"i'm sorry"// daniel seavey

part forty six

i go to work alone because mariah wants to sleep in wit jonah.

i cant stop smiling after what happened wit daniel. just everything. he's perfect. i've already fell in love wit the daniel seavey from socks media n not knowing his true self. n now i'm falling in love wit him again but a better feeling.

when i first saw why don't we i was like "awe they're not gonna know who i am.  i'm
never gonna meet them. i love them but they don't know me."

how everyone acts wit their idols n celebrity crushes.

but now that we literally just both confessed that we like each other. im their photographer. i love right next to them. i'm best friends which each one of em. soon me n daniel are gonna be each other's.

isn't that crazy?!

i lost my train of thought indeed i made wit to work.

i open up the store n soon people start filling up the seats.

i serve n take their orders while actually get tips today. which is surprising because i usually don't get tips but that's good.

soon jake came in n i go give him a hug

jake: i'm so proud of you graduating. everyone is.
alex: thank you jakey. that means a lot
jake: you're like my sister so i got you flowers n a card. lemme go get it

he went to the back n came back wit a cute red roses n a card. i tear open the card n read it

"dear alex,

i am ever so proud of you for graduating. this is big. you're all grown up. m don't tell me that i just graduated last year because i will bop you. but i've been working wit you since you were 16 n i was 17. we grew up wit each other a bit n i just wanna thank you for everything. you're amazing n you never give up so kept being you n here's to many more years working together

~love jake"

i start testing up as i'm reading the letter. i finish reading n i sniffle a bit.

alex: thank you so much. i love you
jake; i love you too alex. now go set those wit your stuff n let's get back to work
alex: okay

i hug him again then i go out it wit my bag in the back n then i come back to see that he has his apron on already n now we have to work.

we're laughing n telling stories like how we always work.

time skip

after i took my break n everything else my shift ended so i go clock out n get all my stuff.

alex: jake i gotta go but you're okay right
jake: yeah i'm fine i have a few more hours n then i get to go home too.
alex: okay be careful n thank you again. i love you
jake: i love you too

i hug him one more time n then i head off to my car. i out everything in the passenger seat n i start my drive back home.

i put my car playlist on n jam to every single song that comes on. other cars look at me all crazy because i'm singing my lungs out. i just ming to myself n keep on vibing.

30 minutes later

i finally make it home all drained. i park my car n i open up the house n climb the stairs to my room. i throw my stuff on the floor n plop down on my bed. i stay like that for a few minutes but then i get up to change n put my stuff away.

i changed into leggings n my white nike hoodie. then i grab my phone n head to mariah's room to see if she's still there. n she isn't so i guess she's at the boys.

so i start heading to the boys n as i open their door, daniel sees me n starts sprinting towards me n then wraps me in a hug.

daniel: YOURE FINALLY HOMEEEE
alex: yeah i am?
zach: we were all so bored
alex: wow so i guess i'm the life of the party? 
mariah: i was wit jonah the whole time so
alex: oh?
mariah: actually now that you're home. i have something to tell you guys. actually we do
alex: OH MY
jonah: we made it official!
everyone: FINALLYYYYYY

i run up to mariah n hug the living shit outta her. then i go hug jonah the same way.

alex: listen here jonah. i love you n all but if you ever make her cry in a bad way or break her heart i'll break your legs n run you over. got it?
jonah: you shouldn't be worried because i won't ever do that to her.
mariah: she almost ran over my ex so i won't doubt her.
alex: true story so got it buddy?
jonah: yes i do.

daniel comes up behind me n wraps his arms around my waist. i get butterflies n i blush hella. he notices so he grips my waist a little more.

alex: i have to go use the bathroom. i'll be back

daniel steps away from me n i head to the bathroom. i lock the door n look at myself in the mirror

my cheeks are so red right now

then i hear a knock on the door.

alex: who?
daniel: me
alex: come in

i unlock it n he comes in n locks the door.

daniel: i missed you
alex: of course you did. im just that amazing
daniel: yes you are.
alex: i know you wanna kiss me

he smiles n our lips soon meet each other. it's a nice n passionate kiss.

alex: that felt good
daniel: it always does
alex: how did you leave the boys?
daniel: i just slipped past them.
alex: they're gonna realize
daniel: so? they already know we like each other
alex: but still
daniel: okay i'll leave but one more kiss
alex: always for you

we kiss again n he grabs my waist to pull me in closer.

alex: now leave i have to pee

he leaves n i just stare in the mirror endlessly smiling

i want him to hug me from behind like that