Unrealistic future「Mikasa x reader」✔

5.

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"This... was..." I couldn't find the right words—there'd never be the "right" words, but the ones that captured the emotions I felt. The hollowness from the aftermath made you yearn for more to fill that gap in your chest. However, this movie made it impossible to articulate.

"This movie was emotionally exhausting," I mumbled, barely processing the words that tumbled out of my mouth. If I were to agree on one common truth, then it would be that this outcome right now became the major reaction to when movies ended. As long as I watched them with these two, I'd feel safe enough to sob into my blanket.

"Ymir!" I cried out, trying to clinge onto her. When she pushed me away, I huffed playfully, pretending to be frustrated, "Historia, help me, Ymir is being mean again—" I pouted. Ymir rolled her eyes while watching me as I let my head fall on Historia's lap.

What a cheerful attitude she was having today

"No wonder you're being clingy again, I hate it when you do that." Ymir said bluntly. I narrowed my eyes at her, tilting my head towards the side. I knew too well that she reacted often like this. I  snuggled my head back into the blanket.

"Such a meanie.." I muttered, I closed my eyes. I felt how Historia patted and apartly stroke over my head. I smiled slightly at the smilarity.

It felt warm and also welcoming as if I was home. Having her as a friend was most times really nice and funny while it was with Ymir............
complicated.

After all of this, we laughed somehow every time about this. After some time, I was standing in the kitchen with Historia since she said we couldn't eat what I had in the fridge. I mean.. I hadn't anything that would get us food poisoning. It wasn't that bad. At least the durability was still durable—at least, is it what I was setting my belief in...

Historia suggested that we could cook something healthy instead of eating fast food. I didn't find the idea bad, it was good. Ymir agreed, too. It was to my own surprise, actually.

As I let myself fall on a chair near the table, I had to watch once I gained how Ymir came to Historia. Saying something that embarrassed her and afterwards letting her blush in different tones of crimson. Not like it got on my nerves. Nope, I was so used to it.

After a while, we started eating a good mix out of potato salat, and f/f alright, f/f wasn't exactly that health promising. At the moment, there were things existing I could care less about. After eating, we were well more like Ymir told us we would go to my room.

Sometimes, I couldn't help asking myself why Ymir was sometimes so. Let's define it with the word 'nice'. It literally irritated me that she could be on her own kind nice. It wasn't still like a pure angel, but she was nicer towards me than to others.

I went upstairs with them, and we started laughing as Ymir tripped over her own feet. It was bright like the sun and warmed my heart. I felt home with these two. There were those moments who let myself forget all of my problems, negative emotions, and everything else. Just the here and now was existing. Many people knew those things, kind of feelings just situations.

Whether a confession that wasn't accepted—a heartbroke that got you in a state of embarrassment where you can't even face the person anymore nor not be accepted. As long as humans exist who accept each other, showing you the positive sides of life in which you can get things out of your head. In one evening, a mood can change into the betterment.