dekubaku

oh no

Deku and bakugous mum's were always such good close friends and today bakugou was being forced to go to dekus place to stay over but of course he was going to be a dick like he normly is to deku.

Bakugous pov

That old hag of mine is forcing me to stay over at that stupid nerd dekus house, I don't know why tho tch I always get this stupid feeling when I'm around him it makes me all tingley inside I don't know what it is but I refuse to look further into it as the old hag was yelling to get in the car I was bearly even dressed so I took my time to piss her off even more tch what a nag I put on a black tank top with some black shorts with boots I got my bag that has all my stuff for the night in it and walked out the door to see the hag giving me a death stear I just glanced at her and walked out the door to the car

Izukus pov

My mum told me that kacchan was staying over for the night which kinda pissed me off because that would mean i'd have to hide my blades and clean my room my mum never comes in my room so I don't really need to clean it nor hide my blades so i started to clean my room once i was done cleaning the trash of a room i got my blades which were on my desk and hide them in the bathroom draw because I know kacchan won't go throw my draws just as long as I don't seem suspicious that is I know he doesn't care about me I know he hates me and want me out of his life I'm not really sure why I'm alive to be honest I have tryed to kill my self many times but it's just never worked out the first time I tryed to slit my wrist I just ended up waking up an hour later with dry blood everywhere the 2nd time I tryed to over dose on mum's pills but just ended up vomiting and not going to school the next day I was brought out of my thoughts when I hear a bang it was kacchan throwing my bedroom door open oh god here we go as soon as I saw him I really wanted to cut so I just walked into the bathroom not even saying a word to kacchan

Bakugous pov

WTF stupid deku didn't even say a word to me he just went straight to the bathroom that was fucking rude of him agh why do I care I just walked over to his bed and sat down pulled out my phone and started to play on it
Agh wtf it's been like 10 minutes since he went into the bathroom room maybe I should go check if he's okay ah wait when did I care tch Imma still go see what's taking so damn long I'm bored

Dekus pov

Once I got into the bathroom I went straight to the draw were I hide my blades and slid up my sleeve to reveal all my old and new cut and lots of new and old scares some were small some were big I presses the blade agents my skin it was cold yet worm in a way I started to slide it across my skin making me hiss a little I tryed to stay quite because I know if kacchan hears me he'll question me and I don't want him knowing, I started to cut until there was no more room left on my arm so I slid up my other sleeve and started to cut all over that arm when I was done there was blood everywhere and that's when I realised 3 things 1 the cuts were really deep 2 I've been in the bathroom for way to long and 3 I never locked the door that's when i started to Panick then out of no were kacchan burst threw the door yelling
"OI NERD WHATS TAKING SO LO-"
Thats when he relised what was going on h-he was starting at me with what looked like pain in his eyes that's when I realised my arms were showing that's when I started to have a panic attack why this? why now? It's not like he cares, right?