Collab or Co-love?//BOOK 1//

41: My feelings

"H-how do you know? You know how to read minds?" Mina asked horrified.

Her mom laughed and shook her head.

"Of course not. But I figured since you don't ever ask me or your Otou-san about our story"

"Yet you tell us anyways" they laughed again.

"But uhm... I don't know if I only admire this person's personality or the person itself" Mina confessed and her mom smiled warmly.

"Well, why don't you tell me about him" her mom said and Mina gulped since it's a she but she did it anyways.

"The person is like Otou-san. H-he's uhm very caring. Treats me well. He uhm puts me and others first before himself. He's always happy. He has a cute dimple and smile" Mina smiled unconsciously making her mom giggle.

"He's a bit short but perfect for a hug. He always smell nice. He's very funny, I think but my members find it corny" Mina giggled.

"He's a great rapper-"

"Oh he's an idol?" her mom asked.

"An artist Okaa-san. She also paints"

"She?"

"I mean he! Haha my vocabulary is haha" Mina said and laughed tense.

"Alright, go on" her mom nodded suspiciously but shook it off.

"Although sh-he is very well-known, he's very down to earth. He's very kind and gorgeous"

"Georgeous?"

"H-huh? Yeah uhm he's a gorgeous man! Very gorgeous" Mina said and smiled nervously.

"Hm. But the way you talk about him, you sound like me" her mom smiled.

"Like you?" Mina asked and her mom nodded.

"Like inlove but I guess no too inlove. Maybe like"

"I-inlove? L-like? But I can't!" Mina started to shake.

Her mom got worried and hugged her. She caressed her daughter's hair and slowly pats her daughter's back.

Mina calmed down a few minutes after and her mom let go.

"What's wrong honey? Is there a reason why you can't love or like him?" her mom asked.

Mina's throat felt dry. Like her voice got taken away from her. She swallowed her saliva and opened her mouth.

"Uhm... I'm an idol, he's uhm considered a legend. And also, he's a great friend of mine... What would happen if I said I like him?" Mina asked.

"Me confessing to Chaeyoung?... No way. I can't! She'll feel disgusted... Wait... Am I accepting that I like her?!" Mina panicked at the thought.

"Honey? Honey calm down. Breathe for me" her mom said and Mina calms herself down.

"There's no wrong confessing your love to your friend. And maybe he likes you back" her mom teased.

"B-but our friendship will be ruined!" Mina exclaimed frantic.

"What the fuck am I saying?! Am I seriously considering to confess to Chaeyoung?!"

"I think your friend is mature enough to know what to do. And if he doesn't like you then it's his loss. I have a beautiful and kind and elegant and the perfect daughter and just to be rejected? No~, you better find another man" her mom said and giggled.

Mina giggled but she's worried. She now knows that she likes Chaeyoung but she knows as well that she can't.

"Uhm one more thing..." Mina said and her mom gave her a look to go on.

"W-what do you thing about... Uhm... Girls getting together?" Mina asked. Now she regrets asking that. She just wants to crawl into a hole and just die there rather than hearing her mom's answer.

"Why honey?" her mom asked.

"Uh uhm... Uh... M-my fellow member! Yeah uhm you know Sana right? Yeah! She's uhm gay...." Mina reasoned.

"Sorry Sana!"

"Oh... So she likes girls?" her mom asked and she nodded.

"I'm not in the place to judge her preference. And I can't tell her to be straight" her mom chuckled and Mina did awkwardly.

"So I would just let her be. Kudos to her and her girlfriend. Who's her girlfriend by the way?" her mom asked and Mina panicked again.

"Uhm... Uh... T-tzuyu! Yeah! Haha they're together haha" Mina said.

"Oh my god I'm so sorry Tzuyu!"

"Oh! Your other member right? Well your friend Sana has a beautiful girlfriend. Visual couple" her mom giggled and so did she but nervously and awkwardly.

"S-so you don't have any problem with girls liking girls?" Mina asked stuttering.

"Of course not and you should be too. We don't discriminate and we don't hate. Remember that my daughter okay?" her mom said and pinched her cheeks.

"Now, I'll prepare some snacks for you and your Otou-san. You can watch TV in the living room" her mom said and smiled.

"Hai Okaa-san~" Mina said and smiled back.

She unknowingly skipped her way to the living room and her mom giggle while watching.

"I somehow felt relieved~" Mina said to herself and turned the TV on to watch.

Oh my god! Mina's gay and I'm so happy TT