euphoric || bsd one-shots || requests closed || rewriting

denial ||

also don't like this one

TW: this chapter contains death, guns, and the use of drugs (chloroform).

First part requested by NotANurse
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He wasn't supposed to know.

This is all his fault.

Y/N's heart was racing, she could feel the rage boil inside her from this boy.

Why did he have to show up and ruin it all?

She couldn't tolerate it.

She won't.

She could feel something snap inside her, all hell broke loose in her mind the second she heard his voice quiver.

He was doubting her.

Of course, he was right to.

Atsushi could see how her eyes darkened, he could feel fear wash over him.

"You don't believe him, love?" Dazai could hear the venom in her voice "Right?"

"I-Uh" He kept tripping over his words, you could see how afraid he was "No, I don't..." He trailed off, he hesitated for a second before answering.

Y/N was staring at him with a sickly sweet smile that didn't reach her eyes.

He could feel it, her piercing gaze that made his entire being anxious.

"Osamu... You're sweating an awful lot." Now she was glaring at him.

"A-Am I?" He chuckled nervously, Atsushi has stayed silent in fear of what was about to erupt.

"Y/N-san... I've already told Kunikida-san about this, he's determined to save Dazai-san from you" The teen finally spoke up.

"Save him?" She started laughing...
"I'm giving him everything he needs, why would you want to save him?"

"Y/N-san..W-We can get you help... Just please let go of Dazai-san." He stuttered

"I don't need help." She uttered with a tone laced with pure venom and anger.

"Listen, hun... we can-" Dazai started only to be interrupted by Y/N's voice.

"It's a shame, I was hoping I wouldn't have to do this.."

Everything went black for Atsushi and Dazai could feel the cloth covering his mouth, he realized there was chloroform on the cloth, but before he could act he had already passed out.
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Dazai was the first to wake up, calling out to his subordinate to be met with silence. That was until footsteps were heard entering the room he had guessed to be their bedroom.

"Y/N...? Is that you?" He questioned.

"Mhm, you're the first to regain consciousness, Atsushi-kun is still asleep."

"Why are you doing this? Why did you go so far as to blind me...?"

"What? Isn't it obvious, I love you. Everything I did was for you, for us. I couldn't have anyone getting in the way but of course, Atsushi, being the good person he is, just had to inquire further into that woman's injuries. If he had just turned a blind eye I wouldn't have to end his life." She answered in a deep, dangerous tone.

"E-End his life? Y/N, that's unnecessary, we can get you some help so-" Dazai was interrupted before he could finish by the sound of an alarm clock.

"First of all, I don't need help. Second, you hear that alarm? That means it's time for me to take care of your dear subordinate. It was nice talking to you, love. See you soon." Y/N knocked him out again before leaving the apartment building.

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Atsushi awoke in a dark, empty room. He was tied up and had a piece of duct tape over his mouth, his heart started racing and mind started panicking.

'Where's Dazai and Y/N-san...?'

Before Atsushi could think of where they may be or where he currently was a door could be heard opening. The same woman Atsushi was thinking about came through that door, a dangerous look in her eyes and if you look close enough, a pistol. The same pistol the agency uses.

"Hello, Atsushi-kun, nice day isn't it? Though unfortunately this will be your last. You see, I would do anything for Osamu and I to stay together forever. It's such a shame you had to interfere."

Atsushi noticed the cold tone of voice she used, a shiver ran down his spine and he couldn't help but feel as if something dreadful was going to happen... That's when he took a double take, his eyes widened and his breathing became erratic.

Before he could let out muffled noises of terror the sound of a gun being loaded reached his ears. He couldn't do anything. He was helpless. Useless.

Y/N aimed the gun at his forehead, she had the advantage over him, he was tied up and she was standing over him with a pistol in her hand.

Her finger went to press the trigger and Atsushi saw the look of triumph on her face.

Just then, a gunshot echoed through the room...

She had done it. There was no-one in her way. Atsushi's limp body stayed sitting in the chair, you'd think he was sleeping if you didn't see the bullet hole in his head. Y/N left the abandoned building where she would bring most people who got in her way, forgetting something the teen had said back at the apartment...

'I've already told Kunikida-san about this.'

There was one more...

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Help, part two sucks aswell. I think it's better than part one but I finished writing this on a phone call 🥱. Anyway Atsushis dead, oops. Hope you liked it.