Walking side by side with you
now feels like a mistake.
Ever since I tried stopping,
and count how long it'd take...
For you to call out my name,
and I'll run to you in shame.
I keep on waiting.
You keep on walking.
I hated that stupid game,
yet I keep playing all the same.
Why do we stay together,
when we're no longer in love?
Bad habits should be broken.
I really wish I could stop.
Why do I keep hoping,
that we'll be okay?
You'll go back to how you were
from our very first day.
If you don't have the courage to push me away,
then at least have a reason to make me stay.
Being nagged by my friends.
Calling me a stupid fool.
Telling me that we should end,
so that I could find someone who'll...
Treat me like a goddamn queen,
and not like some fuck machine.
I tell them they're out of line.
They tell me I'm out of my mind.
If hoping for something is such a sin,
then I'm perfectly happy in the hell I'm in.
Why do we stay together,
when we're no longer in love.
Bad habits should be broken.
I really wish I could stop.
Why do I keep hoping,
that we'll be okay?
You'll go back to how you were
from our very first day.
If you don't have the courage to push me away,
then at least have a reason to make me stay.
