"i'm sorry"// daniel seavey

part thirty six

the rest of the boys come outside. then not even a few seconds later mariah n jonah come out our house. i look at the both of them n give them a wink. mariah just laughed while jonah looked embarrassed.

alex: everyone is here so can we leave now
zach: damn impatient bitch
alex: i wanna meet david so shut the fuck up
corey: oooooo
jonah: yeah we can go
jack: who's car are we going in?
alex: i can take mine.
daniel: i'll come wit you
corey: okay you guys can go alone

i elbow corey in the side n give him a look. he just winks at me n continues on talking

corey: i can bring the boys in my car. then mariah n jonah can go alone.
mariah: i'm fine wit that
alex: okay since we got that settled let's go nowwwwwww
daniel: you heard her. let's gooooo

everyone got to their assigned cars. i got in my car n daniel got in. mariah was the first to leave then corey n then us. it's gonna be like an hour drive so i'll be able talk to daniel for a while.

daniel: why did you elbow corey?
alex: because i wanted to
daniel: n not because you don't wanna go wit me alone?
alex: nah i do but you know
daniel: no i don't know. enlighten me
alex: we've been getting closer n i'm really happy bout that. it's jus like i'm a freshie wit a crush all over again
daniel: so im crush?
alex; don't brag bout it
daniel: oh i will
alex: stoppppppppp
daniel: i'll never stop
alex: i'm so lucky
daniel: why?
alex; cause i met you n the boys. like my dreams came true. then i moved into yalls guest house. i got a job as yalls photographer. n i still have my crush on you.
daniel: well we got lucky n what you mean by "still"
alex: i've told you before
daniel: nah
alex: yeah i did. you just wanna hear me say it again
daniel: no i don't. hear you say what?
alex: i'm not gonna say it
daniel: say what
alex: nothing
daniel: no tell me
alex: no
daniel: tell me
alex: fine.
daniel: so...?
alex: i've had a crush on daniel  james seavey ever since the beginning of why don't we.
daniel: included my middle name wow
alex: are you happy now?
daniel: oh i've always been happy when i'm around you
alex: yeah right
daniel: i'm not lying
alex: yes you are. then how we're you happy before me???
daniel: i was but you made me extra happy now
alex: yeah sure
daniel: just shut up n drive
alex: imma put music

i put my one direction playlist on n start jamming. after a few songs daniel lowers the music

alex: what was that for?
daniel: i thought we were your favorite band
alex: one direction will always be my favorite n be in my heart.
daniel: okay you're rude
alex: no i'm not
daniel: you just said one direction is better

⚠️suicidal thoughts are gonna be brought up so read wit caution⚠️

alex: yeah because they kept me alive
daniel: what?
alex: one day i'll explain the whole story to you n everyone else but something happened wit my ex n i wanted to die. but i was listening to one direction wit mariah n all in all, they saved me
daniel: wow i'm sorry alex. i didn't know
alex: don't be sorry. no one knows
daniel: lets pick up the mood n listen to my songs now
alex: whatever you want seavey

he took my phone n i told him my password then he put why don't we music. i was still sad bout what i talked about but i was wit daniel so i had to be happy. we were jamming out n soon we made it. i park at the street n we get out the car. i grab my bag n we meet up wit everyone else. we go into party n there's music n the smell of alcohol. already. the party just started... anyway. i keep reminding myself that i might meet david so i keep a smile on my face n we start dancing.

1 hour 2 drinks later

people are now jumping off tables n yelling. funny but weird. still funny though. then i see david get on a table n had a microphone.

david: okay everyone please settle down. we all came to this party for the reason n that reason is the birthday of my best friend, jason nash.

everyone claps n cheers

david: he's like my dad but the ultimate best friend. he's the best. n i'm very proud of him. i love you jason. so everyone let's sing happy birthday.

heath is holding a cake n makes his way to jason. everyone sings happy birthday n at the end he blew out his candles. without warning. david pops up behind jason n smashes his face in the cake n everyone cheers n the party continues. daniel grabs my hand n we head to david's direction. we make it to him n i see corey there. corey sees me n smiles

corey: david i would like you to meet alex. a really good friend of mine
alex: hey it's nice to meet you
david: likewise. i've heard a lot of good things about you
alex: from who?
david: corey n daniel

i look at daniel n he blushes from embarrassment

alex: anyway i'm so happy to meet you bruh. dream come true
david: awe well thank you. let's go have fun. i'll put you in the vlog. if you want.
alex: oh my god. YESSSSS
david: okay well let's go

david leads me to a place n he takes a couple of shors for the vlog. BEST TIME EVERRRRR. still can't believe it. i go back to dancing n half an hour later i feel someone grab me by waist. thinking it was daniel i turned around

alex: hello dani-

i would love to be in one of his vlogs