married to kim hanbin ✓

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"How does having Korean BBQ next door sound?" asked Seoyoon as she poked her head out from the frame, 

"I'm in~" said Jinhwa, "Count me in" said Kyee afterwards,

"Okay, what about you Jihyun?"

Now I had two sides at this point, one of the sides agreeing just for the free food that we would be given but the other side saying no because of Hanbin, but the other side won. 

"Sure, alright" I said

II

I should've said no,

"Hey! Don't drink too much or you'll puke" said Seoyoon as she tried to stop Jinhwa and Kyee from competing with Junhoe and Seojun,

"Like hell I would surrender now!" said Kyee as she gulped some more

"Hanbin-ah, Jihyun-ah, can you both go to the shops and get some vegetables? Donghyuk and Chanwoo were originally meant to but they got a flat tire and the meat is going to get cold! Please!" asked Yunhyeong Oppa as he stuck his head from the door frame asking,

"Alright" I said standing up, looking at Hanbin who was just on his phone

"Hanbin, go with her" said Jinhwan Oppa as he nudged him to get up,

"Thanks Jihyun, here take the money"

I grabbed the money and walked out, without waiting for Hanbin.  

II

I was nearly at the shops as I turned to look backwards to see whether Hanbin had followed behind or not and obviously he didn't,

"What are you looking at?"

I let out a scream as I covered my face. I looked to the right of me seeing Hanbin just standing there with a confused look. 

"N-Nothing" I said and walked off ahead of him.

"H-Hey!" said Hanbin as he grabbed my wrist, "Let's.. talk"

We both sat down on a nearby bench and he began apologising. 

"I'm sorry for how I behaved back then.. I really couldn't accept someone leaving me again, it was selfish of me" he said with his eyes glued to the floor. 

I couldn't answer him, as much as I wanted to, I couldn't.

"I thought I would be fine leaving you but as time went by, I discovered that I couldn't.. you're like my heart, I can't live on without you" he continued saying,

II

We arrived back to iKON's dorm in silent. After what he said I still couldn't say anything. My mind was running everywhere and I couldn't think straight.

"What took you so long?" asked Donghyuk,

"There was just a lot of people" I said and walked past him sitting myself down.

"Hey guess what" said Chanwoo as he came out of his room to the living room, "We're invited to join the Star Idol Championship 2020. It's different this year though, it's normally held in Korea but this time it's held in China"

"Oh yeah that! Jinhwa was meant to give that to you earlier but *cough cough* something happened.." said Kyee as she glared at Jinhwa who was avoiding eyecontact.

"What? We're invited too?" I asked

"Yup! Let's attend, I want to go to Chinaa!" said Jinhwa excitedly,

II

I spent the rest of the night in my room looking at the invitation. I sent a picture of it and sent it to our manager to see if they would approve of us attending or not.

M A N A G E R

Jihyun: *Send Picture*

Manager: Oh right, I got an email about it earlier. It's completely up to you guys whether you would want to attend or not, you can just confirm it with me. You'll have to pick three different sports or more and practice from at least tomorrow to the date.

Jihyun: The others have agreed on going, but is it really in China??

Manager: Well then guess you're going to China. I'll email you the activity requesting sheet and you can just fill it in. It's likely that not all your choices will be approved though. And yes, really.