Unrealistic future「Mikasa x reader」✔

4.

|||Y/n L/n|||

"How about if we start by watching a movie?" I asked politely. I had no nerve preserved to talk about my and Mikasa's friendship and the unspoken tension on my side. Historia nodded happy while Ymir just gave in with a scoff.

'Or least I could stop this for at least more than hopefully one hour..' I thought. I smiled brightly in the inside at this fact. I almost smiled, really. That would be kind of my end. Ymir would probably tackle me down if she noticed.

"Do you have one?" Historia asked. I thought about it first. Then nodded, I had a pretty stupid idea of a movie. When it goes to this, like really, I had the strangest ideas coming inside my head. Ymir pierced me with her looks, I felt it behind my back.

I rubbed the back of my head and smirked slightly. I had by far either the best or the most stupid idea. I tended up energetic. "Ok.. uhm–" I stuttered. What then happened wasn't unexpected. I couldn't even end the sentence there. Ymir already interrupted me. "Spit it out can't be worse than your attempts to try flirting with Mikasa in high school." she scoffed at me.

"YMIR!" Historia squeaked at the brunette. I just sighed, I knew that Ymir was right, but also, Historia was still too nice to me. She shouldn't stand up for me.

"No.. Historia, thank you," I said, looking into her blue eyes. "But Ymir.. is right for once." Ymir came towards me and hit her fist against my arm. I wanted to say something, but I didn't. I knew I screwed with the words up. I also deserved that very much in the moment.

"Once?" she death glared at me. I looked at her with boredom after it she just sat back in her place. "And also," I put my index finger in the air, "I-it wasn't flirting!" I exclaimed, feeling a surge of nervosity.

"Not now and not then,"

"Sure..." Historia said, smirking. I just started blushing sorta how a tomato was red. In that moment it was so unexpected, I never expected something like this.

"Historia–I didn't know you were such a meanie.." I joked.

After it, Ymir looked blunt, "At least she tries to help you, or else you would never do a move." She spat.

"You would end up alone if we didn't try to encourage you, you dumbass!" she raised her voice. I looked at her, shocked. In myself, I was at the edge of my tears. That was something that was hurting me. There wasn't much that could hurt me. This did. I didn't know what to say. I was speechless at this moment.

"Ymir, you shouldn't—" Historia whispered, trailing off, sounding guilty. Ymir put the index thinger on her mouth and put a hand on the shoulder of the blond with the ocean eyes. "Shush. now. Historia." On these words, she reacted with a silent sigh.

Historia just started looking guilty for the actions of Ymir. I just gave her an apologetic smile in response. I sat down cross-legged, exhaling deep. My thoughts at the moment were sorted, which was unusual.

"She is right. Even if it hurts, she is right, and I'm thankful." I tilted my head to the side, and a small hair strand fell into my face. I tried pushing it out of my face with puffing it away.

Historia played with her hair, "So – what's with the idea you had?" I tended up suddenly. Right, there was  still something deep in my head. Which I had ignored kind of. "Pretty funny idea.. Frozen." I laughed.

Historia brightened up at the sentence. Compared with the look of a child that got his favourite sweets or food at all. "Yes, a wonderful idea!" she cheered, clapping her hands together. As Ymir nodded in response, I stood up to get the DVD.

I had thoughts in my mind. Some I just wanted to dig into a hole and never dug up again. While others got my hopes high, which I didn't wish for that much.

As I got the movie out of the shelf, I startled. My eyes fixated on something certain. A thing I never expected to come to the scene again. My heart beat went high as I eyed on it more certain. 'I didn't know this still exists..' I thought. I was, at the moment, totally unable to do anything nor react properly.

The picture got blurry. I felt how I was at the edge of tears. What I was seeing—no holding in my hand - was something to me dearly. A child like drawing by me, of Mikasa and me in dresses. Bridal dresses.. both of us worked on activities while she must have drawn this. At the age of 10. Yeah... my poor heart.

Mikasa was furious at Eren, and so I'd tried to cheer her up with this.

For my beloved best friend and future wife Y/n.

signed Mikasa

and for the best friend I ever had,
my wife Mikasa! :3

signed Y/n ♡

ps. I promise I'll marry you platonically, then love you forever, and I'll always be there.

At this age, I didn't even have a clue how this would start changing my life. I felt as if I was so deep in thoughts that I heard something. Though I couldn't really tell if it was true, I snapped out of it as I heard something.

"Y/N WHERE ARE YOU?!" Ymir called from downstairs. Just at this point, I noticed how much I snapped out. I hid the picture abruptly with my free hand behind my back. As Ymir came upstairs, she smirked, "Ah, there we have our Y/n!" I smiled slightly at the comment. Like every time one of them found me in deep thoughts.

She helped me up. What I didn't notice in the moment was that the picture fell to the ground. I just continued looking at her smiling. She messed up my hair. On which I  whined while she laughed histerical. I smiled to myself what true friends I got after all.

Historia sighed, "You were gone for so long.. I considered that something might have happened."

I've passed out from health concerns before. Now wasn't the time.

I shook my head, smiling, kneeling, beside her. "Just down the memory lane... Some crappy nostalgia."

I sighed, "thanks for worrying about me anyway I... don't know.. it put me back into when times were different."

In fact, Ymir would have glared at people like Reiner who did this with a romantic connotation. I had never. I couldn't even imagine the blonde as anything beyond a ftiend.. Only I could do something like that. How I said at the beginning she had her heart at the right place.

"Then let's take a look now at this movie, and afterwards, we work a plan out how Y/n gets Mikasa as her girlfriend!" Ymir slapped me on the back. While my hopes went down, 'I really wish she had forgotten this.' I thought. But, this was just a joke, after all, a corporate plan to make me forget about my heartbreak, right.

The movie, however, was for Historia and me emotional. The both of us cried our eyes out at the end. While Ymir yawned at it. I watched between the scenes how Historia snuggled herself in Ymirs shoulder. At this moment, I felt left out. That was the contra when you were with couples. I snuggled myself, then deeper in the blanket.

But in the end, I laughed my ass of literally. As Historia and I started crying, she started fluffing right onto Ymir's sleeve. I mean, how couldn't someone laugh at the sight it was unforgettable. Just looking at Ymir's face, let all my problems fade away. Even if it was just for seconds, there was nothing that bothered me anymore at this point.