Journal of a Random Teen

Day 1

Good Afternoon guys, gals, and non-binary pals to my journal! I'm not really sure how I'm going to start this but here we go! (yes im starting with a thomas sanders quote heheh)

I'm pretty average, there's nothing too spectacular about me. I lounge around in PJ's all day during quarantine, have an unhealthy love for chocolate, and watch a LOT of anime but that's what I grew up with so that's okay. I, as a lot of people, have some issues with anxiety and self esteem but that's not all this is going to be about. Some things are hard to get over. I'm trying to be a better child for my parents and grandparents and learning not to care what people don't like about me. But this is just here for me to vent really. This has no "end point" in my opinion.

"I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not." -Kurt Cobain

This is one of my favorite quotes. It always comes to mind when it seems like the world is fighting against me or people are saying mean things about me, or when my insecurities and imperfections start to fill my head, pulling me down the seemingly never-ending hole that so many are or have been trapped in, myself included. 

As you can tell, this will end up being all over the place thanks to my adhd and currently sugarhigh mind x3 but hey, you clicked on it, you fucked up, I'm your problem now *insert awkward finger guns here*

But today's been pretty boring apart from that song from YUNGBLUD that just came out, give it a listen! I haven't really been getting my schoolwork done because it's so hard to focus on my work, it might just be me, but it just feels so overwhelming when the work isn't physically in front of me but my teachers refuse to give me a hard copy because they're only for the ones without internet at home. I really just hate this whole home-schooling thing. I don't work at all. And don't even get me started on the politics right now. Most of my family is like obsessed with them, they just watch the news way too much and it's honestly the same sort of BS every. single. fuckin. day.

I just finished season 4 of My Hero Academia it only took me like 3 days to watch it. I'm not sure whether to be proud or disappointed in that fact but in the past 2 weeks I also watched all of Shingeki no Kyojin (Attack on Titan),Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba , and Akame Ga Kill!

Well, as I sit here criss-cross on my couch, having to listen to fox news in the background because I'm not supposed to have my laptop in my room, with one of my doggies snuggling next to me, I'm gonna head out for now, give me some feedback, let me know if I should continue this! Love ya, have a great day!

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