis didn't answer with words, but with actions and wrapped his arms around Harry's neck, kissing him on the cheek.

"So is that a yes?"

"Yes of course!" Harry placed the ring on Louis' finger, as he admired it. Today's date was engraved on the ring, along with a title. It was the song title, 'Sweet Creature', engraved on the inside.

Harry picked Louis up, kissing him passionately, as Liam and Niall came out from the pathway.

"Congrats you guys!" Liam gave them both a hug, along with Niall. "You deserve the world after everything you both have been through."

Louis and Harry just stared at each other in fondness, before Louis admired the ring.

"I love it darling. It's beautiful and I can guess that you wrote Sweet Creature first and that was the song you were referring to."

Harry just shrugged his shoulders as Louis gave him a slap on the arm, but then kissed him right after.

"Come on, let's go home so we can celebrate and tell our families." Harry grabbed Louis' hand before dragging him through the pathway. Niall and Liam had already cleaned up the pictures and the lights that they had set up, so Harry and Louis didn't have to worry about it.