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Chapter 2/⚠️

⚠️ TW/ ABUSE AND MOMMY ISSUES IS MENTIONED ⚠️

Suga POV
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I woke up by a phone call, I answered and heard my moms yelling, telling me that she better have the house clean and make dinner for her when she gets home, I said yes quietly and hanged up, I got ready and washed my face to make sure I didn't had a breakdown because my crush kissed a girl and is now dating her.

As I enter the gym I get greeted by a big hello from Hinata, while we were practicing receiving, I guess I wasn't paying attention that I got hit by a volleyball in my face, I stumbled back, falling back, I saw Asahi scared like he just saw a dead body, "SUGA IM SO SORRY" he panics, I smiled rubbing my nose, "it's alright Asahi, at least it's not Hinata getting hit by a ball today" I laugh at myself as Kageyama literally bursts out laughing while Hinata hitting Kageyama to shut up, "Suga, are you-" "Oh- oh shit" I whisper and I see a lot of blood coming out my nose, Yamaguchi panics and goes to the closet to bring some napkins while everyone is freaking out, mostly Asahi

"Guys calm down! It's not like I'm going to die or anything" I say rolling my eyes, when yamaguchi gave me some napkins, I get up then suddenly felt dizzy and fall back down, "Suga! I'll take-" "Asahi can you take me to the nurse, I don't feel well.." I cut off Daichi, not even looking at him, Asahi nods fast and suddenly carries me like a bride style and brought me to the nurse.

After the nurse checked me up and left me and Asahi alone I looked at him guilty, "Hey Asahi sorry about yesterday, I was in a hurry and bad mood" I say quietly, he smiles "it's alright Suga, but..." he looks at me seriously, "it's about Daichi and Yui right?" I looked at him shocked and smiled, "What do you mean? I'm proud for-" "no your not, it's obvious that you love him" he cuts me, i look at the other side not staring at Asahi anymore, "and? What's the point, he's already dating someone and he looks so hapPy" my voice cracks, now having a breakdown, I try to wipe my tears away but Asahi stopped me and just smiled

"It's alright, just, let it all out" he says, I suddenly burst out in tears, Asahi hugging me to support me, I just kept crying and crying, and Asahi was there the whole time

After I was done crying my eyes were puffy and red from crying, Asahi sighed "I already knew you had a crush on him since 3rd grade, it was really obvious, actually the whole team knows" he says making me blush in embarrassment, "but Daichi is too dumb to notice that" he says laughing, I nodded smiling, "it's just, I really wanted to confess and still do! Even if he doesn't like me back, I still want to confess, but I don't know how anymore" i say as I look at the window, Asahi suddenly had an idea

"Hey, how about you write a song about it? Maybe you can sing it for him then you confess!" He says, I look at him worried, "but how? Even if I actually did who's gonna do the background music?" I ask, he puts his hand in my shoulder and does a thumbs up "I'll be the one doing that, your gonna do the lyrics" I looked at him shocked and thought about it, I mean, it's a good idea since I always write songs but I never get to sing it and post it on YouTube or anything like that, Asahi only knows about that so it's kinda embarrassing if I just sing it for Daichi

"I mean, maybe? I'll think about it" i reply, he smiles, then he suddenly panics, "oh god I just remembered I have classes! I'll see you in lunch!" He yells now leaving me at the nurses office, I sigh, now leaving and going to the gym to get my stuff

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Suga POV
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After 5th period was over I went to the roof only to see the whole team eating their lunches, "Hey guys!" I wave at them sitting next to Asahi, "SUGA ARE YOU OK??" Hinata panics, I laugh softly "Yes Hinata im fine, if I wasn't I would've gone home already" Everyone suddenly laughs and Hinata keeps hitting Kageyama to shut up, I suddenly remembered that he's not here, "Hey where's Daichi?" I ask, "He's with his new girlfriend, actually he was gonna sit here like always until his girlfriend just took him away from us" Tsukishima says rolling his eyes

"I mean, they are dating" Noya says secretly stealing Tanakas chips, I slowly nodded, "yeah, I'm happy for them" I say now eating some chips that Noya stole, Asahi looks at me and I smiled telling him I'm ok, he smiled and nodded, now trying to stop Noya from stealing Ennoshita's Chips

^ ~*.A f t e r S c h o o l A n d P r a c t i c e.*~^

As I got home I got greeted by a slap in a face, "DIDNT I TOLD YOU TO GET HOME AT 4:40PM?? WHERE WERE YOU??" My mom yelled as I smiled softly, "I'm sorry mother, I was in my volleyball practice and I was doing some work I didn't get to do" I whispered, she slaps me again at the same spot "I DONT CARE ABOUT YOUR STUPID VOLLEYBALL SHIT, GO AND MAKE ME DINNER THEN CLEAN THE DISHES AFTER THAT" i nodded and went to the kitchen to do dinner for her

After I was done cleaning the dishes I went inside my room and did my homework while listening some music, I suddenly remembered the idea that Asahi said and I thought about it, I grab my dairy and read some pages, until I come across this one

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Dear Diary

December 3rd, 2018

Today me and daichi went to see some star gazing and I was so excited that I forgot my sweater! Then when we were watching the stars he noticed that I didn't wear a 2nd sweater and he gave me his!! It smelled just like him (kinda sound like a yandere now .__.) it was so warmmmm~ then HE SAID I LOOKED GREAT ON IT- I WANTED TO DISAPPEAR RIGHT THERE UGH HES SO SWEET- anyways, when it was too cold we went to my house since mother was with her boyfriend's house for Christmas we watched some Christmas movies and i made hot chocolate then we cuddled!! I ALMOST PASSED OUT he's so handsome, I wish he felt the same tho.. well that's all have a great day dairy!!

From Sugawara

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After I finished reading it, I grabbed my small notebook where I leave all my written songs and went to a new page, I kept thinking about the song title, I wanted to write a fake name for Yui so I decided to write a beautiful girl name

Heather

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WOAH THAT ACTUALLY TOOK A LONG TIME TO WRITE omfg I love heather song so much sigh ANYWAYS if you see a "Chapter ??/ ⚠️" it means it's a warning but I'll always put it before you read the story.